Rylee

Jan 2018

Croft Cooper

All you have proved is how much you still think of me.
After all this time.
Posting anonymous hate on the internet?
Talking about me,
Spreading rumours.
How grown up.
How big of you.
You must have really moved on.
Hah.

“I see her with ‘so-and-so all the time”
“She talks to this person”
She’s sleeping with them.
A liar.
Looking for attention.

I’m sorry that just because you cannot have a platonic relationship with a member of the opposite *** you believe nobody else is capable of doing so.
That really is sad.

I’m sorry that you cannot exist without the drama that you believe that is what everyone is also seeking.
That too, is sad.

But mostly, I am sorry that you cannot get over it, move on with your own life.
That is that saddest part.

I have moved on with mine.
I am happy.
I am me.
I am a thousand times better off without you.

Ps. I know you tried to visit but got lost.
(Always were a bit **** with things like that weren’t you)

#friends #fake #relationships #fuckyou #moveon

Jan 2018

Chloe's Not An Angel

Unthinkable Betrayals, Unthinkable People

If I could lock this all up in a bottle
Fill it with stones, I'd throw it into the water
And watch it as it drowns
All my sorrows, all the pain
Along with the disasters and too many betrayals;
From those that I loved most,
Or so I thought,
But it turned out they weren't themselves at all.
It doesn't sting it just tears
Everything completely apart.
As for the last, I had already learned why not to trust
But still you have to trust someone even though you know not,
Because that's just the way that the world has to turn.
You still believe a few,
However you believed them all when they were false.
But you have to put faith somewhere so you do,
Yet you're still terrified these as well aren't true.
If only it were a foolish boy
Then life would live on and it wouldn't matter,
Because anyway it's to be expected:
That guys will break girls hearts.
No, if only, but no
Instead they're your best friends.
Except they're not,
Everyone's just fake now.
There's no realists anymore.
If I could wash away the deceitfulness they gave,
Maybe someway a wound could heal.
But it can't 'cause it's too deep
And infected with grief of those you thought existed;
Instead everyone is just misleading and manipulative.
The worst thing because you could never see it coming,
Until it crushes you to near death.
Betrayal at its best.
Fakers at their worse depth to the innocent.
There is never an end
Just torture.

#friends #trust #pain #fake #betrayal #trustissues #mistrust #fakefriends #neverending #fakers

Jan 2018

Jasmin Mishele

The Requirements of a Best Friend (or so she says)

Call every day, because if you don’t tell me
Every single detail of your life,
You’re a liar and you don’t love me.
I want to know who you’re dating,
What ****** you off, why your brother is being
An annoying goofball, oh did I forget to mention?
If you don’t tell me when you’re going out
You don’t want to spend any time with me
And I take that offensively.
I need your opinion on everything,
Even if you have to be brutally honest
Because if I look fat I would wanna know
But don’t tell me I look fat because
It’ll hurt my feelings and I won’t let you forget it.
Hold grudges because when we get into fights
I want to bring up things from the past that I can use against you.
We’re supposed to love unconditionally, no judgment,
But I get to judge you because that’s what best friends do.
I need to make sure I’m right, most of the time.
You’re wrong. And I get the last word.
By the way, I need 30 minutes to an hour
of your day, every day, because if you don’t give it
you’re a bad best friend who won’t make time for me.
My boyfriend is equally as important as you
But sometimes he needs extra attention
So don’t get mad when I ditch you for him or anything.
Because if you do you’re a bad best friend for not
Letting me be happy.
You need to support me even if you don’t agree with me,
Love me when everyone hates me,
Oh, and did I say, You have to be beneath me,
because if you try to beat me, you’re too selfish for your own good.
So would you like to fill out an application?

#love #friends #ex #best

Jan 2018

Chloe's Not An Angel

It Won't be Forgiveness, But it Will be Deserved

And you try to find a way,
To ruin a day,
But you can't get there anymore.
I am blocking your path,
Because you have no remorse,
You'll be left with just your scarf.
No one will want to hear what you say,
So I guess like me, they'll run away.

Maybe eventually you'll realise your mistakes.
Too bad it will be too late,
But people wouldn't forgive you anyway.
When you will rot in shame,
We all know you'll be the one to blame.
Don't expect us to revive ourselves
Just to come and save you.
After all, we don't trust those who drag us under.

#friends #fake #fakefriends

Jan 2018

Cheyenne

Bittersweet

Goodbye to all the friends I knew.
I loved the time I spent with you.
You made me laugh though things were bad;
I won't forget the time we had.

#melancholy #bittersweet #moving #onward

Jan 2018

Alaska

Untitled

I can't feel bad for you,
this is your own fault,
you let this happen.
You never wanted to
change your life
for the better,
and now here
you are,
unhappy
and alone.

#love #friends #sad #heart #alone #friendship #bad #change #unhappy #heartbroken

Jan 2018

Dallas Allen

old friends always go bad it seems

friends, till the end
to watch each others back
you were my closest friend
i would protect from any attack

and after you switched moods so fast
i was left with a bad case of whiplash
you get mad and say you were just using me
it wasn't a secret, i knew you were, and be

cause i cared, i tried to make you happy over me
but still you couldn't let your heart go free
remeber being all over me? and then yelling at me
saying i am a sin and wrong for you, and to leave you be

but i was the only person on your side really
so good luck have fun, cause now i am done

im seriously done