i think that the most damaged people in the world
are the kindest
and the softest

because they know
that scabs can be picked
and you can bleed

i like it
i love it
when i blow into your neck
you laughed
you laughed and look so happy
that's why i kept blowing your neck

i want to see
and
i want you to feel
how's it feel to be happy with me
are you happy?
or
is it hurt you?

you don't even say a word
because
you can't describe things in a word
then
why don't you just prove it?

I can't sleep
Everytime I remember your words
They snap and recoil
And hurt me awake
Next time when someone
Promises me forever
I'll just smile
Look them in the eyes and ask
How long is forever to you.

I'm not stable enough for love
I'm not kind enough for love
I'm not worthy enough for love
I'm not ready for love
Lord please save me
I don't feel human
I don't have strength
I don't belong
I don't want to live
I'm nothing but depressed
A lost case
A piece of work
A damaged ex
Will I ever turn my life around?
And see the world differently?
Like it's meant to be
Like I have a destiny
Like anyone wants me
To be here

your name is
forbidden in
my mouth
or in my heart
because when
i think about
you;

i'll cry a little more,
hurt a little stronger
love a little softer
because you no longer
make me feel sober

i'm drunk on the
memory of you