Do I take a look deep in to my
soul, do I swim the waters that
shimmer, with each movement
I see ripples of my life unfold.

Will I dive in to the depths
how far would I go, or stay at
the edge, glancing at how
my life was and is to unfold.

I dive in feeling the waters light
wash over me, as I delve deeper
the shadows I see, as in every soul
there is light but also darkness in
thee.

I go deeper seeing the moments
that have effected me, moments
of hope that shimmer on the wall,
but scars from the errors in my life
and what has happened from me,
darkened scars not yet healed.

I wish to go further, but the soul,
pushes back, as if not wanting to see
what is beyond me, it the life before
the one that I'm in, always a locked
door maybe many before that are locked
as they should not be seen in.

My soul I have seen in, swam in deep,
would I tell others to delve in deep,
maybe but I warn you there are things
buried deep you may not want to see.

Its to much to take, to always be
in pain, I look ok on the outside.
But the pain is within, muscles
ache when ever I move, like a
knife being constantly put in, is
this going to be like this for the
rest of my days.

I put on a brave face, not telling
them that I feel like crap, always
feeling tired even when I've slept
in, after 10 minutes I want to go
back to bed for the rest of the day.

This ***** as its spreading, is there
many more places for it to go, from
up above to down below, its like
poison ivy wrapping its vines around
and squeezing sensitive is my skin,
just the  tip of my finger gently on
my chest like being cut with knifes
over my skin.

Will I need tablets for the rest of my
life, will I be bed ridden as it attack
my hips from within, I will keep a
strong face, but inside I am screaming
in pain, you just cant see it on my face.

I will put a spell on you to do
what I want, I will make you
moo like a cow or hop like a
frog. I control you now you
are mine, to do as I wish at
any time.

I control you to do things that
I want, you think this is some
thing that its really not, I tell
you this, you think your doing
that. My smile just grows as
you do all the crap jobs that I
will not.

A wave of the hand some words
said, So simple a spell to take
control and make you do this
and what is said. I love taking
control, and making you do the
things that your told to.

But then came the day when the
wrong word was said, and you
obeyed my ever word and I ended
up dead. Free from my words now
that I'm gone,did I take it to far as
you grin now that its done, and
give a kick for good riddance happy
now that you are free and I am gone.

A blank canvas, inspires a painter
A blank paper, inspires a poet
From a blank we can draw inspiration
They are not blank, but an empty space
Untouched with the creative juices
To be filled with different moods of hues
And written on, with the most fertile thought
From a blank, we can draw a conclusion
Inspired to come up with most enchanted sketches
As artistry is the masterstroke, drawn on a blank
An abstract idea sketched, to inspire*





© Amitav (Radiance)

The numbers were said a smile hit their
face, munching of organs *******, licking
and biting. A grin on both faces as a thought
of pleasure of mutual excitement was about
to take place.

A shoe flies off, a sock lands in the fish bowl,
I don't think the fish will mind at the moment,
I don't care. Where shall we do it on the sitting
room floor, to ******* my back and last time
I got to excited and smashed my head off the floor.

The bed it is there now gagging for the pleasure
to start, its too light shall we do it under the blanket,
too hot unless you want sweat dripping off my
*****, to land in you eyes or up your nose,
remember that happened before.

So to light the fires kisses start, the fondling of
different ****** parts,  passionate kisses touching
private parts the fun is about to start. Side ways
or you on top I'll go on top I nearly got black
eyes last time from your up and down *****.
So she licks and he caresses her lips with his lips
and tongue.

She uses the tip of her tongue, then takes it all in
one mouthful, he arches ''OH MY GOD'' he  screams
do that again I want more. As he teases her lips,
opening them up caress with the tip of his tongue,
then sticks his tongue in her love tunnel. He loves
the taste he could drink her juices never full always
wanting more.

Its getting heated she goes faster slower, he finds
her spot nudging it with his tongue ******* on it
she pushes his face in screaming''THATS THE SPOT''
he licks even faster the signs are right as she explodes
over his mouth 'OH MY GOD'' OH MY GOD'' a multiple
she never had one before.

Now she relaxes, '' OH NO YOU DON'T its my turn,
so She speeds up the pace, faster harder than before
using the edge of her teeth a little he likes the pain
then the pleasure more. ''I'M GETTING CLOSE''
I'm going to explode as the ****** comes swallowing
all of his juices lapping it up with her tongue.

But out of the blue, as he relaxed a guff of wind
blows her hair, as she shots up, did you just let
rip as you did before. No he says sheepishly, this
is why we don't do this you get too relaxed, and last
time it was in my eyes and before that a silent but
deadly  squeezed up my nose. This is the last time
I will say those numbers 69. It was good  but you
aren't having them any more.

I
Have
A
Trumpet,
Put
Your
Lips
Around
It
Blow It hard, and watch me smile....

Twinkle twinkle the stars shone bright,
But watchthe heavens as they turn there
Gaze from us, each an angel no longer do
They think we deserve their light.

One by one the lights will all go out,
Till we are all alone in the onyx night.
Darkness is are punishment we have
Lost the respect of the fragile light.

So cherish the day and the light that it
Brings, as angels shall no longer show
Us there gleam, in that time of the night
Darkness endlessly  screams.

There wings turned away till that time
That once again, when we respect the
Light given, and that day we will once
Again see the stars twinkle, twinkle in
The night, as they look down once again
Shining there gazing light.

My mind wanders through space and time
Hallucinations fill my mind
I see your face
But know it's not real
I cannot help this it's how I feel

I miss you so
Though met we have not
Maybe the next life
We'll get our shot

Come with me
To where love does bloom

In this dark
And sensual room

Candles flicker
A warm breeze blows

A hint of jasmine
Through the window flows

Crashings waves
On outside shores

Leaves two lovers
Longing for more

More love
More time
More moments of bliss

More happy together
More moments like this

A simple melody, a yellow rose
A forgotten tragedy, my sweetest repose

A ****** trail, snow white sails
The end of all travail, my sweetest repose

A gentle brook, the sweet warm air
A good old book, my sweetest repose

A grain of sand, a giant oak
The touch of your hand, my sweetest repose

A drop of dew, the evening hue
A day with you, just to name a few
You're my sweetest repose

I am but one rain drop up in the
cloudy sky, ready to fall all the way
down, I rest in the clouds watching
below the sights I see from up above
are enough to evaporate me in
one go from here.

I drift over the sea, friends in the
big blue I see so many traveling till
it is there time to evaporate and
be one with the clouds once again.

I float over many places, sights I
do see, the things that scurry
underneath me so many things
does a rain drop get to see.

I feel it is my time to go to that place
below, as I release it starts to go cold,
I freeze and change from a liquid to a
solid, such a pretty pattern I have become.

I see friends on the way down, different
shapes from me, but still the same on
there trip from up high to that place
down below.

I land softly, not like before when I was
liquid and splashed on the floor, I will
lie here looking up, till my time is up
and I evaporate upwards. Then once
again join my friends in the clouds,
watching once again every thing below...

I tried to climb to the
heavens but the rope
snapped, it frayed under
my weight of how high
I tried to get.

I tried to fly but I fell
to the ground, to lick
my wounds and get
back up from the
ground.

I climbed the highest tree,
the mountains where the
air was thin, I couldn't
climb fly any higher.

Then I realised that I
was reaching for some
thing that wasn't there.

I should have faith in my
self in others not trying
to rely on that which is
not really there.

I relied on some thing
that we all fall under the
curse of believing in some
thing non existent.

But  now I believe, believe
in myself and others not
something that isn't even
real just words wasted in air
my feet are firmly on the
ground.