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425 · Jan 2015
Heart
Bluebird Jan 2015
I am wide awake,
i do not wish to sleep,
i am here to think about him,
our love i will keep.
to George (:
414 · Dec 2014
flickering lights
Bluebird Dec 2014
i have spent too many nights
connecting marks on your back
you have dreamt of flickering lights
we sleept soundly,not knowing that the world is wracked.

we played soundly inside of our world
there we could be what ever we wanted to be
inside our games and innocence i was swirled
so the time you transformed into a woman, i didn't see

now i spend to many nights
trying to bring our time back
do you still dream of our flickering lights
and sleep soundly,now when you know the world outside is wracked?
407 · Dec 2014
little wich
Bluebird Dec 2014
her skin
oh my
like a porculan doll

her eyes
oh my
green as emeralds soul

her lips
my,oh my,
such a dangerous things they say

she whispers words
my oh my
of which a strongest heart would stray.
406 · Dec 2014
i want to get rid of you
Bluebird Dec 2014
I wish i could put you in a train tonight,
the one that goes far away and departs my heart.
399 · Nov 2016
Put asleep
Bluebird Nov 2016
He declared without asking,
that i became his loyal pet,
i was faithfull to my master.
I loved him,
until my very last breath.
Bluebird Dec 2014
A part of my flesh to see you smile?
that is a deal i can not decline~!
397 · Dec 2014
make you stay
Bluebird Dec 2014
you left me with
few cuts and bruises
i do not blame you.
in fact,it is all
self inflicted.
it makes me happy
it makes all the pretty
pictures of your laughter
flicker in my head.
i'm giving a part
of my flesh
to see you smile,
seems like a
really good deal.
389 · Oct 2016
Cursed old tavern
Bluebird Oct 2016
we owned a tavern
in little town where i came from
i got used to people coming and passing by
hearing stories, laughs, fights, problems, drama
as a child i was amazed by that world full of drunks.

It became my job requirement,
to be with people who come and go...
feeding myself on their stories and smiles,
i am unable to love,staying in that cursed place
makes your heart became a tavern full of drunks..
386 · Feb 2016
Look at me
Bluebird Feb 2016
When we were little ,
i hid, you seeked.
You could  find me...
     without a peek.

Now you look,
but cannot find,
you grew up,
and turned blind.
375 · Dec 2014
you are the demon inside
Bluebird Dec 2014
i amuse you with my pain
so i heep hurting myself
until
my chests keep tightening
my heart keeps slowing down
my lungs are filled with red liquid
until
i start to drown.
as always stay mighty and strong
i dedicate this act to you.
so just clap along.
pain self hurt blood love
370 · Dec 2014
that's why i let her go
Bluebird Dec 2014
The nightingale never sings,
inside of a cage.
it dies imagining freedom.
367 · Dec 2014
Agony
Bluebird Dec 2014
I carry a few specks of love
in a depths of my pockets.
Those are only things she left me with.
Yet i can't find a reson not to love every bit of her
366 · Jan 2015
five against the one
Bluebird Jan 2015
Five against the one,
in this hollowed night,
i couldn't stand this feeling,
it wasn't alright.

Five against the one,
try and see my might,
i have 12 broken bones,
as souvenirs from fight.

Five against the one,
i fought for you this time,
i broke someones nose,
i've fracture their spine.

Five against the one,
for your lovely hand,
because they don't love you,
they all just pretend.
366 · Dec 2014
monkey buisness
Bluebird Dec 2014
I heard my bestest buddy
has run away from zoo
i felt really desperate
so i sniffed some glue.
So i became an addict
my buddy didn't come
well i dont care about the monkey
i am having fun
365 · Dec 2014
forever
Bluebird Dec 2014
the pain is all that s left from you,
that is why i need to treasure it.
363 · Feb 2016
Too much
Bluebird Feb 2016
She is like a song,
That wawers your heart,
a bit sad and happy at the same time.
she dances her dance,
she gives me her speech,
she agrees and dissagrees with me,
although i haven't said a thing.
She tells me about her favourite movie,
she changes topics freequently,
she randomly looks at me
to see if i am listening,
and i listen,
and i watch,
her movements,
her eyes get bigger as she
gets in the story,
she moves her hands a lot while talking,
the curl on top of her head is out if place
and it bounces while she speaks,
she scolds me for staying up late,
eaven if she is the one keeping me up,
and i don't mind,
i silently listen,
but what could i simply say,
when she already knows
my answers.
And if anybody loved me,
only the third of what i love her,
they would go crazy in a second.
362 · Jan 2015
wrong princes wrong monster
Bluebird Jan 2015
i thought he was the monster,
and i needed to help you at least,
but it felt so akward,
because you fell in love with the beast.
360 · Dec 2014
i don't want to break her
Bluebird Dec 2014
i took my scars and carved into her heart,
now she is ill from the same type of desease,
so selfish of a man who said he would protect her.

i took my loneliness and inserted it into her youth,
now we can compare our miseries when we are alone .
so pathetic of a man who should comfort her.

i took my pain and inserted it into her treasured innocence,
now, i wait for her reaction when she finds out im not a man she tought i'll be
i hope she will run away and avoid being trapped with a man like me..
Bluebird Nov 2016
A sad little lady once said to me
that what ever i may do
to take in a count everyones feelings
carefully trough and trough

A dog left alone on the street barked
that kindness will pay off
it is only free thing in life
and you can never give enough

A child climbing on the tree told me
courage is what you need
for it is the only thing that makes you
help those who are in need

the young gentlemen cried
and said you must appriciate what you have
i had a lady fair and true
that i wish i have treated well

i am kind, i won't hurt anyones feelings ,
i help, and i'm not afraid,
but i still spend all nights thinking,
why my love is never repayed.
Bluebird Dec 2014
My cat is sleeping on my lap,
i pet it's tender beige fur.
It's peacefully taking a nap,
while it gently purrs.
347 · Dec 2014
mixed up
Bluebird Dec 2014
you pretend a little
to be me
i pretend a little
to be you
we both play these roles
until we are hurt
so deeply hurt
that we can't
detect who is who
Bluebird Dec 2014
seem like it's been given out for free these days..
339 · Dec 2014
Mute
Bluebird Dec 2014
I have been silent for too long
i have forgotten the language you speak,
i have been left in the dark for too long,
no monster could scare me, you made me become their king.
337 · Jan 2015
(woman) we will remember
Bluebird Jan 2015
i was not as perfect as you thought,
and you were not trying enough to make my heart race,
i wanted memories of fun adventures that we'd take together,
the pictures of fun places we'd go to,videos of things we'd do..
you wanted a plain planed life,you wanted to play safe,
to be around the people you knew,you didn't need a change.
But i did,and you weren't able to give it to me.
There will be the traces of me on your soul,there will be traces of you
on mine,
and we will remember each other in cold December nights,
when all alone,we will think of each other with great respect,
but not like we planed.
337 · Dec 2014
Yours
Bluebird Dec 2014
You pop into my head,and suddenly i can see,
i can't say a thing when people ask me about myself
i don't know who i am,beacuse you moulded me.
I am here,where you left me,behind the closed doors,
it seems like i have lost my true form,
so what is my name now if i can't call myself "Yours"?
myself and i
327 · Dec 2014
Charming love
Bluebird Dec 2014
She hits me,
i fight her until we are  blue and red
our bruised body ache for each other
we have gotten mad
hit bruised body mad fight
325 · Dec 2014
it's been a while
Bluebird Dec 2014
it's been a while since we played
you left long time ago,
do you remember what you said
when we played in the snow?

it's been a while since we talked,
i couldn't bring my self to come ,
but today i decided to take a walk,
i hope the place where you are is fun ..

i've been beating my self until today,
i've lost my pride and grace,
i came again to cry on your grave,
i miss your laughing face.
Bluebird Dec 2014
Together,walking,you and me,
we are alone,as we are,
neither do you love me anymore,
and neither do i.
317 · Dec 2014
Goodbuy
Bluebird Dec 2014
i feel my nose hitting the ceiling of a coffin,
am i already dead?
i heard her crying and a fer whispers,
sorry,our love was hangng by a thread.
312 · Dec 2014
State of her mind
Bluebird Dec 2014
here i am exploring the boundaries
of your mind
(confused,going crazy)
you stabbed me yesterday
with a single word " Never"
and killed me softly with whisper
that was slipped into my ear tonight
with meaning of..."Forever?".
311 · Mar 2016
Tell me what you see
Bluebird Mar 2016
Colours were added
to black and white,
a spark you  made
was enough to ignite.
303 · Dec 2014
Have you seen her (Missing)
Bluebird Dec 2014
you promissed me the eternity together,
so i would never be alone ,
and i believed into your words,
therefore you can not be gone.

we were stayng late nights crying,
you never let go of my hand,
and i believed into your magic,
therefore you can not be dead.

i refuse to believe in this, and,
last night we were laying on bed ,kissing,
we ran away from home many times,
therefore for me you are just missing.
299 · Feb 2016
Echo
Bluebird Feb 2016
The echo in my chests is in a form of pain.
I say your name and it send chills down my spine.
298 · Dec 2015
New town
Bluebird Dec 2015
Millions of thiny,shiny
lights illuminate this town.
the air smells of snow.
Preparations for christmas
are seen in windows.
My heart feels very cold.
I am walking in this windy
town far away from home.
with hands  in my pockets
in a place where i am
          alone.
winter new cold windy alone sad lights
298 · Dec 2014
Small talk
Bluebird Dec 2014
she wished she was taller,
her hair was coloured red
if you put the plate up there
you could eat right of her head.
she decicded to be silly
so she made me help her grow
as she couldn't do it physicly
she said she will explore:
She wanted to be smarter
so i gave her some books
but in stead of becoming scientist
she became a cook.
she wanted to be a pilot
i made her a plain
she made hole in a cloud
so it started to rain.
she wanted to be a singer
i gave her a verse
she couldnt sing well
it sounded like curse
she blamed it all on me
for not being taller
excuse me miss,
but just be thankfull
that you're not even smaller
289 · Dec 2014
About pride
Bluebird Dec 2014
my pride?
i have lost it
can't find it among my stuff
im better off without it
now my words are rough.
287 · Dec 2014
Stay away
Bluebird Dec 2014
My dear girl,
please confront it,
i am no longer a boy!
i have desires of your body,
it's your innocence, i could destroy...
inspired by manga :D
Bluebird Dec 2014
when he passes by
your heart skips a beat
i can hear it
and i don't know why
i still stand there
just...watching
281 · Dec 2014
we are poets
Bluebird Dec 2014
seems like we all come here to let go of something
to let go of of broken heart,unreturned love,of hate,of fears,
of people around pushing you,of injured heart,of your worst sins


seems like we have all been facing our deamons for to long
couldn't stay in silence forever and just keep it all inside like we used to
looks like we all look for a way to become someone fixed and new


we all have chased,and cried and pleaded,we all were out of place
feeling useless feeling weak,wished we could be erased..

we had gentle hearts uneasy minds and feelings that went wrong
so we tried to find a way out and it was to release them into a song
280 · Dec 2014
Emptiness
Bluebird Dec 2014
i grasp  for air
ih lungs                               ... void
i reach for water
in glass                                ... void
i try to scream
in voice                                  ... void
i try to cry
in tears                                ...void
interior of your heart
clamors of                           ...void
you left me with nothing
    just                                                 ­                     ...void
Bluebird Oct 2016
when  did  you  stop  being  cheerful
why are your hands soaked with tears
where are your ends and your beginings
don't let yourself drown within sillly fears
275 · Dec 2015
missing things
Bluebird Dec 2015
i see perfect skin,perfect lips, perfect teeth, perfect tan,perfect smile, unusual yet perfect colour in your eyes, but i can't find any inperfection to fall in love with..
Bluebird Dec 2014
i've spilled all of her 17 years
on my sheets,
her skin was like a dough,
i could mold her the way i wanted,
but i told her to go.
266 · Dec 2014
About razors
Bluebird Dec 2014
I stopped buying blades
i outgrew that phase
now i cut myself mentaly
now i am scared my own face.
260 · Dec 2014
Operation
Bluebird Dec 2014
i woke up with few cuts and bruises
with a incision here on my chests
seems like i have also forgotten
a few things about my past
i woke up in a hospital
with pounding in my head
a lonely feeling hunts my drems
while i calmly lie here in bed
i can't seem to get a hold
of myself
i couldn't remember,not even the start
then doctor finally came to tell me
....they had to remove you from my heart
253 · Dec 2014
Easy as that
Bluebird Dec 2014
if you want to love
you have to grow up
until you become a child again.
243 · Dec 2014
About the rain
Bluebird Dec 2014
i haven't told you a thing about the rain
she dent my lips a bit..
she kissed my lips s bit...
and she was gone away..
239 · Dec 2014
No boundaries
Bluebird Dec 2014
i can no longer find
                   where do i end
                            and where do you start.
                                  i can no longer separate my thoughts from yours

                                             **when did you take over me?
238 · Dec 2014
when have i lost you
Bluebird Dec 2014
when did you stop to follow me?
whom did you give the your eyes to,
who does your heart now see?
after all i still couldn't i refuse  you..

where did you stop along the way?
tell me your just a bit tired,
whom did you give your voice to,say!
you are the biggest lier..

i am mute and blind without you,
i am lost and miserable,i am pathetic too
i'll accept everything you bring,
as i tought i must find you!
216 · Dec 2014
The way we are
Bluebird Dec 2014
And you'll always have me,
and i will always find a way to hide my pain
from not being able to have you.
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