Wait..
Please stay
I know i messed up
But i am only human
Im gonna ***** up
I'm gonna fall down
I made a mistake
And i might lose you because of it
I truly regret what I did
I tore us apart
While ruining the one thing that
Made me happy
The one thing that made me
Feel worth it
Baby, listen
The silence kills me
Come back
Please
I need you
Lets try again
I need you
Your my other half

Walk away
It what your good at
Leaving
Disappearing
It must be your distraction from reality
You go then you come back
And expect it to stay the same
For us to remain the same
For me to be the same
But i'm not your puppet
I don't freeze every time
You're done playing with me
And touching me
I am human

So just walk way
It's your only perfection

We are all the same.
We all bleed the same color.
We are all cells in the body of humanity.
We all have this strange delusion
And utter fantasy that love, only love
Could heal our brokenness
And make us feel whole again.

We all love someone so much
That it hurts us inside
We all love someone so much
That we can't hate them for leaving

We all fall down
Cry our eyes out
Feel pain
Taste the rain
Fall in love
Get our hearts broken

We all have strengths and weaknesses
We all have deep cuts
One so deep they’ll never heal
And you’ll always feel the pain

We all live this life day in day out
Sunup to sundown
Breath to breath

We are all the same

We all bleed R E D

I wrapped my legs around your waste.
I whispered in your ear
“Stay”
And in that moment I wanted you to kiss me ,
Wrap your fingers around my curls
Enclose Them around my neck. Hard
Just hard enough for you to feel my pulse
The quiet beating and pulsating

I won't always be this open...this vulnerable
My trust is in the palm of your hands
In the space between our lips

This is the moment where you should pull me closer
And place your thumb gently on my bottom lip and breathe.
I whisper “stay,” over and over again

You told me you would, you told me ,'I love you”

And after that moment, I couldn't stop myself.

My parents warned me about the bullies the responsibilities, drugs and terrible things, but they never warned me about beautiful tan skinned boys with hazel eyes that could make you forget how to breathe, eyes that cut deeper than a knife ever could, whose smile could unwittingly **** and make you forget how to think. And whose hands could steal your suffering soul and shatter your heart into millions of pieces. Whose gentle lips could make you stupidly forget all the bad things he’s done and keep you begging for more. Whose touch sent shivers down your spine and paralyzed you.

Oh god.

They forgot to tell me how he’d make me feel.

And how much agonizing pain I'd be in

When he left.

These canyons between us were carved with the river of my ego and the streams of your lies. The oceans between us were made by the countless number of tears I cried bitterly for you. For our love was a disaster, but how could we of known?

I was your cigarette. You put me out, after lighting me up. Like a cigarette you ignited me and raised me to your scornful lips, you made me your addiction and i let you consume me. You only used me when you were bored and stepped on me once you were done. You'd watch me burn and blatantly ignore the ashes falling. And when u got tired of me, you left me alone and  moved onto your next cigarette.