solana: Favorites

Sep 2020 solana

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Sep 2020 solana

basil

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i boiled down all my water
to make room in the cupboards for apathy
but i've been using it in every recipe
and nothing is never hot enough

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Sep 2020 solana

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Sep 2020 solana

basil

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sick and tired
of eating until i'm sick
and pretending i'm not tired

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#i #hate #this

May 2020 solana

honeysuckles & crumpled petals

May 2020 solana

Erian Rose

honeysuckles & crumpled petals

she wandered the fields
curiosity in her eyes
honeysuckles blooming
welcoming springs arise

her feet skid gentle ground
stumbling over crumpled petals
leaving all but a sound
clouds waving to her surprise

treetops hang under concrete walls
love developing in simple tone
she built her home of bricks and sandy shores

#honeysuckles #wander #field #curiosity #eyes #her #blooming #welcome #spring #feet

May 2020 solana

brain hurt

May 2020 solana

stargazer

brain hurt

people don't label my pain
as real as others

but i promise, it's just as lethal

4-30-2020

#mental #illness

May 2020 solana

Streetlights

May 2020 solana

Erian Rose

Streetlights

Under the streetlights
on the corner of 11th
autumn turned into showers
your pupils reflected
seasons becoming racing beats
hours stumbling out of reach

#streetlights #corner #under #autumn #pupils #turn #showers #reflect #seasons #race

May 2020 solana

puppet

May 2020 solana

basil

puppet

my teardrops
are hanging on strings
and you pull them
just right

mother, you have always been the puppetmaster. and i wish i could cut my strings.

one day i'll have the scissors. and when that day comes, i'm not ever looking back. so enjoy this power while you can.

05.01.2020

#strings #to #cut

Apr 2020 solana

graffiti

Apr 2020 solana

basil

graffiti

spray paint
on cement walls
honesty
in an art form

someday
i'll tag one of these walls
and you'll hold my paint cans
as we fill our lungs with smoke

dreaming of the future. wish i had some spray paint. or a smoke. and you. always you.

4.20.2020

#smoke #and #paint

Apr 2020 solana

those eyes.

Apr 2020 solana

Anonymistress

those eyes.

There is a fine line
between shutting people out
and shutting yourself down.

You looked sad today, but you wont let me help.

Apr 2020 solana

rot

Apr 2020 solana

basil

rot

i exhale smoke
into the sky
painting the clouds
a little greyer

not to be like the "cool kids"
not even to get high

i just want my lungs
to be as broken
as my heart feels

happy 4/20 everyone ;)

"i don't smoke to enjoy it, i smoke to die." -alaska young

stay safe! and have a good breakfast <3

#smoke