I've been waiting for the day you say you want me back...
I've been alone,  but really, I can't seem to understand...

You threw my heart into the flames,
I rewatched your videos, ones you sent, and ones I recorded, frame by frame,
I tried to delete them, but I still keep them, just in case...
If you're wondering if I still love you, after so much time has passed...
Since you asked...

I don't really want you back,
I just want the life we had.

And I remember all the times you said you had my back...
But now... We're separated, going down our separate paths.

Maybe because they fuel my disorders, who knows,
But...

But I can't let the memories of us go.

Sometimes I wonder what it's like
To love someone with all your heart
To stare deep into their eyes
And never want to be apart

They say loved lost is better
Than never loving ever
So I guess I've got the short stick
Am I stuck this way forever?

Some people say I am too picky
And many asked me out
But I'm still waiting for someone
Who I can love without a doubt.

(But again I ask myself
Is that feeling of elation
Really a love so true
Or just infatuation?)

All Of The Stars
All Of The Moonlight,
What It Inspires
What Is Alight.

Pale In The Night,
The Subject Turned Coarse,
Throats Getting Tight,
Address The Dark Horse.

All Of His Love Said He'd Love Me Forever,
Now In The Dark & I've Lost My Tether,
All Of The Storms & What We Have Weathered,
But Now You Are Done & Our Bond Is Severed.

What He Is Saying,
It Doesn't Ring True,
Was You Just Playing,
Are We Now Through?

I'm Feeling So Bitter,
Crushed Like A Critter,
Flushed Down The *******,
Leave Me With The Litter.

All Of The Stars,
I'm Angry With Love,
Filling In Scars,
When You Leap
From A Shove.