eliana

eliana 4d

To me, you're like an angel, sent by God above,
To cleanse my soul of sadness and fill it with love.
You are my inspiration, and I want to thank you,
For without you, I don't know what I would do.
You've changed my life around
And turned my frown upside down.
You have shown me the way
So that I will never stray.
For this I want to thank you again,
For staying close by and being a friend.
And to end this off, I just wanted to say
That if you need a friend,
I'll be there till the very end.

its only been a year since we became friends but i hope we are best friends forever. i hope we all stick together.

#friends #bestfriend #group #love #family #sisters #from #another #mister

eliana 4d

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Sometimes I hate my body
But sometimes I feel like a hottie
It's unpredictable how I feel
The feeling of hated can easily steal
It feels like such a crime
But I guess I'll have to take it one step at a time
To relearn to love myself again
Maybe I'll feel like a ten
Having something of my own
Wishing I didn't feel so alone
To feel more confident in that bikini
Sometimes I wish I was just a little more skinny
It's hard for me to see other girls look the way I want to look
But in the end I don't want jealousy in my book
They say the prettiest thing a girl can wear is confidence
I wish I had more of that.

havent had much energy or whatever to write but i wrote this. some people struggle with how they look and how they look to others and I sometimes feel like that so I understand.

#body #image #looks #bodydysmorphia

5d

Kaiden

you.

i lost you
when i was only supposed to lose myself.
to become the few words
unseen by the world

tbh the fact that i might kms soon and the only part of me that will stay here will be my poetry, sounds kinda cool ****

#suicide

eliana 5d

Last Whispers.

In the quiet of my room  shadows creep
A heavy heart  a soul that weeps.
Time ticks slowly like a fading light
Each breath a burden  each thought a fight.
The mirror shows a face I barely know
A reflection of pain  a heart full of woe.
Whispers of darkness fill the air
A lonely echo  a deep despair.
The memories linger  like ghosts in my mind
Happy moments lost  so hard to find.
Friends and laughter  now distant and pale
In this heavy silence  I feel so frail.
I write my goodbyes on a crumpled page
Words spill like tears  a heart in a cage.
I long for peace  for a way to escape
But fear grips my heart  a tight  aching shape.
The stars outside seem to dim and fade
A world without me  a choice I’ve made.
But deep down inside  a flicker remains
A whisper of hope  amidst all the pains.
I think of the love that I might leave behind
The faces that cared  the ties that bind.
But the darkness is loud  it drowns out the light
And I’m lost in a tunnel  no end in sight.
I remember the laughter  the warmth of a hug
But shadows are heavy  and the world feels so snug.
I wish I could see the beauty out there
But my heart feels so tired  too weary to care.
In these final hours  I search for a sign
A glimmer of hope  a reason to pine.
Yet silence surrounds me  a blanket so cold
I long for a story that’s yet to be told.
So here I stand  at the edge of the night
With a heart full of sorrow  and dimming light.
But if someone hears this  if someone can see
Know that you matter  and you’re not just like me.
Though my journey is ending  yours has just begun
Hold on to your dreams  face the rising sun.
For life can be heavy  but love can be found
Seek it in shadows  let hope be your sound.

#suicide #death #final #hours #pain #relapsed

5d

Pri

Everyone effects everyone

You breathe,
and the world shifts.

Not in earthquakes or avalanches,
but in the soft tremors
of someone watching you smile
and deciding to stay
one more day.

You pass a stranger,
and they carry your laughter
into a room
that was too quiet
until you echoed there.

We don’t notice
how much we bleed into each other.
in glances,
in silences,
in words we don’t remember saying
but someone else never forgets.

A comment tossed off
in boredom
becomes a bruise
on someone else’s skin.
A simple “you okay?”
becomes the thread
someone clings to
when they’re unraveling.

We are not islands.
We are oceans.
waves crashing into waves,
pulling and pushing,
changing tides
without even knowing.

So be kind.
Or at least,
be aware.

Because whether you mean to or not,
you leave something
in everyone you touch.

And they leave something in you.

We’re not just living our lives.
we’re shaping them
together.

eliana 5d

Summer!

The sun is out.
The children scream and shout
All about.

There is no more school.
Everyone in the pool!
No more looking like a fool.

They run outside,
Find places to hide
And bikes to ride.

Everyone is having fun
No rush, no places to run.
Relax and play with anyone.

No one is stressed,
No more weight on their chests.
This is why summer is the best

freedom of finally being out of school and being able to do anything. Going out whenever, not having to wake up early, hanging out with friends. These are all things I think of when summer comes to mind.

#summer #break #school #out #freedom #rest #memories

eliana 5d

The Fate Of A Single Mother

A silly girl
Loved a stupid boy
He was her everything
She was just his toy
He played with her emotions
Put mixed feelings in her head
For that stupid boy
A million tears that girl had shed
His friends would laugh
In his fun they would share
They knew he was a player
While she thought they were the perfect pair
Then came that horror
She was two weeks late
So she took the test
Could this possibly be fate?
She told that boy
The news she had found out
That was when she discovered
What he was all about
He showed his true colors
And crushed her pride
Left her all alone
For someone he had on the side
Born to her
Was a perfect son
This war she was fighting
The new mother had won
The prize was hers
To keep for a lifetime
A baby boy
Born to shine

I wrote this because i live with my dads mom and she takes care of me and my older brother by herself. she is like the mother i never had. i wanted to put myself in her shoes as a single mom and so this goes out to any single mothers, your doing awesome and even thought you may have times where you just break down, remember that those kids are the reason you are doing this. because you love them and what would they do without you? they may not understand that yet but soon enough they will, and the sacrifices youve had to make. be patient, as God will guide you.

#single #mothers #love #children #fate