Could we please go back to a few lines ago when I think I made you smile. At least you sent a emoticon now you haven't replied since 12:53, I know I've said something wrong. So could we please clear the history and go back.
The first time we talked your eyes were always on mine but my eyes darted from the floor to the corner of the room because looking at you was (is) like looking at the sun.
the second time we talked I stood waiting for the lift You called out "hey" from behind i almost fainted we entered the lift and i realised for the first time your smile was like a thousand suns and your voice has a slight accent i still can't place.
the third time we talked I was braiding my hair you walked past and i squeaked in surprise. **** you turned to me dressed in a flannel shirt looking perfect as usual and smiled "hey" i could only hide my embarrassment with a small laugh.
the fourth time we talked* you were alone in your classroom i walked past you opened the door, "hey" my hands fly to my hair self consciously trying to tame the lion mane that seemed fine a moment ago. i give a small wave and we talked longer than we normally would.
you were so near to me i almost hugged you i'm sorry i remember staring at the floor and the ceiling and the walls avoiding your intense gaze as if what i was talking about was the most interesting thing in the world* you were patient you were nice you smiled at me.
you are constantly on my mind. am i on yours? I don't know what these feelings are. i hope i'm not in love with you. because i think you're in love with someone else..