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Apr 2015 · 479
"It's not you, it's me"
Min Blue Apr 2015
Tell me what to do
To wait and be with you
Or to choose a life anew

Tell me what is wrong
If it is really you
Or do I stir a fire... and cause chaos in your heart?

Tell me what you feel
When I ask if this is real
Am I still the one... who captivates your heart?

But then again don't tell me
Deep down I know
I'm holding on to nothing
And you are just a ghost

Haunting me with false hope
I know the title is a little far but that's what he said...
Nov 2014 · 402
At The Edge
Min Blue Nov 2014
Swinging
Thinking
Hanging on a fragile stick
Hear me
See me
Save me from this life of ick
Desperate & Hopeless
Broken & Lifeless
When will this all stop
And come to an end?

Maybe I'd rather die
Than eat a slice of life's pie
Tired of all the pathetic lies
Can't you hear my desperate cries

Oh, hear I am hanging on
Sick of it but being strong
What else can I do but say I'm okay
Sleep to death and feel heaven's rays
Nov 2014 · 2.1k
Celestial You
Min Blue Nov 2014
Red lips
Bright eyes
You're my everyday eclipse
A celestial body obscuring other guys

With you
There is no other
The skies may be blue
But with you, it's full of thunder

Sparks fell
Traveling through
Every nerve; every cell
Feelings of love imbued

Celestial you
For you are like a gift from heaven
Supremely good; Forever true
My valuable possession

Do you now see
How much I am in love with you?
Oct 2014 · 517
How can you love
Min Blue Oct 2014
You say you love me

what exactly do you mean by "love"
cause I don't know anymore
maybe I need that love

a little too desperate
a little too hopeful

but how exactly can you love
a person who's on the verge of ending her life

how can you love if she's all ****** up
how can you love when she doesn't even know what is love
how can you love when she cannot even feel

these thoughts unraveling through my head
it's a mystery

how
can
you
**love
Oct 2014 · 887
Home
Min Blue Oct 2014
They say your house
is your home
but can it still be
when it's the place that tears thee
heart fragile as a *******
cries of laughter
burning your soul
left a big hole
now I feel empty
echoes of a memory
now I am running
the distance is stretching
searching for a home
where there will be shalom
when can I finally say
"I'm home"
or, did I went astray?
now I wish haven't gone
making me lonesome to the bones
Oct 2014 · 937
Words
Min Blue Oct 2014
Perhaps you'll never know

the part you have made
the impact that you gave
the words that came out of you

that scarred her forever

her confidence receding
her joy gone
her life slowly slipping away

Words
how little they can be

amazing yet dangerous
encouraging yet *depressing
be careful of what you say :--)
Min Blue Oct 2014
All around me was a dark universe I cannot outrun
Endless rain of comets, parts of me strewn
Until you went and became my King Sun
And I, becoming your majestic Queen Moon

You filled my universe with eternal light
Passing through the dark recesses of my core
You made my faded spark ignite
Making me beam with delight forevermore

But the craters, they will never fade away
For they sometimes still remind me of darkness
Having me gone astray
Dispirited once again that I may never fluoresce

Yet, the King Sun illuminates ever so vigorously
And as long as he is there, I know we will reign endlessly
Oct 2014 · 559
Ideal Love
Min Blue Oct 2014
Isn't it good to have somebody
That would drive you to a store
In the middle of the night
For soft-serve ice creams

Isn't it good to have somebody
That would show off
How he loves you
In the most sweetest way unimaginable

Isn't it good to have somebody
That would give you gifts
From stuffed toys to chocolates
To shiny precious gems

What an ideal guy
Difficult to find; difficult to leave
Staying just for perfection
Not true love

You can never bare the thought
Of someone else feeling perfection
A selfish act, but not of love
Here just for the show; for the cheers of the crowd

If this for you is love
Then you are foolish and unwise
For love is about the moments
Not the show off surprises

Love is about worthwhile pain
Not the temporary joy
If you stay just for others
Then you my friend, are shallow

They're might be good, but wouldn't it be great

To have somebody
That would know when to stay silent
In desperate times
And hold you when you cry

To have somebody
You could go to at 3am
In oversized hoodies and PJs
Wet from the rain

To have somebody
To talk to about life
In parks and in swings
That shares the same understanding

Love is not for everybody
But for two people only
It's never about society
It's about you and me
most relationships these days, just saddens me.
Oct 2014 · 2.3k
Unexpected Goodbyes
Min Blue Oct 2014
I left you a note
Hidden away
No chance of finding
There to decay

It was my adieu
A tragic ending
To my darling, my love
I bid you farewell

They'll all suppose
It was an unexpected flee
But I hope you see
And understand

T'was never unexpected
Only concealed
At the back of our minds
Calling but left **unanswered
because goodbyes might seem unexpected but it never is. we can feel it in our hearts, we just don't entertain it.
Oct 2014 · 1.0k
Happiness
Min Blue Oct 2014
A distant memory
Overshadowed by fear and agony

Like a once upon a time
In a tragic fairytale

The city of lights
That reminded me of you
Now reminded me of freedom

Oh baby, I don't need you

I am
my own
*happiness
Oct 2014 · 302
Untitled
Min Blue Oct 2014
Sometimes all we need
Is a little stupidity

To feel
To love
To be free
To run away

'Cause stupidity is the courage
We never had
first poem evah :--)

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