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ixamxaxcrybaby Dec 2017
Everything about me seems so wrong,
My life has a lot of twists and turns,
Pictures and moments I want to burn,
Piece of me I want to torn.

Everyone around me doesn't really care anymore,
They always thinking about their own lives and more,
Pushing you and kicking you out the door,
Saying, "You shouldn't be here, anymore."

People are ***** all the time,
They are thinking that I'm fine,
And living my whole life without a fire,
So why do you think I write this rhyme?

All the imperfections and flaws,
Is all you can see in a row,
Attacking with your neatly sharped claws,
On my body where my suicidal blood flaws.

Don't ask me why I take my life,
All of you left me one choice, and that is to fly,
Don't come too late and asking my mom why,
You know the reason why I chose to die.
ixamxaxcrybaby Nov 2017
Fairy tales and fantasies are someone's cause of happiness,
Happiness that can't be seen in reality,
Reality that we want to escape,
To escape just to feel faux happiness.
ixamxaxcrybaby Jan 2018
He said all the nice things to me,
Nice things that a girl dreamed to hear.
He taught me to love and trust myself,
He let me know that I am not all by myself.

He makes me feel loved and wanted,
He can turn my cheeks into red.
He makes me fall in love with him,
He treated me not like a princess but a queen.

I opened my eyes and I can't breathe anymore,
What are all those things for?
I can't speak and I can't see,
Why you left me in the middle of the sea?

Where are your lies now?
I can't stand, please tell me how.
I am so alone, I don't know what to do,
Man full of lies, where are you?

I attempt to roam all over the world,
Your love and lies I want to unfold.
I saw you with a beautiful woman,
Holding your heart with her hands.

I scream with a frown,
I ran into the sea until I get down.
Holding up my tears, I want to get drown,
Erasing those pictures of me wearing a gown.
This was inspired by a man who said all the nice things to me and left me without a word. I am a woman who can't do those things like other woman can do. I can't flirt, I can't say anything that can turn you on. I am not that woman. So, maybe I am not so lucky to have a relationship. So yeah, I decided to live my life without it.

Now, I am so inlove with cats
Sea
ixamxaxcrybaby Nov 2017
Sea
Now, I am hiding in the dark blue sea,
Sea made from my eyes,
Eyes that will never get dry,
As dry as the desert with no lies.
ixamxaxcrybaby Feb 2018
She stares at nothing,
Not because she is thinking.
She just want to wipe those stress,
Her mind want some rest.

She cares in little things,
Not because she is perfectionist.
Her mind controls her,
That makes her overthinker.

She didn't cry infront of the crowd,
Not because she is strong and proud.
Being judged is her greatest fear,
So she always keep that escaping tears.

She didn't tell her secrets and story,
Not because her friends are boring.
She want to keep it,
So no one will talk about it.

She don't want to be in crowd,
Not because she don't want to be loud.
She is afraid to have temporary friends,
Being in crowd makes her exhausted.

She didn't talk every time,
Not because she is shy and not fine.
Less talk, less mistake,
Motto that she always take.

She want to stay at her house,
Not because she is lazy and louse.
She just feel that every people around her,
Judging and looking down on her.

She run in the middle of the highway,
Not because she wants attention and fame.
She is just tired,
Living is so hard.

She cut her wrist,
Not because she want to live in drama.
Her mind is like a beast,
She wants a period, not a comma.
I am just a beginner in writing poem. I am just expressing my thoughts and writing down it in a beautiful way. Please, correct me if I make mistakes. Like wrong use of words, punctuations, etc. I want to have some friends here. Just dm me

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