i miss you,
i saw you and
i hate the fact
that i missed my chance,
once again.
i am crying, today
i just miss you
so much, it's too
much to bear,
but at least
i heard you laugh,
a sound i haven't
heard in a whole year,
but that isn't enough.
nothing is ever enough
with you,
i cannot get enough
of you,
you are consuming,
addictive,
just like a drug,
a drug i am
willing to consume
until i die,
in which you will
be the reason for it.
                       **you are the reason i live,
                                   and you will be the reason i die.