To the nights
When thoughts become to loud
Making me loose my sleep
Thinking why is it has to be this way
From thinking why it had to be that way

To the nights
When I am too numb to even fall asleep
When I can't even feel my heartbeat
From these thoughts taking over me
To the moment when I can't breath

To the nights
From wanting this feeling to last forever
To end this by all means
From screaming till I can't breath
But deciding to stay silent till i suffer in deep.

To the nights
When I cry till I fall asleep
To staring at the ceiling till the night leaves
From rembering every mistake
To rembering why everyone who left without saying goodbye.

To the nights
When I wish I could just die
To wanting to have this feeling till it takes over me
From thinking about every person who left me
To realising how I lost myself along the way.

To the nights
With scattering thoughts.

Tell me that you love me even if it's a lie
Tell me you Won't leave me , even it's for a while
Hold me a little longer and make it seem right
Kiss me like it's first but make it last a night
And act like I am the one, even if it's till tonight.

Maybe I'll never find someone who truly understands me
And be with me , when all I am scattered broken glass
When I am too scared of even myself

Maybe I'll have to accept all the pain coming in my way
Just like I am still doing
Just the way most of us do
And just like the tears of pain never stop

Maybe I'll live forever in my perfect dreams
Like the ones , where everything seems too good
Which even make you wish to never wakeup again
Where everything happens according to the way you want

Maybe for a second I'll love the thought of being in love
Like the famous Romeo and Juliet
Like rose and Jake
And Like the poets falling in love with the words

Or maybe I'll keep longing for this till I die.
Like I always wish i was never born.

Just a drop of water in endless sea,
Just a girl in the world full of chaos,
Just a word finding hard to say,
Living in the illusion of her own dreams.
Living life as a lifeless soul,
Wearing mask of a heartless girl,
But no one to see the pain behind.
Excepting the fate of a broken heart,
No scars to show.
No tears to cry.
Believed as a perfect creature to love,
With no woes to make.