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Nov 2017 chaziyer

eX

Nov 2017 chaziyer

Styles

eX

Rose are red, violets are blue.
Somethings are beautiful,
none of which are you.

#love #breakup #heartache #ex #sad #poem #poet #poetry

Nov 2017 chaziyer

“I don’t”

Nov 2017 chaziyer

Dori

“I don’t”

She cried gently into the phone
“This happens every time...you get drunk and you decide that you don’t love me anymore”.
There was a silence so loud that for a second I thought that’s the only sound I’d ever hear again.
I wanted so badly to tell her that she was wrong..but instead I hung up the phone all together.
I sat my phone down and crawled into bed.
I pressed my face against my pillow and I whispered so quietly that I don’t even know if I actually even said it out loud.

“I don’t”.

#heartbreak #whisper #love #im #sorry

Nov 2017 chaziyer

not an emergency

Nov 2017 chaziyer

a m a n d a

not an emergency

(but something to consider)

everything is fine.
no.worries.
it's just that*

there is a d a r k n e s s
closing in
on the edges,

and lights swirl
in the p e r i p h e r y.

Nov 2017 chaziyer

Maybe I'm a masochist

Nov 2017 chaziyer

NTR

Maybe I'm a *******

Would you kindly
hug me tight
with your hands
around my neck?
Would you kindly spend the night
and comfort this nervous wreck?

Could you show me a smile
while you tell me that I'm trash
Could you insult my lifestyle
without even batting an eyelash

Should you care about garbage like me
your tastes must be perverted
Should I be allowed to feel this happy
honestly, I'm uncertain.

I need you to use your claws
to draw out the blood from my skin
I need you to break through the walls
I built to hide my true self within

I need you to split me open and dig inside
to grasp at my heart if you can
I need you to know the thoughts that I hide
and love the person I really am

#twisted #love #depression #desire

Oct 2017 chaziyer

D + D

Oct 2017 chaziyer

Drew Vincent

D + D

I'm
falling
for
you,
while
you're
getting
over
me.

#love #falling #heartbreak #relationship

Oct 2017 chaziyer

Stay In My Heart

Oct 2017 chaziyer

Brianna Love -aka Stormy Angel

Stay In My Heart

ೋღ❤ღೋ
[You] are the whisper
          that
floats
        on
the
           wind,
giving me a hope
I never want to end.

[You] are my wish
            from
                a
                              falling
                                          star,
         my lucky penny
in that old glass jar.

[You] are my heart
        that
gentle
            caress,
touching me deep
with such tenderness.

[You] are the shine
      from
that
             silver
         moon,
the word of your promise
a faithful love tune.

[You] are my sun
a
        true
                loving
                        light,
                      stay in my heart
forever shining bright.
~

#love #whisper #wish #heart #moon #sun #star #romance

Oct 2017 chaziyer

loss

Oct 2017 chaziyer

avalon

loss

grief is fingernails in your palm
when you're standing in a public restroom
wondering why everything feels wrong.

grief is not having worn mascara for four months
because streaked ink-black cheeks isn't a look
you want to be known for.

grief is dancing on the verge of tears
in a math class, because your mind wanders
too often and death looms too large to avoid.

i can't write anymore