maybe someday i'm going to wake up and someday maybe i'll feel okay and maybe it won't be tomorrow but maybe that hope of someday will be the hope that keeps me here
some days i physically cannot eat and everything tastes like sand but there are others where i'm a bottomless pit and everything tastes better than it should and no matter what kind of day it is i'm disappointed in myself.
when i was little i used to say i wanted to sleep through all my bad days and i still do let me remind you but what does that mean when it's starting to feel like everyday is a bad day.