If I told you, would you blush
When you appear, I get such a rush
As soon as my peripheral catches trace
I know it's only clock work
Still I'm trying to keep pace
A rhyme of wonder
To me you are
My favorite
Poetess
So far...

Everybody suspects
Casually
The truth unwinds
What was it
You were hoping to find?

A Poet to relate to
A friend who believes
Were you disappointed
When it was really only me?

So many world views away
Political and religious
Jet lag time delays
There's just so many more things
To each other, we need to say
....................................................

It's all that I can know
Telescope, microphone
Camera eye in tow
Atoms traveling
Past the speed of light
And still we're moving
Into a entropy night

A hundred billion Galaxies
Each with a hundred billion stars
First it bends my mind
Then it sinks my heart
Somewhere other than nowhere
They are highly likely
Out there
Let my imagination
Be unimpaired

   There's more than we can know...

Sometimes it feels
Like we're just holding on
Biding our time
To the end of our songs

Somehow I know
There's much more in store
So many more paths
So many more wars

Somewhere awaits
A peaceful reprieve
For all of the Poets
And hopefully me

Subatomic particles creatively connecting
In cybernetic- inter-neural-net-space
Observable passions streaming our fate's
Touching these screen of invisibly
Circuits beneath at lighting speed
The barriers between you and me
Words that flow from pleasure zones
How do we know what no others know
Poetic minds breaking the cryptic code
The muse of wonder the gods of thunder
We were born in locus lands asunder
For with these thoughts I breathe
With in these lines I am finally free!

Patiently I stand
I raise a hand
Cue the band!

Pull back the curtains of the night
Let the stars shine upon our hearts
We are the creations of lives magical arts

Muse of wonder
Send forth thy thunder
Pray the gods gather round
We shall preform
For this we were born
Our Poetic soul's renown
.......................................

Big Bang of aesthetics
Cognitive creative thoughts
The universe is expanding
With thee inertia of the god
........................................

These faulty
Emotional
Connections
Words without
An *******
Days on end
I can't get in
No thought
No release
No conception
My words
Must have
An infection
I should
Have used
Protection!
....

Crazy is real
Alive and kicking
Hidden in minds
Beyond recognition
So heed my warning
Before it stays
Deal with those issues
Don't stuff them away
Or crazy may last
To the end of our days!

I try not to believe in things.
Instead, I observed things with no preconceived judgement.

I believe my truck could still be in the garage where I parked it.

I believe there’s a ghost of a chance that anyone can avoid betrayal.

I believe in the end it doesn’t even matter.

I believe when ignorance ends knowledge begins.

What if life had no mystery
wouldn’t
we  just be doing time?

What if life had no end
wouldn’t
meaning be hard to fine?

Let’s see
no mystery and no end
right back to Hell again!

With fine bush strokes
The Poet breathes
Grammatical adaptations!
Uncanny ideologies!
All these contemplations
Are an ******* sensation
And now it’s time to write another one!

Please
Forgive my ink
You know we are
All on the brinks
It's to **** dark
Who can even think
So I'll just write this
And send it
Into cyber space
......................
The entropy of eternal sleep awaits
All of are particles lost in space
There we shall finally be as one
Simple stardust where life begun
................................

I have falling behind
And I can't keep up
With all the poets
On this HP buss
Silently reading
In airplane mode
Fingers tapping
Exposing souls
I can't keep up
I can't reload
Saturated in
Solid gold
...

How subtle
the slippery sloppy slopes
one must proceed
with pickaxes and high hopes!

Mindfulness is a must
a drifting thinker can loses touch
like a guru-less shaman
drunk on lunch!

The divine road is calling
prepare the fattened calf
The effect’s of the cool aid
we’re never meant to last

Let me be your middle man
In-between your sheets of lust
Inflamed in ****** passions
The cheater that you trust

Let me show you hidden stars
Your flourishing garden awaits
In the darkness of your backyard
Let us meet your fate

Plaint me in your secret garden
In the season of your fertile soil
I'll always sprout back again
My nature can be quite loyal
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Five different species of animals
evolved into 🦀 *****
Why Hell’
King crab pinchers can sever a limb!

So perhaps
have a little ✨sympathy
When I tell ya
Lately my girlfriends been acting
A bit crabby again

Invisible snappers
Ripping tearing
&
Devouring!

If I show my emotions
My issues might try to escape
I can't seem to keep up
With her formalities
Normality I have to fake

Kisses to me feel awkward
Please don't touch me while I sleep
Exhausted are my conversations
She just can't seem to go that deep

But there are times
When life come undone
She is there, my voice is gone
And my empty heart
Weighs a ton

They say:  
"What ever will be, will be"

If you can wrap your mind
Around death
And misery

They say:
"This too shall pass"
Accepting that
Suffering shall extend
And there'll be relief at last
Somewhere in the end

"Everything will be okay"
Says a voice within your head
But I'm beginning to wonder
If we'd all be better off dead
...................................................

Their eyes
Will always
Look down
On you
Their hearts
Will never
Change

So warm
Your hearts
In solitude
A hearth
Of poetic  
Flames...

Military wise
We have the same capabilities
as we had in the 90’s..
But now it’s 2024
We cannot contend with BRIC’s  economically nor defend against their weapons.
Many of our senators want war anyways
It’s time to change our policy.

Parasitical
This brain of mine
Steadily being eaten
By the worms
Of times
Yet still
We are of truth
I am of flesh
I am a breath
Away from death

It uses me
My poetic muse
The words flow free
Aesthetically bruised
From above and beyond
From without and within
Thoughts come together
And impossibly blind
Stanza after stanza
Line after line
Each verse a maze
A map
Of a poet’s mind
I am but a
Issue stricken poet
With a brilliant muse
Blessed to be in a world
So easily amused
..............

Could it actually make one happy
To relive ones childhood over
Would not the undeveloped mind
Still remain un-sober?

Why attempt to satisfy
The endless hunger of our lust?
All those who came before us
Could never get enough

Who has gone beyond
And somehow made it back?
Why is anyone's faith in question
Isn't it merely imagination that they lack...

Ideologies
Plague the heart of hearts
I'm afraid we've been
Taken advantage of
Blind sided
Somewhat deceived
From the very start
From Jesus to romanticism
Love is larger than life
Surely there can only be
Magic in bed with
Ones own wife
And no other pleasure shall
A mortal dare embrace
For-bitten fires that burn
Out of their place
What then?
The cave compels
Shall we retreat
Into our own hell's
Or redirect
Our piece of mind
From ideologies
That keep us blind
.......

In the darkest depth of night
No moon, no star, no sight
I find no fear , no foe
In the presents of my soul!

In knowing beyond belief
No longer is life a thief
Imagine the relief..
In a world of so much grief!

My body's getting older
I'm timeless trapped inside
the voices in my mind
I'm beginning to recognize

a balance in my nature
flipped upon my path
bridging troubled waters
freeclimbing broken backs

wishes are forgotten
in the changing turning tides
wonders wearily settle
on a blind and tired ride

lovers move on, the connect stays
I know her there, beyond the matrix stage

travelers fall from nowhere
drawn by bright parades
textures faith provides
an sole my soul conveys
..............................

If you fell into depression
Would I leave you there to die?
In a world where no one's listening
When you're praying to the sky
On behalf of my belonging
To this silly human race
I'd like to get to know you
Yet I've set a slower pace

When your eyes become so distant
That they blend in with the rest
Losing focus on the subject
Life becomes a ******* mess
When the light of day is dying
It grows near a time to sleep
The grim'll be waiting
'Cause it's His job
   To reap...

There's a sick muse
On my back
On the blind side
Of my matter of fact
The hatter, the victim
The stabber in back
There's a sick muse
So cut me some slack

There's a sick muse
That never knew love
I fed it, I felt it
I held it above
There's a sick muse
Who only knows pain
Sooner or latter
   It all slips away...

So many losses
In our world
So many things
To lose
And so we hold
On tight for now
While time
Beats us
Black and blue...

Hay!
How about you and I?
I could make you laugh
You could make me cry
We could live the golden lie
Make believe
We know how to fly
What do you say
Give it a try?

Is the spirit
A part of conscientiousness
or is conscientiousness
A part of the spirit?
Is will deceived
Or do we steer it?

Death can hardly
Be part of life
How can a part
Of life be dead?
If eternity continues
At our last breath
How can I
When nothing’s left?

I’m sure you know
Your words are many
Dissecting the dictionary
From end to beginning
But...
Mom let you know the anger of dad
Stay out of his way and never be bad
Questions are futile
Eat your greens
The answer is simply life is a dream.

Such an incredible deception
The many ways of the maze
The I've been this ways
And so this time bend that way
Through the contours of time
As it wears a map of straight lines
To where you're inclined
  But believe me when I drop this dime
It's only a map you'll find...

The stages of love are give and take
Such is the unveiling of our fate
Taken too many time to the brink
Sometimes the horse just refuses to drink
A broken slate yet once again clean
Is that what morality means?

The taste of death is in your mouth
From all those words you dare to shout
Come this way, go that way
Are you really afraid of doubt
What's all that noise really about?

She needs me
like a service dog
When ever
Her heart turns black
Everytime I run away
My hungry heart comes back
......

I have no religion
no story of miraculous feats.
I’ve no box to contain me
there’s nowhere I need to be!
My God is always happy.
My heaven is always free..
My love is my salvation…
What a blessing to be me!!

(10 WORDS)
)-;
My disturbance deepens
As her lying covers up her cheating

Once I found
The greatest love
The greatest love of them all!
I swerved and I curved
I stumbled and I stalled
I embraced merely the essence
The goal of it all
But then I lost my grip
And I dropped the **** ball...

Somewhere out there
Beyond my point of view
The unknown lingers
Bound by golden rules

Just below the horizon
Out of my line of sight
How many times before
I finally get it right

Open up and let us in
Or condemn us to be ******
But please be aware
Whoever's out there
I am doing all I can
....

Shake it off now
And just hold on
Keep reaching
For the dawn
A spark of life
Brand new seeds
Water with love
And just breathe

Writing site English Professor's
This is a poetical community
And not a writing class
I am sure you're educated
Hell
I would surely bet your ***!
But you see
Here's the thing
You're not one of us
No not yet...
And the higher intelligence
You're trying to hold over us
Is seeming less and less...
So when you're done
Pointing out
All our writing flaws
Uneven syllables
And broken poetical laws
Maybe read the thoughts
Of talented creative minds
And try to leave your arrogance
In your sublime...

If I have to lie
About anything
Count me out
For now on
Truth is what
I'm all about

Get off my back
I have it here
I'm not hiding
This ******* beer

I'm not lying anymore
I am a lonely type of *****

I don't want you
But I'm in need
Will you hold me
While I bleed?

Catch the whiplash
Of my soul
I need more love
Than you could ever know!

I refuse to just simply lay down
Unfortunately
In my own truth
Is where I drowned
,,,,,,/.....

For now on
Make no mistake
My  heart is condemned
To this hurtful stage

No one gets scared
Or I will of course run
Then again
For now on
    I need “no one”.....

I’m getting old
it limits my pleasures…
I still feel young
behind these eyes…

I like to hike
out into nature…
I can climb
these hills for miles…

I’m getting old
beyond good measure
but I’m still young
behind these eyes!

I have nothing to say
This world is not going my way
Where I'm broken
No words can be spoken
No thoughts
No prognosis
No haircut
No shave
****!
Forgot to take a bath
Again today!

There's to much
To discuss
Within a poem
There's a lacks of trust
Unfortunately
Writing
For me
Is a must
So I share and rust!

This is but a small sad token
Of a promise that has been broken
Spring was but a lie
All her magic has gone awry
There'll be no thawing
Only a frozen heart cringing, clawing
Through the ice of hardship
Left to bare
There'll be no warming
No, not yet here!

I must admit, I do suspect,
the narrator has nothing left.
No winning blow to slay the beast, no end of madness to say the least.

No more words
that please and set the tone
of narratives we’ve set in stone.
I’ll no longer follow nor will I lead some counter narrative to true history.

Stop on by tonight we’re going to talk about the Bible and have some red wine.
Okay, we don’t have to talk.
A drink of Jesus will be just fine!

Hours into the first awakening
The freshly thawed swamp
Echoes with new spring life
50 Fahrenheit in the sun
My spirit renewed
Wayton to realign
Setting on a hillside
Feet propped on a tree
Mather earth is so Kind
And this body I’m blessed to be
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Cool autumn fall
Glow from the moon
All of the Poets
Asleep until June
Mine is the silence
An itch in an ear
Awaiting the whispers
As the veil reappears

Within a fraction
Of a witch's blink
The heart beat quickened
In the beauty of beast
To behold the harvest
And embrace the flight
The Poet now stricken
With the season of night