4am: Favorites

Mar 2016 4am

Just End.

Mar 2016 4am

Dornish Bastard

It's very simple.
The reason I want to die:
I don't want to live.

It's not that I'm sad.
No matter how good life gets,
I still long for death.

I have no purpose
And I'm tired of being here.
So why should I be?

At this rate I'll have found a way to die peacefully before I'm 30.

#life #death #thoughts #questions #suicidal #crisis

Mar 2016 4am

stardust

Mar 2016 4am

Kurt Kanawa

stardust

for every thought of you
i stole a kindling star
from the night sky
to keep the thought warm

until the moon
shattered shivering
from the starless cold

i saw my thieving hands
glittered with the heavens

they were not a galaxy of you
but a constellation of me

#love #stars #cold #warm #vanity

Mar 2016 4am

Anxiety

Mar 2016 4am

Patrick McCombs

Anxiety

Nameless, faceless
An indescribable void
An overwhelming
Strangling
Shroud
That I can't shake off
That no one can see

To the people who don't know
Don't tell me to "just talk to people"
If there was an easy way out
Of my self constructed maze
I would take it.

#anxiety

Mar 2016 4am

The day you went away

Mar 2016 4am

Sarah Oh

The day you went away

I've been searching
For the right words to say
My heart's aching
For you to stay
Since the day you walked away

#love #poetry #sadness #crush #writing #heartbroken #hardship

Mar 2016 4am

Untitled

Mar 2016 4am

Alaska

Untitled

I'm in love
with you

and I don't
want to be

this has happened
before

I can't be
in love with
you because you're
not in love
with me.

And that's okay!
You are not
required to be.

But it's not
good for me,
mentally

to want something
more with someone
I can't have.

*God, please give me the strength to not hold onto these feelings.

#love #sad #heart #depressed #happy #heartbroken #inlove

Mar 2016 4am

Untitled

Mar 2016 4am

Alaska

Untitled

Hi, I love you.
leave me alone.
                               I love you.
                              go away.
                                                    You are loved.
                                                   Bye.
                                                                              Love you always.
                                                                             Stop.

                                                                                            I'm never going to stop loving you.
                                                                                            Please do.

                                                                             I' will love you forever.
                                                                            Thank you.

                                                 I love you to the moon and back.
                                                Same for you.

                               I love you more than anything.
                              The feeling is mutual.

I love you.
*I love you too, I always did.

#love #sad #heart #happy #heartbroken #hearts #inlove #truelove

Mar 2016 4am

Fire and Ice

Mar 2016 4am

Hales

Fire and Ice

We were perfect
If only for a moment

At first we collided,
only to fall apart.

Then we collided once more
our passion set ablaze by a simple word
you entertained my fire
and I, your ice

You were cold
I was hot

Together we were a disaster
in the worst of ways

You say my flames melted you, singed your core
But it feels more like your frost extinguished me, even worse than before

#love #sad #fire #ice #yang #yin