We separate ourselves with broken walls and unlocked doors
And sell ourselves the lie that we have kept the world at bay
All from our shadowed corners of misery
We bleed the names of enemies upon the shallow floor
And say that they’re to blame for all the things we never say
Falling so much further into agony
Oh, the masks we wear
Looking through hollow eyes
Painted on expressions
Held on with bitter strings
None of us will dare
To cut these shallow ties
And cure our own infections
To end this suffering

We open up our hearts and let world come dancing in
Revolving hand in hand across the broken, shallow floor
Knowing where this hopelessness will lead
Trying much in vain to live a normal life again
Always so dismayed to find it harder to live for
The very things in life that we all need
Oh, the cross we bear
Hear the strangled cries
A chorus of intentions
Enslaved by wondering
Punishment we share
In chains of our own lies
Losing our direction
‘Til none of us are free

We can’t deny our failures
We can’t deny our faults
We can’t deny the person we’ve become
Despite the cost
We can’t deny the reasons
Why we deny the truth
We can’t deny the hopelessness
And pain that we induce

We chase the ghosts of memories throughout the shadowed hall
Breaking down the doors to every lie we’ve locked away
Even now refusing to see
The enemies we bled were never enemies at all
We let them hold us captive with the words we let decay
The essence of the truths we once believed
Oh, the way we stare
Into our hollow eyes
Twisting our reflections
With what should never be
Until the day we dare
To cut these shallow ties
We’ll burn in the infection
Of our self-induced disease

my sweet boy is lost to me
or i am lost to him
as it once was
before together we were found
so shall we be
once again
found together
forever


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I don’t know just where to go from here
I am lost without you here by me,
And everything I would give to see your face again…

I am lost inside my own dark mind,
‘Cause I never once could defend myself
Against the memories that scream they’re still alive:
The way I lied to myself about how things would change,
How I’d never be the man I used to be.
But, I let you lie, and told myself again that it was fine.

All the words I've said to you
Were drown out by your hate for me.
I’m the one who hid the truth, and lied about your lies.
I don’t care what you believe.
Believe it.
I don’t care what thoughts collide inside your hollow mind.
I don’t care what you say.
So, say it.
I know every single lie you never tried to hide.
Now, I feel so hollow inside,
For you've forsaken all I am.
You’re the one who left me alone
Before I ever left you, alone.

Promise
When the dust settles
Everything will feel the same