Her beauty was like no other
Like a rose just in bloom
But like roses he clipped her for a decoration in his room
She was like a doll, more like a puppet
Said only what pleased him for he held the strings that controlled her
But like old toys he threw her to the side for another
He bleached her dry of her innocence and self
So she threw herself off the roof to end her life as well.

I hope someday someone lost will read what I have to say,
What I have felt,
What I went through,
So that they don't have to feel so alone

I want to be the reason someone smiles when they have no reason too
To be the hope someone has when they wake up.  

I don't want to make a huge difference
I just hope some people will remember me.

I cut again after a steak of months with nothing
I guess I finally felt nothing
Because the cuts didn't even hurt
And I didn't regret them
So I cut again
But I will never tell anyone
Cause what is the point
No one can help me if I can't even help myself.

Secrets, Secrets under my skin
And you act like you know where I have been
Lies, lies you think your right
But you can tell your lies with all your might
No one will believe you because you lie through the night.
Rumors, Rumors about what I may have did.
Everyone believes them and it spreads like sins
Secrets, secrets tell me what you said
For everyone believes I messed with him when I never did
Liar, Liar you know what you did
Don't act all innocent for what you said.
Karma will get you in the end
You are too full of sin.

Back up and take a breath
Who are you pretending to be?
Someone who is loved by everyone when you cant even stand yourself
Your happiness matters and you are allowed to feel things
Go and cry
Don't be afraid and have to hide
You are human and no one has it worse than others
You are not selfish for wanting to cry for wanting to leave.
Let it all out

Back up and take a breath
You don't have to please everyone
Who only matters is yourself.
So go ahead and cry.
And say how you feel
Because no ones opinion matters.
No one else.

"I'll keep you my ***** little secret. "
-The All-American Rejects.  2009

He is my ***** little secret.  But the best secret for me.