I am a liar
I manipulate
I am a coward
I fear everything
I am abusive,
I hurt myself and others.
I am arrogant,
I think I know everything.
I am selfish,
I don't care what you want.
I am distant,
I isolated.
I am pathetic,
I let everybody push me around.
I am God,
...Or I always thought I was...
I am what I am
I don't get to choose what happened
I can't choose what will happen
I have right now
This moment
-Courage, Wisdom, Comfort-
Let wash this soul
Praying for rain and waterfalls
For tidal waves to flood and fill the holes
Tomorrow isn't guaranteed, and will never be
Then again, this moment exists, and so does hope
Half empty, or half full
Time slips into the skin and fills the soul.