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 Apr 2015 allie wainwright
Myra
It's cold
and it's dark
the shallow hole
that's punctured in every soul

The warmth's gone
the heart's dim
the darkness inside
echoes the night
in the poisoned mind

It's empty
when no one fills in
when no one's willing to do so
when you are lonely
when you are lost
when you're gone

It hurts at first
yet numbness consumes
spreading its chill
toward every inch
of reveries

Imprisoned in abyss
in the darkest corner
of grim conscience
where no feelings could ever touch
you
Like for like? ♥︎
I want to say that I wish we never did it
but I don't regret it

and if anything
at least we have the memories
of what we almost,
maybe,
could have been....
I wonder if he misses me
I know it sounds insane because she exists
But I wonder if at night he is somehow reminded of us
The way we lingered over one another
The sweet torture for both of us
The way we wrapped up like tying a knot at boy scouts
I wonder if he has rid the remnants of our love
Or if they are held holy to his left side
 Apr 2015 allie wainwright
kelia
like a walk of shame
except i'm beautiful and proud
and the fall weather got here last night
unpacked it's bags but forgot to paint the leaves
and i'm walking and there's nothing shameful about anything i did
and alleyways look beautiful too
in their own way
and i'll skip breakfast because i'm still drunk
and i'm still in love
and my shadow looks a bit taller than i do
i left my underwear behind
lace crumbled in the floor
REMEMBER ME
i stole somebody's mcdonald's
and ate it in the street corner
did i leave my cardigan at yours?
see you tomorrow
making latte art hungover in some beautiful knock off paris store
and i asked you, politely, to leave the mess outside
and you never saw that butterfly temporary tattoo on my chest
everything is temporary
because you didn't even bother to get me undressed
but you left your mark on my neck
thanks for that
just know you're not the only one who i made eyes with last night
i kissed a few on the lips
you aren't the only boy who fancied in my *** perfume
at least you walked me home
it was five am but at least you walked me home
and your dorm room wasn't big enough for how wide my legs were but this dress was tight and you bruised my thigh
or that might've been the other boy who threw me into the dark corner and i fell to the floor as he fell into me
but my hair is long enough to cover this hickey
and i'll take a sip of your coke and whiskey
i listen to that boys song and laugh on my way to work
and the shins are playing in starbucks
and i wouldn't mind if just for a second
i could pretend to die
 Apr 2015 allie wainwright
mk
he asks me to come back to bed
maybe he loves me
or maybe he’s just cold
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