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 Jun 2014 Jonine Garcia
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Those three words feel like a swarm of bees buzzing in my mouth and making it hard to think, I'm scared you can hear them stinging my lips and tongue,  I'm afraid to open my mouth and say those three words to you because I don't want you to get stung, so I will swallow them down and let them sting my insides  all the way to my bones where they can make a home inside my skin.
By Arcassin Burnham


being by yourside,
was my safe haven,
apologies to god that sent her down from heaven,
make a place for me and her,
sitting in a grass field,
i would like nothing more than to kiss you, how does your hair feel?
tell me are you good?
wheres the family at?
can i lay by yourside?
she said o.k , im good with that,
then god stared into our eyes,
or i remember cuddleing perhaps.

the love that i give,
is not for the fate of heart,
wish me and you could live,
under the moon,
after dark,
let me show you,
what ive been planning for you all night,
loyal virtue,
of a plan to make you fall in love with me tonight.
i wanna be next to you.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2013/07/next-to-you-snippet.html
When im with you a beauty occurs that burns brighter then a sun rise colliding with the morning tide. I can not euphemise the excruciating cry from when my insides die and the pistol lets fly a single beautiful try to illuminate the sky with cries held high. Trophies to a suicidal guy. The flame burns low as you tell me to let go, as i remember that ride through the pure white snow. The beautiful glow of your cold breathes blow. The hole without you continues to grow.
This pistol brings the bullet but pain pulls the trigger. I was just another boy to add to your figures. Im sorry that I can not heal quicker but I am  running low on liqour. My friends have started to snicker and say all i do is bicker but they dont understand that all i can feal is bitter. I love you. Thanks for showing me its okay to be a quitter.

The love i gave you was every ounce of my bleeding soal. The love i gave you was pure passion. Sorry I terrified you with my messed up side. Sorry I brought our twin tours down.
Sorry cas. I still love you. Even if all you want is him. Ill just hide the pain. I dont mind. If it makes you happy.
I dream of your lips pressed against mine.With your hands exploring my body while you press me up against a wall.

I imagine you leaving me with hickeys, scratches and bite marks.
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I think of cloths scattered on the floor and of you pressing me to you so there is no space between us.

I don't want flowers, chocolates and love.
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I want lip biting, messy sheets and lust.
I want pure unadulterated passion
The way a flower wilts
Is the way my hopes do bend
The way chocolate melts
Is the way my dreams fade off
A withering tree
Just like my expectations
A crumpled note paper
Much like my own heart
The broken world around me
Mirrors myself inside
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