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My lip begins to quiver
My eyes full with tears
I feel like a little girl lost in the rain
My heart is dropping to my toes
Where did I go wrong

Life is playing tricks on me again
And I do not know how many more I can take
A.C
My body shakes all over as if I am lost in the snow at midnight.
But it is not cold that shakes my body this violently but it is my heart!
Oh my heart!
Oh my heart!
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you let me give you away so freely?
But hurt so when you are giving back!
Why do I trust you in the hands of others when this world is such a wicked place!
Oh I weep over this pain.
My eyes swell up for I may not have to see this wicked world again.
Will I put you out to find carefully and lovingly hands as mine but to be distended to be disappointed.
You may grow cold by that time I find them.
That is a long time to be out with no warmth around you.
Will you hurt like this til I keep you all to myself?
Oh my heart!
Oh my heart!
Why do you hurt so!?
A.C
  Oct 2015 Amelia Constants AC
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I wonder if there will come a time
when you finally aware of what you make me feel
how I always consider myself as a fool for you
and the way you twist your words hurts my bones

do you even hear my tears dropping down my cheeks?
do you even see the frown I make beneath my smile?
do you even want to know?
do you even care to ask?

but when that moment arrived,
I swear it will be too late
I will be walking away too far
and you won't be able to even grasp my shadow
I once know a lady with a heart of love to good for this world.
She said I was here angle come to save her when she thought she was alone.
She said she felt everything to deeply that it was a curse.
She said she thought we shared the same kinda heart.
She said not even her own children had a heart like hers.
She had to much love for this world, too many dreams.
This world of our does not deserves a heart of love like that.
She had so many grand planes for the years to come!
But this world won this fight with her heart of love.
They say they do not know what stop that heart of love.
**I know what did, it was this world of hearts with no love!
A.C

To a lady I met to late. Love you, wish you still where her~
Dear nightingale, won't you sing to me your sweet song?
As I watch the moon cast it's shadow unto your tainted wings?
I want to be absorbed in a world of your tune
Dancing until the sun allows us
"Because people are always changing and growing apart"

"But changing and growing with people is a beautiful thing"

"Only if its natural"

"Natural to what society tells us or natural for our hearts?"

"Hearts"

*"Well then.... I most have a weird kinda heart."
A.C
I'm lost within the dangers of my mind
I'm unable to escape, scared as to what I will find
Stuck in an oblivion of hatred and fear
How did I end up here

Why is it I feel this way
Why can't I seem to make it go away
I am now unable to move stuck in place
It's then I realize me and my demon are face to face

Wretched and horrid the face of my fear
It stares at me hungry, knowing I don't belong here
but before this demon could take me away
I heard your voice so soft and loving say

*"I love you darling, you are going the wrong way"
Lost inside myself
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