You probably won't see this,
But what I want to say is that I.
I hate you.
There isn't enough words to describe your awfulnesses.
So why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt when I push you away?
Why does it hurt when you chase someone else?
Why does it hurt so much?
As much as I want to say 'I hate you!',
I realise that I.
I love you.
It's stupid, isn't it?
If I told you this, you'll laugh at me.
Reject me. Pity me.
I just know you will.
And that's why I never told you.
That's why I kept pushing you away.
That's why I'm drifting away, drifting away
From my light. You.
But absence makes the heart fonder,
It hurts so much, it feels like I've
Left my heart behind. With you.
I'm salty that my poem got lost due to a connection error. Anyways, do you think this letter fits a Tsundere or Utsudere better? I'm experimenting with letter formats in an attempt to raise my motivation for my scenario writing which is where I've been focusing most of my attention onto. I have a lit exam tomorrow too, so extra practice in analysing my own poem for me!
Searching for words to fill this gaping void,
Try as I may, It's just all too absurd!
As I try to rhyme and think of a word,
I just can't ignore getting played and toyed!
These feelings of bliss and joyous despair,
I just can't get you out of my head's care!
I stare at the screen, sitting on my chair.
With thoughts as blurred as my moistened glasses,
With you in my head, I just wear and tear!
As I walk back and forth in disrepair.
I sit back down, I wouldn't even dare...
This writer's block I often experienced,
Is as maddening as your invasion,
Of my madcap heart's reckless imprudence!
A sonnet of being enamored (with someone) as you experience a frustrating writer's block
I'm burying this name in the dirt.
Saying goodbye to it will probably hurt
But it is something that needs to go
It has too many memories it holds.
— The End —