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Jamilla Jul 2018
When you see her
She looks perfectly fine
Look closely into her eyes
You'll see a hundred reasons
No, a million reasons
That you should have stayed.
Jamilla Jul 2018
You made me do the things I was scared to do
You pushed me hard to try new things
You let me explore the world
You give me strength all the time
You likes to see me smile and laugh
You made me feel warm when you give me hugs

I wish I know you better
I wish I have known your suffering too
I wish I get the chance to help you too
I wish you're still here
I wish I got to save you too
I wish I'm not blind to see it in your eyes

I miss you, my happy pill...
I made this because from a movie I watched.
Jamilla Jul 2018
You say you love me
You made me feel like I was the only one
You make my heart flutters a lot
You give me butterflies in my stomach
We imagine what future will be for us
If we will be together at the end.

Now,
That you're gone
I still love you
You're still the one I love
How will I take this pain away from my heart?
How those butterflies back in my stomach
Instead of this little creature?
I imagined my future to be with you.
With our supposed to be happy family.

I'll see you there, soon my love.
But for now, I'll be the best mother to our baby boy.
Thank you for giving me this precious gift.
I love you with all my heart.
Hi! I just made this not because this is happening to me. But because I just got inspired to make this one while I was watching a movie.
Jamilla Jul 2018
Frozen times and burning memories
Rising faith and new flowers blooming
Faith I had for so long
My heart was the words
And this is my voice.
Jamilla Jul 2018
Do you ever get the chance
To ask yourself
"Why you're still fighting?
In a competition you know your not gonna win?"

Forgive me...
If I die...
Jamilla Jul 2018
Everytime I close my eyes
All I see was your sad face
All I can do is to cry
I'm sorry we have to part ways
You're still my love
Memories of us is all I have
I won't say my farewell
Coz' I believe this is not yet the end of us
Not yet.
Jamilla Jun 2018
I can't talk to anyone
I can't call you and ask how you are
I can't be friends with anyone
I can't raise my hand
Without the fear of being wrong
I can't hangout with new people

I can't live my life
That I wanted it to be
It's like being in a big ocean
I can get up but I feel numb
It's like wanting to do my best
It's like your drowning but you aren't
It's not a way to live
It's a way to die
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