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SR Millan Jan 2020
He burnt my walls down with such caring
I went on to tell him things I couldn’t imagine ever sharing

His hands through my hair feel like a summer breeze
This feeling of safety he radiates I except with such ease

His smile so abundant and beautiful like autumn leaves
When he looks into my eyes I can tell he just  sees me.

S.R. Millan
SR Millan Sep 2018
The constant battle with anxiety I can never win
My skin feel like wildfires are raging from within

My heart beating fast like I’m fleeing the blaze
Why does my mind do this, I feel so betrayed

Tears steaming down my face as if everything is in flames
This anxiety takes over, my happiness it proclaims.
Does anyone else suffer from phantom burning? When I’m super stressed or anxious my skin feel like it’s on fire.
  Sep 2018 SR Millan
Someday you’ll love you.
From the sparkle in your eye,
To the pitch of your laugh,
Even the color of your hair.

You will love every part,
From every wrinkle,
To every crinkle,
Every part of you.

But they will try to tear you down,
To make you frown,
To make you think you’re not worth it.

But darling you listen to me.

From the way you walk,
To the way you talk,
You will be mocked,
But don’t you listen.

From your weight,
To your height,
You are all wonderful to me.

Maybe one day you’ll see,
The beauty I see.
The way you were made,
So beautifully.

But until then,
Do not forget,
On how true beauty,
Comes from within.
I hope one day that you love you the way you deserve. You are worth it ❤
  Sep 2018 SR Millan
She Writes
You asked me why I like you
But I didn’t want to tell
Some of my reasons are cheesy...
But here is why I fell

I love the way your lips curve
When I make you smile
It makes me want to pull you close
And kiss you for awhile

I love the way your eyes twinkle
When you talk about things you love
I truely believe
You are a gift from above

I love that you are compassionate
You have such a big heart
That was the first thing I noticed
Right from the start

I love the way it feels
When you hold me tight
I finally feel safe
Like I could sleep through the night

I love that you don’t judge me
For my less than perfect self
That is more attractive
Than any amount of wealth

There are so many more reasons
But I’ll start with just this few
Maybe someday
I’ll give this poem to you

  Sep 2018 SR Millan
You told me today,
That you wanted to die.
I could tell in your voice,
That it wasn’t a lie.

I never noticed till now,
Of how you fidgeted more.
I never noticed till now,
Of the sweaters you now wore.

But I did noticed now,
How your skin seemed pailer,
How your eyes darker.
Have you been eating?
Have you even been sleeping?

But when you told me,
I finally saw.
The darkness that surrounds you.
When did you start to fall?

Why didn’t I noticed,
That your smile missed your eyes.
Why didn’t I noticed,
That your voice told such lies.

If I had noticed sooner,
Would this had ever happened.
If I had noticed sooner,
Would you had never saddened.

I screamed for you,
Wanting it to not be true,
I cried for you,
Though I didn’t have a clue.

I waited for you,
For you to react,
But the mirror stayed still,
My image intact.
Though this poem is in depth about me, I have in the past, and have seen others struggle with suicidal tendencies. I hope that anyone going through this will reach out to others because you are worth it and you deserve to be here. The suicide hotline is 1-800-273-8255, please contact this if you need help, because you deserve to have help.
SR Millan Sep 2018
Sometimes you’ve been in the dark too long, you choose not to look at the light in fear of what could happen.
SR Millan Sep 2018
I hate the days when nothing excites me
Happiness is no where to be found
I feel robotic and doubt my existence
I wish this depression and anxiety weren’t so persistent.
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