im NOT a stalker
im a RESEARCHER
and your just a good subject
lol

What do i have to loose?
If i'm already loosing you...

thinking of you
thinking of me
thinking of what we could be
thinking of us;
of our lack of trust
and those nights all alone i spent weary
thinking of love and cheer,
thinking of you my dear...
my mind collapses: caves in with fear
doubts of what you saw in me
thinking of my insecurities....
but do you ever think of me?
cause im thinking of you, always.

C'est ça L'amour
(So This is Love)
Le Grand Amour
(So This is Love)
L'amour qui Fait Chanter la vie
(So This is What Makes Life Divine)
Là Dans tes Bras
(I'm all Aglow)
Je Sais Déjà...
(And now I Know...)
Que mon Bonheur est Infini
(The key to all Heaven is Mine)
Mon Cœur s'Affole
(My Heart has Wings)
Et je M'envole
(And I can fly)
Je Danse Sous une Pluie D'étoile
(I'll Touch Every Star in the sky)
Tu es ce que J'attendais
(So This is the Miracle)
Tu es mon Rêve fou
(That I've Been Dreaming of...)
C'est ça L'amour
(So This is Love)

What do I have to do to get you to notice me?
Change my hair, the way I walk?
My clothes, or the way I talk?
To you, I'm just a friend,
Nothing more, nothing less.
I settle for friendship in the end
Because I don't want to make a mess.

My pain, my misery, they fall from the sky
I try to ignore it, but it still gets by.
memories of what could have been,
The hatred screams under my skin.
pulsing through my veins is the anger I feel.
Wounds break open as soon as they seal.
Darkness surrounds me with every step I take.
I manage a smile that i wish wasn't fake
I laugh when people talk to me,
but alone i wonder what they see...?
i promise i'm fine, i am the same
Cuz i know they all have me to blame.
I know the truth, but it's locked in my heart,
And now it's slowly tearing me apart.
walking alone, roaming the halls.
laughing girls, suffocating walls
pierced through my skin, the terror of home
i guess that i'm finally...all alone.