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Jun 2017 · 7.3k
him
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2017
him
To know he is my soulmate
Is the same as to know,
That the grass under my feet is green
There is no trace of doubt in my mind
As if the world is yelling “yes” to my very being,
Into every fiber of my body
His love trickles in more and more each day
Like soft rain soaking into my hair
Everything I say to him he must already know
For something magical has told him so
To explain is so simple, yet
From the outside world misunderstood
To feel this way which never once
I have felt before, so in love is one thing
But in love and so free
My body misses him so, as he says to me
Yet our hands have not yet touched
Reaching from across the sea
Like we have been in love once before
Many times is my only guess
I have never felt so calm and in love,
Like the same feeling you get when holding
Something so pure and innocent like a newborn
I feel a flow of love which will never disappear
May 2017 · 343
Ghost Riders
Ghost Writer 3 May 2017
The earth had succumbed to
not a place to live, but a place to die

Oceans of people proceed forward
Their bodies stretch like taffy,
Sleeping inside of the memory's
Clinging desperately to whatever
Happened before, always before

Nothing less than madness
For time had, and will, surely ****
Did I use succumbed properly?
Apr 2017 · 401
8am
Ghost Writer 3 Apr 2017
8am
Today is a new and wonderful day
The air is cold, but my heart is warmed
The sun, it peaks, like a half-hearted smile
Today is good, for I make it worth the trial
Mar 2017 · 322
I hate that shit
Ghost Writer 3 Mar 2017
All these poems filled line to line
How I miss him, how I did that
Holding onto rymes for dear death
Mar 2017 · 546
On Angels Wings
Ghost Writer 3 Mar 2017
What is this dear God! What have I become
Broken pieces of my past, infant craft
Talents screaming to be found
Yet my voice and my hands so tired
Eyes do not wake in this state
I need peace or at least some quiet
Free me from my mind, my thoughts
I must retreat from my very being
For I am aching in this shell of a body
I am dying as I speak, yet my mind
It will not rest, I lie awake and it speaks to me, easy, go to sleep, yet screaming
The wind inside is cold and unnerving
Please dear god in heaven, take this
Take this wheel and stop the spinning
With your ancient hands calm the storm
Let me rest, I need this mind no more.
Feb 2017 · 283
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
For you, always been my friend
When down into murky waters
You have understood my aches
Holding on, like no other

Pen, paper, you lovley lover
When I write, poetry is flight
For you are loyal, you understand
For you I write, for you I live
Feb 2017 · 295
Broken Mirrors
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
God take the light from burning eyes
The world's walls are but illusions,
To wear upon your back sunlights lies
This game we play all in delusion

Deciding upon fate your own reality
Lies spoken scuffed my open ears
I am prepared for this final fatality
Our own sights too different, broken mirrors

Take your words, I pocket mine
Believe your voice, I have spoken mine
Together living through different times
This is goodbye, this is goodbye
Feb 2017 · 240
Pieces now
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
The one who is broken blames the breaker, but the breaker always blames the broken for being broken. Confusing? That's how relationships end.
Feb 2017 · 185
.
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
.
Self distruct has an angelic touch
Wisping winds brush immensely
Against my pale pallet, my cage, so I call it
Feb 2017 · 253
Unfortunately
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
His eyes were the abyss of my hell
The way his lips moved swaying my sanity
Attached like a dog to his master
I begged and I sat, constantly craving
Eating my inside like parasites
I called it love, no not love
I called it Lust, no not lust

Survival through his fibers
My cells becoming his own
No matter where he looked
No matter where he roamed
I have built a castle in the sky
Feb 2017 · 270
You are the dream
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
If I had the guts to say it all to your face
This is what I would pull myself to say

From the day we met, to the day today
I have longed to empty this space
Your pale skin, your angled chin
Those eyes that pull every inch of me in
I hardly can look, it feels close to sin
Heartbreak from the words you say
To the words you have never said
I wished on so many stars
I threw away so many flowers

Are you interested in knowing
How far I can fall?
If I started from heaven
I would reach hell within your arms
Kissing you would be unreal
I am not sure If I would even feel
My body would go so numb, I know I would die
I would die to feel those lips
I will die thinking of this destruction
Running after tomorrow for you are my star

Are you here to break my heart?
Do  these words make you laugh
Do I look as though a fool
My mind to the sky and heart too
Floating up too far
Just a speck to you
Oh do I make you laugh
Am I the only one feeling
These ridiculous lines?

You are a world to my sky
A note to every song
A color to every picture
you are everywhere
you are everything
and I am okay
continuing
inside
this
dream
Feb 2017 · 255
Garden
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
I look around and I see the sound of wishing
Through the walls, out into the sky
I hear a call, I know it is probably a lie
Enticing as it all seems, I know how a belief
Can torment one's own mind
His face has dug deep into my flesh

I will break my way into his garden
Barefoot I sink into the thorns
He can never notice the blood or me
I am almost completely certain, he knows hardly
I will walk and derange my mind
I will not talk, the screaming that billows
Bouncing through my mind
I don’t trust my judgment of myself
Again and again I put this love
Away and then too close
For the rest of my life
I will hold onto every piece
The memory, the dreams
Of wanting you
Feb 2017 · 478
Clouds
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
Every fiber of my being is dying, or so it seems
This unbearable desire is ripping at my seams
I have wondered through these dreams
Lost in a castle in the sky, you sleep there
I dream of your heavy eyes,
You whisper to me like the sun shines
Drifting from this to reality
It bruises me
Black and blue
Everyday
I die
You
Will never
Know
why
Jan 2017 · 322
Not Mine
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
I try not to think about the sound of his voice
Shivering like i’m in a storm, he speaks
I faint with my heart, his music is sinking in

I don’t want to hold on the the wind
His heart is closed like my mouth
I cannot whisper a word around him
I must keep my head low before he sees
My cheeks that glow, brighter when
He looks into my eyes, only once
They meet like a passing star
I wish upon, then sadness plays inside
I felt this never before, I must run
Before it breaks every bone.
Jan 2017 · 253
Night
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
In a time of self loathing
We raptue with boasting
Be concealed inside
Bursting only at night
Jan 2017 · 406
Purgatory sleeps
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Again this compassed
Done with this feeling
Last with this bargain
Away with the dealing

Belated and lagging
Broken records play
Same old song, away
Screeching are sound
When you stay around
I am afflicted anew
Withdraw, my savior
Long past due

The bills are pilling
My thrills are dying
Dispassion growing
Heartbeat sinks
Inside the pit, the fire
Let the burning flow
Heaven sinistral
Purgatory sleeps
Only wakes on earth
I refuse to affirm
Which no one will know
I refuse to hold on
I will only let go
Jan 2017 · 215
Stay far
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
I feel the black beast
Growing inside of me
His claws sink inside
Heart full of blood
Drips like a rain cloud

Wonderful wishes haunt
A smile is stopped from
This monster controlling
Me, I need salvation but
I'm full up to my knees
Jan 2017 · 222
Best For You
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry again and again
The hearts that I left, and the things that I did
Blaze inside shaped withdrawal moreover free
Running around defined aspects of my hiding

The nature I held onto was regret and ice cold
There was no forgiveness, only woe in control
Taking home with the flame, devoured my days
And now looking behind, I’m changing my ways

Do not forgive me, as I did not forgive you
Do not forget me, for I will never forget you
Daylight is coming and wishing best for you
Now you must find someone fitting and true
#poem #poetry #love #regret
Jan 2017 · 309
Rosette
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Lover, take this blush
For you it must
For to die or to awake
Is in your hands deciding fate

Sculpt my heart rosette
Heal into deep depths
Rain into the soul
Give me light,make me whole

Friend, you are the sun
Beating down on me
I sweat profoundly
I ache for you to find me

Tenderness you sing
Cradle me to sleep
Singing to the stars
I yearn and bleed completely

I die for your touch
I fell akin to feathers
So gradual so passive
My weight so secret
Will you ever meet it?
Jan 2017 · 311
Take Me
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Bitter, why is my heart so harsh
Soaked up inside the dark
Taste dipped inside black coffee
Unforgiving from the very start

Alone, pushing away society
Never understanding inside of me
What is this feeling that drowns me
Will it last an entire eternity?

Feeble, not sure if I am other people
Pale, sick with a beautiful veil
Icicle hands melting away
Without much truth to ever say

Take me, goddess of nature bath me
I rather be rain or a rose all alone
Let the clouds take me, build me a home
I’m tired of wanting to be all alone
Jan 2017 · 247
Circle
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Languishing into a dream
As though it would be what
It only seems, lying awake
Through it all, ruining everything
I know what is right, but
I think I may pay the price
For the day grows long and cold
Yearning only hurts the most
Proudly buried into wistful smiles
I closed the door long ago
Reaching out my window
Waiting for a distant call
Never becoming what I thought
Becoming everything you are
I hate the way it all sounds
Honesty never was beauty
Throw it all away, into a distant haze
The wind too cold and bold
Issuing the residence away
Just a passive look, a wonder
A second glance, an extra laugh
It always pulls me into that dream
A dream I wish I never would take
But it takes me, encompass me
Dec 2016 · 646
Faith in Ashes
Ghost Writer 3 Dec 2016
She mourned the faith
Carved upon stone of
The saviors last breath
Alone dipped inside blood
Of dripping feat, fear
Filled the gut of her soul


Wanting to hold onto
A memory of innocence
Her wishes and dreams
Of a beautiful ending
Swept up in the storm
Leaving her empty of


certainty, like dust
Building only to be
Cleaned off when
It's cells disgust
Realists bitter eye


She flung it in the fire
She holds onto ashes
The last of her belief.
Dec 2016 · 495
Nature's Mirror
Ghost Writer 3 Dec 2016
He walked among the leaves
Dusting at his tired feet
A willow tree sulked
Its arch the same,
As his
|
Alone
Contained inside
A white glow fluttered
Fading, at moments the sun
It matched the clouds that refused
To cry
|
A burden perched
Onto his shoulder
Claws dug into his
Soft fluorescent skin
Blood dripped down
Stained the snow
He felt a cloud
And did not know how
To let it all go.
Nov 2016 · 395
Floating Away
Ghost Writer 3 Nov 2016
Starving from the scent of your sins
You dance with the stars in the night,
Like a bird with broken wings in flight
What do you do, what do you do

You are a fish in the ocean of jelly
Stopping for some air you choke
On the dry sand of empty wishes
And whatever she had said before

Does anyone hear your silent cry
Through the broken window of your
Eyes, the distance of a million miles
From her and your subtle hidden smile
Nov 2016 · 241
Blink
Ghost Writer 3 Nov 2016
He left without a why
No note, no word, no cry
He fell then flew to the sky
I will not wonder, cannot wonder
Or I feel that I would surely die
Oct 2016 · 967
Blue Rain
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Where does the rain wish to go,
Falling so passionately down,
When the world is cold,
She falls with a musical sound.

Filling the holes in the ground,
dancing from car wheels,
her waltz is feverish,
circulating around and around.

One rain drop never alone,
she holds your hair,
and kisses your face,
she does not give much space,
but you love her, and her sweet blue rain.
I could never write a poem about rain and feel like it is complete. Rain is just too good.
Oct 2016 · 381
The Darkest Hour
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
How do I explain the excruciating pain-
A layer which bleeds around my heart
A globe wrapped around my thoughts
Digging deeper with each new scar

How do I open your mortal eyes toward-
The invisible weight of a million scenes
Seeping from my flesh, wavering me
Holding me down, at times, enslaving me

How can I succinctly explain -
The moment I was disfigured and tied
Pulling my strings away from me
A puppet to the darkest of nights

How can I show you the things-
Which follow me like footprints
Like air, breathing never leaving
How can I explain,
What my mind is always screaming.
Trauma.
Oct 2016 · 1.0k
Offended Men
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
How one must declare his way of thinking,
Without offending another's way of breathing,
How must one walk his own journey,
While plowing through the lilies of the field?

The silent chill of the nights sweet calling,
Will one ignore the way it is drawing-
The coat around the stranger's back,
The wool it clings like soppy wet paper.

The pines reaching into the black silky sky,
Stealing wonder, boasting like the badger -
Make shifting the scene into his own world,
Backbone reaching, strong, furrowed.

A note, a baby's innocent cry, a laugh
Seemingly part of every single night-
One does not live without repercussion,
There is no passive in passion,
everything around is connecting,
This, offended men, is this possible to deny?
*edited a bit
Oct 2016 · 323
Grey Sun
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
We loved the man
But could not say
Wanting his hand
Looking another way
We loved the sun
Leaving no shadows
A perfect illusion,

For the poet who dresses
In passionate sorrows.
Oct 2016 · 377
Devils Play
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Too many instances, repeated times
one after another, uncover invisible lies
I came pale and naked, exposed freely
forthright in each movement
never doubting the pose you revealed me
What devious plan did you hope to go through with
mask of an angel corrupted bones
sitting upon self-righteous throne
I learned to love which I did not know
left to spew your venomous soul

I am no extra in your night-mare
you may dance to your own grave
this is your own stage-production
I hope to never be part of your play.
Oct 2016 · 325
Open
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Slipping from her tongue
the way water rushes
from mountain tops
her insides seeping unedited
an adolescent freedom
doing as she is prompted
a slave unto oneself
who is the free one,
A closed or opened book?
When the tongue is tied, who is really knotted?
Oct 2016 · 2.0k
Irony In Love
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Love, let it **** me
dancing to thrill me
love, let it break
mending only to take
love, get what you want
At home, inside my arms
love, do not be alarmed
when you grow bored of my charm.
The irony of love is that often we use it as a form of taking, when it is actually a word of giving.
Oct 2016 · 1.3k
The Color of Purgatory
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Purple, the color for strong women
My mother boldly says,
I am not sure what she means
But she isn’t completely right in the head
The look in her eyes  when she is distressed
When panic takes over, taking her breath

Again I take this, I turn it about me
Writing some more sad poetry
While she speaks some nonsense
Another day she runs away from the cops
I pretend it isn’t real, a cloud of vape in my head
But it is digging like a drill, all that is said

One, two, three, elementary
Tears roll down,
The same way they do from pine trees
Thundering clouds, lightning
Bursting in this shell, my head
Purple, the color for strong women
But I am gray instead.
My mother is very sick, loosing her mental health. Today she was sent to the hospital again, around this same time last year the same thing happened. Sometimes it feels like things will get better, but then they get worst. Writing is my therapy, I hope this poem hits someone home.
Oct 2016 · 245
Haiku #2
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Trembling lover
ineffable tingling
the heart is screaming
Sep 2016 · 379
Distant Ship
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
Falling out of love
Cradling into grief
His heart left long ago
A crowd without a show

Everything left me
Empty like a store
Dark in after hours
Sign blinking closed

Now and forever
He and I stand
Hand in hand
Eyes averted
To different lands
Sep 2016 · 211
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
Hot tears stream down my face
My body fills with grief, distaste
For every dollar which I gave
To send an animal, to its grave

I slit their throat one by one
Not ever thinking, what I've done
I turned my face away
I did not create their pain!

I payed a man, to do the deed
And with my money, he gave to me
An empty carcass, a dinner plate
For I needed it, it was not hate

Intensions, actions, black and white
Yet still the blood shed every night
I now grieve for what I've done
I now see who I have become

Trading health for someone's life?
Soothing my tongue with a knife
It's a pain, unnecessary, a war
That can be avoided

Here I grieve alone
For he eats animals
When he comes home


Sep 2016 · 208
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
Bite my tongue until it bleeds
Because I'm not going to cry,
Not anymore

Make a fist until it stings
Because I'm not going to take it,
Not anymore

Stand up straight as a board
Because I'm not going to sulk,
Not anymore

Spread these broken wings
Let them show, let the wind blow
Through the things that once were
Because I'm not being afraid,

Not me, not anymore.

E.s
Sep 2016 · 506
Christmas
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Blood red candy canes,
Dancing with white lace
Mistletoe alone and gloomy
Christmas is a tragic day

Drooping emerald trees
Suffocating Christmas glee
A lovely time of year,
Minus all obnoxious cheer

Socks filled with diabetes
Disappointment breeding ,
Old lovers coming home,
Oh please **** me.

E.s.


Sep 2016 · 742
Queen Bee
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
I want to be a poet,
******* you know it
I will sing, I will rhyme  
I will tell you all
whatever makes me shine
I want to be a poet,
saying anything,
a n y t h i n g
open up my seams
let them see the ugly
let them see this queen
let me be a poet,
not just another bee
don't you see
liking this, separates me

e.s.
Sep 2016 · 659
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Awh doubt, a glorious thing
Makes the heart stop fluttering
A flaw or two, a bad attitude
Slowly falling out of love,
Doubt, you pull me back down
Down from the clouds,
Into a quiet lounge.

e.s.

Sep 2016 · 281
Five
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
When I was five I made my own peanut butter and jelly, I also did loads of laundry
And laughed until it hurt my belly

When I was five I had a costumed themed birthday party, I dressed as a fairy and was surprised to see soda in the cooler

Maybe I was nine when I actually did things for myself, I can't quite remember because it all went by with the flash of light

When I was five, I told myself it was the happiest day of my life, I still remember that day like it was yesterday

Now I'm 22 and I feel as though everything I have been through only drives me farther from the glorious days of five
Sep 2016 · 214
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
I closed the book,
         paused the story
Looked around,
          room so boring
Closed my eyes,
           pretended hard

Floating away on diamond stars

e.s.
Sep 2016 · 244
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Reflections reveal nought truth
I see the ocean like my mind
I feel the sand in between my thoughts
Creatures fill this body of water
Growing, changing, and some mutating
It is a lonely world for the quiet man

e.s.
Sep 2016 · 217
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Lust is sweet like sugar,
Has you on your knees
She will rot your teeth
That sweet candy queen.

e.s.
Sep 2016 · 224
Untitled
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016


Anger is that tingle, which leaps inside the womb

When one disturbs its sleep, it burns a fiery fume

The gut is soaked in butane, ready for a match

Please don’t hand me flowers, I may just turn them black



e.s.
Aug 2016 · 326
Mute
Ghost Writer 3 Aug 2016
Restlessly looking
Weakened muscles
Times turning
Actions subtle

Speak, I whisper
Mouth is hollow
Empty lips
Spit swallowed

Chained down
Heart stopped
Room bleak
Mind caught

I love you
Screams echo
Bounce off walls
Only inside
Tongue is tied
Knotted, well
The words hurt
As they swell

Again. I love you.

Again. Nothing.

Speak I demand!
I love you, whispered
Now!
I love you.
Outloud! Speak! Use your tongue!
I love you.
Tears stream down
Silence,
A terrible silence
Billows around

I love you

Unbroken silence,
Across the sky.

I love you.

E.S.
Aug 2016 · 379
Fresh Linen
Ghost Writer 3 Aug 2016
All your beauty
Washed away
With tears
All your laughter
Scrapped way
A blade
Every moment
Contaminated
What was
Ever thought
Washed up into
His wandering eyes
Splashing water
His unsure smile
Powdered detergant
Broad shoulders
Like fresh linen
Soaked in bleach

E.s.
Aug 2016 · 261
True Love
Ghost Writer 3 Aug 2016
A twisted joy pains me
Knotted inside my chest
My heart tugs, then relaxes
Then all is silent, all muscles at rest

The loneliness filling inside
Pulls me across the dusty floor
Down into the basement
Slithering with rats

I reach into torn flesh
Dissecting veins from the rest
Blood stains translucent hands

Slithering in and about
A serpent chews his way
Inside this hole of a chest
Sewing his being
Into something unable to reset

If I keep him, will he eat me whole
Taking my heart, to go
I do not care too much for games
He started before I had any chance to say

You mad, mad serpent
Do what  you will
For I lack the will
To do anything at all.
Jul 2016 · 421
Silence
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
Find peace among the silence of the stars, comfort in the clouds, for nirvana sleeps inside the pain that you have postponed for so long.
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