You know how when you lose someone you avoid things that remind you of them
Like that coat you wore when you first held hands
Or the song that was playing in that one car ride with them
Or the food you ate the last time you were together

Well it's like anything and everything is one of those things for me
So I'm going through life trying to avoid life
Just because it reminds me of losing you
Sure, my heart's already broken, but it still keeps breaking everyday

But the worst part is not the tears or stomach pains that come from these things
It's that if I met you tomorrow and I knew all the hurt you would cause me
I would still love you while I had you
{bcg}

It's embarrassing to say
but I talk to your picture when I can't bear it anymore
It's just I really miss you
And you aren't here to hear anymore
I almost called you the other day
just to hear your voice
and also ask you what type of deodorant you use
I could imagine the conversation
I would ask you
and you'd laugh and ask me why
and I'd say I missed the way you smelled and it's cheaper than a plane ticket
and you'd get quiet
and I'd get quiet
and the conversation would be cut short
by the same honesty that lead to you not being here anymore

I told you I'd never let you become my everything
But that's a stupid promise to make
Because I can't control the impact of something on me
When you left I couldn't force myself not to break
{bcg}

When we were together things didn't seem real until I told you about them
When something happened to me, it didn't really happen until I told you
And now that you're gone
I'm just living in this haze without you
{bcg}

do you want me to keep the light in the window
do you want me to keep a spot open for you
do you want me to wait

if you give me just a bit of hope
if you listen to just one more song
if you let me call just one more time

I won't give up
I won't let go
I won't, I swear

Because I will wait for you
if it means a little bit of hope
if it means one more song
if it means one more call

I'll wait for you
{bcg}