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 Apr 2015 Ilona Inezita
Mel
Breathe
 Apr 2015 Ilona Inezita
Mel
My weakness lies within my heart,
it’s naive and craves romanticism.
And it’s willing to do anything
for even the slightest amount of affection.
When I give,
I will give until I am but a fragment of myself.
When I love,
I will love without thinking what I’ll get in return.
And so when I fell so deeply in love with you,
and you told me you didn’t feel the same,
it broke my heart.
My walls came crashing down around me,
and I found myself choking on the remnants of our broken love.
All I could was “Why?”,
but you left me with not so much as an answer.
My chest cavity grew weak,
and my heart sank into my stomach,
which should be filled with butterflies.
But instead there I lie -
cold and broken.
I’m desperate to be saved,
to have life breathed into me,
but the only one for me is you -
so say you love me too.
Without you,
You pour water to the moon,
To the pale burn of this eventide,
My spirit is wet, dampened,
The first snow will escape
From these stars
And I will miss you.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
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 Mar 2015 Ilona Inezita
Cathryona
She walks down the hallway with her dress flowing
Her smile as sweet as candy, poison
dripping
The smell of love, *** and joy- lingering
But behind her smile is a ghost
And in her is a demon
A fallen angel in disguise
A human.
 Dec 2014 Ilona Inezita
Rebekah
my lungs are like flowers,
they blossom
when i breathe

but like when winter comes,
they wither
when you leave
idk i've had this written down for ages
clouds that are so true
in their background of blue
constantly changing
to something new

images in your mind
of things you knew
images of faces
of people you knew

animals, kids racing
with sunshine and rain

beautiful figures
from beautiful times

so lay back and wonder
within your mind

your everlasting feelings
of clouds from your times
 Dec 2014 Ilona Inezita
oni
let go
 Dec 2014 Ilona Inezita
oni
you always
tell me
to let go
of the past,
but what you
do not realize
is that
i already have;
i am just
waiting
for it
to let go
of me
 Oct 2014 Ilona Inezita
Amanda
"You're a very selfish human being."
The mirror
did
not
utter
a
word or breath back.
x
Black lake, black boat, two black, cut-paper people.
Where do the black trees go that drink here?
Their shadows must cover Canada.

A little light is filtering from the water flowers.
Their leaves do not wish us to hurry:
They are round and flat and full of dark advice.

Cold worlds shake from the oar.
The spirit of blackness is in us, it is in the fishes.
A snag is lifting a valedictory, pale hand;

Stars open among the lilies.
Are you not blinded by such expressionless sirens?
This is the silence of astounded souls.
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