cr: Favorites

Nov 2014 cr

vxcancy

you painted a beautiful sunset,
full of color and life,
and said it represented me.

you said i was art.

three months later,
you poured black over the canvas

(cjw)

Nov 2014 cr

borderlinepersonalitydisorder

Nov 2014 cr

Jade M Matelski

borderlinepersonalitydisorder

12:48 am
**** god and religon **** presidents and their ******* **** school **** laws **** normality **** clothes **** ***** **** drugs **** love **** sexism **** rascism **** blood **** words **** suicide **** murderers **** rapists **** knives **** guns ******* **** this poem **** this aint even a poem **** this

11:58 am
its like everything in the world is so beautiful and i am in love with everyone and everything and theres so much beauty and so much love that i cant function because theres no way for me to experience it all and theres no way for me to love all of it back

i hate that i do this (everything is black or white-good or bad)
its all either awful or wonderful

Nov 2014 cr

cobwebs

Nov 2014 cr

Gwendolyn

cobwebs

it kills me to say this
but i've forgotten what your voice sounds like

it's been twenty-one days
and i am alive
(sometimes)

i want to drown myself in drugs
i want to drown myself in Jesus
i want to drown myself in self-loathing
i want to drown myself in you

the thought of kissing you
brought me solace on
sleepless nights
now it's the source of
my worst nightmares

i tried making dreams my reality
and reality my dreams
but you haunt every crack and crevice
of my being
i can't dust the places i can't reach

i am not well.

#love #heartbreak #sad #drugs #alone #breakup #messy #desolate #dusty

Nov 2014 cr

sense

Nov 2014 cr

elizabeth

sense

friday night
is a blur
except for

the sight of you

running towards me
with such a pace
I thought I might dissolve
before you could make it
to my pavement pedestal

the sound of your voice

that I did not ask you
to turn down
as it echoed in the night
off the sleeping suburban homes

the touch of your hands

against my hip
lightly enough to let me go
but strong enough
to make me stay

the smell of your hair

as I wrapped
my arms around you
in hopes
it would heal the kind of hurt
you cannot see

the taste of your mouth

in the most familiar way
standing just beyond the door
as though the walls
and darkness
would keep it a secret

#love #ex #boyfriend #fight #relationship #*** #girlfriend #touch #sense #see

Nov 2014 cr

i do not recommend writing sad poetry

Nov 2014 cr

frankie crognale

i do not recommend writing sad poetry

i do not recommend having an anxiety attack when you’re driving
 i do not recommend laying in your bed in the darkness in the clothes you wore out today  
i do not recommend sulking
 i do not recommend being alone
 i do not recommend letting people get to you
 i do not recommend listening to sad music  
i do not recommend thinking listening to sad music will make you feel better
 i do not recommend ever letting anyone break your spirit 
i do not recommend showing weakness  
i do not recommend speaking to someone you care about when you’re upset because you will say something you deeply regret
 i do not recommend taking out all your stress on your coworkers or the customers you come across at your job because they truly do not care
 i do not recommend telling anyone or anything your problems other than your pets or your notebook  
i do not recommend writing sad poetry  i do not recommend listening to the person you’re infatuated with’s favorite song on repeat because it will only make you hurt more  
i do not recommend drinking your tea right when you steep it because it will burn your tongue 
i do not recommend overthinking  
i do not recommend writing sad poetry  i do not recommend writing sad poetry  i do not recommend writing sad poetry

Nov 2014 cr

names

Nov 2014 cr

Aspen

names

you called
me so many
names i could
barely keep track
but i did and i can't
help but wonder how
i let you hurt me so often
or how i managed to stay sane

#sad #depression #pain #hurt #emotions #sanity #bullying #names

Nov 2014 cr

(hello) poetry

Nov 2014 cr

Corina

(hello) poetry

add a poem
share your story with the world
tell them your feelings
your sorrows
your hopes and your fears

add a poem
make it public
everyone can read how you feel

but one of these days
i'll have nothing
left to give

Nov 2014 cr

prettiful

Nov 2014 cr

rob

prettiful

as i try and craft my speech i stumble
as it comes out of my mouth i mumble
i fear rejection for i do not think very highly of my self
relatively humble.
oh how nice it'd be to get this girl to smile and fall and tumble
in love. her curly hair
id adore her blue eyes and say i never stop admiring.
hair so pretty,i mean beautiful
prettiful

made eye contact and had to follow.. got to know her name, she was sweet, and i told her, her hair was pretty and beautiful, prettiful.