If only life is that easy.
If only life is not that hard.
If only life is full of happiness.
If only people weren't judging.
If only there's no harm.
If only there's no crime.
If only people are considerate.
If only people is understanding.
If only people are good.
If only people are sensitive.
If only my life is no sadness.
If only if's were true.
If only people don't lie.
If only they understand me.
If only they care for me.
If only they love me.
If only my life is happy.
If only they understand life.
If only life is not irritating.
If only I am happy.
If only we are happy.
If only my family are happy.
If only ******* and ******* don't exist.
If only liars don't exist.
If only people understand each other.
If only my life is easy.
If only i didn't exist.
Their life will be easy, full of happiness, understanding and care.
If only I die.
If only you know how hard my life is.
I'm not trying to be selfish.
I'm just saying my side.
I love my creator but I hate my life,
I hate problems,
I hate pretending to be fine,
I hate forcing laughter,
I hate faking smiles.
I hate everything.
I must have continue my pretending after this.

She was understanding
She was a strong girl.

She is now impatient
She is now a weak girl.

She is trapped by her thoughts
She is crying her soul out.

How can she posibly still lives in her own cruel world?

She's bored to death
Death may be the solution
Solution to escape pain.
She badly want to escape.
Escape the pain.
Escape the hurt.
Escape everyone whom she think she might hurt.
She's not that particular selfish girl.
She's selfless in her own little world.