I don't care about you anymore

More like I shouldn't care about you anymore
Because no mater how much I try to bear
It never brings me peace anyway

But my heart keeps beating too fast
And I can't control my emotions
I'd just like you to
Think about me every once in a while
Would you?

My english teacher says
You **** at writing

My math teacher says
You're gonna fail

My history teacher says
Go to sleep

My science teacher says
Just get out

Yet they still want me to learn
*How am I supposed to do that?

Whenever I think of a crush
My mind makes an image of you
I don't even talk to you that much
And I hardly even bother to interact with you
But
Why is it you are the one I think about
Whenever I tell myself
I don't like anyone

I thought it was okay
For me to make it to the last minute
And there you were waiting for me
I took slow breaths before approaching you
But I felt too afraid to come
I backed out
The next day you were gone
I had no idea where you went
Maybe I do
And it's somewhere away from me
I smiled sadly at the decision I made
I should've come yesterday
I shouldn't have been afraid
I should've told you how I felt
You told me to go by then
And yet I failed to
I'll never be able for this again
I'm just a coward waiting for the consequences