Slow song playing on DVD
Glass of lemonade in the hand
Swirling through each lyric and melody
How difficult it can get
A slightest short night

Negotiations with a cunning master
Testing how skilled I can be
The core of patience
Almost cost me

How the dark !
Turn from cold to fire
A micro second,
Tables turn
The worst could shatter innocent angels

Reflection
Cause of tremor genesis
How we gotten through
A cry of regret

Drinking green lemonade
Wish for sweetness
Amidst sour

Time travel
To an era where
Morals treasured like silver
Respect handled like crystal
Honesty valued like a museum

What if I said no

Now
Screaming
Weary in pieces
Talking with myself
Pain each bone
Walk paths troubled
Alone in a forest

Before
Not a soul abandoned
Least is to ever see sadness
Safe haven , I was
Merry with everyone

I request assistance
All ran
Others chatter laughter

Oblivious of most hated
Adamant  to accept
Till too late

Will I ever forgive ?


Burden of regret
I should have said no

When I recover
Things shall change
Defend a heart

Self sufficient
Lesson learned

Not the centre of the universe
How its like !
A chance that slips through
Like a quick sand
Each new move

A rail of misfortune
Thinking... goals should've been achieved

Irritated
******
Questioning the path taken
I thought everything was on my side

The river flows forward
Never disperse
Wishing for a same clear path

Adamant
Swimming all I knew
Is it a sign, convert
Indeed the sun doesn't only rotate in my world

Inoperable
Shall venture new domain
This one life
Find true purpose
Not to leave in vain

Once glory is at my front
It vanishes
Faster than gale wind
Doesn't care of
Consistency, hard work, persistence
Merciless
Doesn't care if your shattered
Whether you smiled today
It doesn't
When I come to glory...
It disappears

How is it at the peak ?
Tears need answers
Grasping to the last inch
Battling with rage
Pursued glory countless
At the doorstep, it disappears

Envy luck and blessing

At the foyer
Curled in agony
In a ray of sunlight
In silence

Shall it be a mystery ?

No barrier
A bridge exists

Mass of silence
Like broken crystals in light
Hearts glitter

Shy selves stare in denial
I paint it crimson
A carpet for us to meet
On the day of confessions
When I tell you
I prefer your existence as my lover
Life commitment as husband and wife
Children get old
Shall regain stability as two people in the entity of love

Less likely
We aren't one
Just fiery lovers
From a distance in silence

Let me fall if I must
The one I am becoming will catch me
They say its a bubble of delusion
Confidence will throw me to the wrong side of life
Either wrong or right
Results should shine
I shall fall
Till when I can catch me

Weeping and frightened
Could differentiate white and black
Unarticulate skepticism
Wasted cognition
Not anymore

If it's levitating
I shall fall
If its spiritual awakening
I shall ...
If its self assurance
I shall fall
Till I catch myself finest

No more doubts
Living in the trust
Till watered plants bloom
The one am becoming will catch
A greatest

Rushing to follow
Man with a black jacket, grey trousers
On an empty street
haste his walk is
Couldn't yell
How can I tarnish my dignity
Only crush Ive ever had
Tip toe running to catch up

I remember his smile
Among his friends, he was majesty
His walk was glamorous
The only time we cross paths
He inquired
'Is this the dining hall ? "
Stummering
A talent I wasn't born with nor knew of
Y..e..sss ahmm oh, definitely, dinning yea. YES
Never forgiven myself

Two years since
I see his back am sure his the one
I vow to confess today

Before lights turn red
Ran
Grabbed his hand_ excuse me
At the zebra cross he turned
A mistaken identity

Sight in disbelief
Heart in agony
Mind in recess
I thought I saw

Abstract of destruction
Amidst anger
A mix of storm and earthquake
Searching for serenity of silence
A phase of mountain hills to reach the peak
Till calm

Mind blowing like fire
Brain storming a next project
Poker face of calm and quiet
In the most lenient places
Rhythm of ideas flowing ready to be written

The earth is mine
When I have what I wanted
Realm of joy contagious
Only asking for it to stay that way

Déjà vu
All I had expected
Nolonger an ambition or dream
Actualness of reality
Proud, content, enthusiast
I've made it
Florescence above aspirations
A jubilation

So bright
Like a rose tree in sunshine
Aura of excitement
Bliss of beauty
Like aurora borealis
Sparkle of life
A mission to stay like this till eternity

A little to late
No regrets
Least happened when alive
Past now history
What I have !
A step of success
Further live in gratitude
A promise to disperse triumph

I get anguish
Distress
Is this perfect
I mean...

Looking through other poems
So accurate !
Elements well organised
Oh ! this has to be a human born in Pluto
Re- checking mine
Re- erasing myriad
Till it doesn't make sense

Checking the other poems
Beyond compare
At the bottom credits to AI
Yelling_ noooo ???

I against machines
Supreme as they are called

To the last day
Shall compete
Never ending reality

Alive
Morning walk with a smile
Sublime
Worrying decision to make
But ! hey
I shall break the ice
Urgency of change
Scared as a buried man alive
Belief a treasure to possess
God willing...
Will see where it goes
I promise to go onward
I shall challenge mistakes
Even in the worst times
For a step forward

I like the way you talk
The way you dress
The way you smile
I like the way you write

When you laugh
Your eyes fill with vapour of life
When you talk
It like listening to a greatest deliverance
When you sing
Its like hearing a river flow

Your a male medusa
Your appearance leaves me frozen
Struck with ecstasy when you smile
Your perfume
A scent so angelic

Partially living
If you leave earth
Declaration of tremor
A world without your existence

While you speak...
I would proudly say pardon
Never shall I speak my mind

So... pardon please

Embrace in nature
Breathing by the lake
Waking up to the birds' sounds
Watching rain through a window
The friendship bond
Staring at landscapes

Obsession of history
Comparisons
Ancient attire
Simplicity food for survival
Contemporary social life
New discovery giving indefinite fascination

When we come together
Its like a rebirth
Another exciting time
In each other's company
Laughter and comfort
Gets the best of us
Creating nothing into something
In gatherings we get the essence of life

Said something dense
Breathe in, breathe out
Face crossroads with thoughts

But eyes don't lie

Frown like a fiery pulse
Cold turns hot

Eyes don't blink
Through winds
A straight gaze
Not obstructed

In rain
Still unbreakable
Five minutes of fierceness

Till exit
Deadly thoughts calm down
Glare to glow
Stiff lessens

Else around
On best behavior

When you ask what just happened
Don't know the answer

I wasn't this bad
Once a saint
Nonetheless, I prefer insolence
The ones I fed
Sabotaged, betrayed
Killed innocence

The worst kind of hurt is betrayal

I shall watch you thrive on streets
Worship most high for mercy

You'll be ignored
Wish come true
Prayers answered

Not a punishment
It's freedom desired

The next time
Might be lenient
The goodness I possess
Never allows evil to thrive

Today's moonlight
When it gets tough
Never reminiscence
Live
Gates are closed

What Else Should I Resort to ?
Leaves cling to branches
Until they dry out
It's like an oath made
Die with its branch

Even when the apex
Turns from green to dry brown
It sinks to the ground
To live in silence

That's the admiration
Worth rooting for
But we are humans
Bowing to suffering
Is never an alternative

Wondering,
Wandering mind
Resorts to delusion
Fiasco aspirations
But I'm still breathing
Still existing.

What if_
I could levitate
Into another century
One where am the best version of me ?

Where I get to stay and no judgements
Breathe like there no problems
Sleep like I have no ambitions
Dress without cautions
Sickness non existent
Smile
With no precaution
That would be me
That is me.

Then I fall back into reality
Where everything has failed
What else...
Should I resort to !

Before scrambling with words
Stummering
Not under the sun nor the moon
As well in the darkest tunnels couldn't speak
How sorrowful it is !
Too shy, timid and nervous to speak
Only to decide
Pen and paper my friends indeed
To write all that is there
The peak of confidence
Feels like levitating
That's when I write poetry

Would endlessly write poetry
With ease and comfort
You might not miss out on any note
When I write
Profoundly immense with soul
That's the happiness of poetry
If you ever receive...

Either sad or happy
Poetry still lies in the lines of life
Like waves back and forth enjoy the shoreline
That's the smoothness of poetry
Would wish to age with poetry
To the last days of life
That's the gratitude
How poetry eases emotions

Until then shall we write
With love till the end