Death howls and beats the sickly, mune, and insane.

It feels strange being on the other side of it all,
I am the one not loving as much as you love me.
I was once in your shoes,
But all that dose is make me pity you,
I felt your pain first hand but yet I feel no empathy,
Pity is all you get.

Another black kiss on my eyelids......

I am not afraid,
Yet must I say goodbye.
I fantasize about oblivion.
Oh the sweet kiss of the shadows,
As they taunt me with my own name.
They lure me in with sweet nothings in my mind.
Throwing me off guard by avoiding my ears but going straight for the ****.
I am not afraid to die tonight or tomorrow.
So is that permission to play on the dark side?

I guess I am sick,
I have been to hospitals had over night visits,
I am not a brave person,
Save that for your cancer patients,
I am slowly turning my back on everyone because I want them to stab me,
They can get me now, cause me great pain,
And I will forgive them for finishing my last day,
I am here of my own accord.
My own cercumstances,
I caused all of this I just made one mistake,
I survived.
Defeating the whole, purpose of , my poisons and potions.
I survived sadly.

I know this will tear you down,
I know you won't be alright for a long time,
I know the sight of me will hurt you so.
But I am hurting next to you now,
But I am not happy lying to you,
But I am just dragging out the inevitable,
Can you just let me go.
Because soon ill have to end this if you don't.