"....replays
                ......what the heart can't delete."

We don’t see the carrots to be cut,
We see the sharp knife that could cut us.

We don’t see the bridge,
We see the other side of the railings.

We don’t see painkillers,
We see medication we could drown ourselves in.

We don’t see the train,
We see the tracks we could lay on.

We don’t see the nice view,
We see the cliff's edge we could jump off.

I'm done. I was hurt. I foolishly cared. Now I dont.
Done.

why wait
for the pain
for someone to hurt you

when you can hurt them first?

Don’t talk to me
Don’t say hi
Follow everyone else’s example
leave
without saying goodbye

Have you ever been so tired, You're too tired to sleep?
Both mentally and physically?

When you have b.p.d you can't really control your emotions.
Everything hits you like a wave.
And you can't take it all in because
It's exactly like being hit by a wave.
You panic, and try to grab hold of
The ground to keep you from going
Deeper but your grip loosen and the next thing you know you're neck deep.