every time i think about us i remember the way we smiled while looking into each other's eyes but every time i realize you're no longer here my eyes well up and become flooded with a pool of tears
my heart stings and longs for you i just don't know why i wasn't enough for you to stay i miss you so much maybe you'll come back some day
i wish i appreciated you more when you were still here
To know you never watched A single video of mine Never read A single poem Never followed A single link These are the parts That break my heart Because you don't believe me When I say I see you Because you don't see me
To taste your tears of joy To drink lavender tea poured from your mouth To savor your lips after you have licked them To wrap your curls around my neck till I suffocate To melt into the scarlet of your cheeks
This is not a love letter, I simply long for the forbidden parts of you