Why does everyone sit around saying, ”Hope 2015 is a good year?” Take life a day at a time. Bad days are inevitable and you can't hope for a whole year to be perfect. All you can do is hope or learn and make true friends and be happy in 2015. Don't hope for a better year, hope for a better you :)

Yes, I have scars.
They're part of who I am.
I didn't see them comming.
but earned them all the same.
They're not always appearent.
Some are hidden, some are not.
But trust me, "I still feel them"
with every passing storm.
The scars I have inside me
by far haunt me the worst.
They keep my heart from your heart
a cowards shield and curse.

the scars will f
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sadness s
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I wanna carve your name
Into my wrist
And have you sew me back together
So you can see how much
You've hurt me

have you ever felt
so empty
that your only satisfaction was
hearing your ribs crackle
and your lungs grow and shrink
and your heart beat
and your lashes rustle
because nothing else
proves you
that you are alive

I wanna do drugs with you
get high with you
go on psychedelic trips with you

I wonder if you would finally understand
If we would lie on the floor
next to each other
with nothing but our heartbeats go fast
drowning the sense in our pupils

and my jaw would clench as I'd breath in sharply
wanting your body more than your soul

Time to stop running
It's time for me to face the truth.
Look away from my reflected hate
Forget all the painful loss
Realize that-
Nothing is ever going to work out for me,
But it's the same for most people
So hell,
I might as well try
To live a decent life.

Everyone is at war with diffeent things.

Im at war with the world
It tells me i have to be a size 0,looking at all the shows, music videos were does someone like me fit in

Im at war with my relationships with god
I know homosexuality is a sin but the heart knows what it wants, hiding behind this disguise. Now dont get me wrong i love my husband but i would love to love my wife to

Im at war with my heart
It has been broken time after time,guards are put up no matter who you are, being a victim of ****** and mental violence has trapped me

Im at war my thoughts
May times i have seen myself taken my own life but what would that do to my mother,my son,and my husband