**** me, **** me; cut my wrists
**** me, **** me; hang my body

Everyday repeats again and again
Screaming inside; my voice is tired

**** me, **** me

It's so different
You're like a stranger to me
Forgot who you are.

I wish
More than anything
To get attacked
So I get an excuse
To take a life

So I can see the vivid red pouring out of the cold, lifeless body that would lie in front of me

There is a bright side
to being broken and hurt

Without all the pain
One wouldn't be able to express anything
to the world

Through Poetry

I was just an empty husk
Not taught how to feel

Then I copied
those around me

They laughed, cried, and died
I laughed, cried, and died

I smell a familiar smell
when I'm with you

I feel my heart jump a little
when I'm with you

I don't hear the voices in my head
when I'm with you

I taste a portion of paradise
when I'm with you

I can see my future
when I'm with you

I'm alive
when I'm with you

Inside my mother's house
Are many immaculate rooms
Clean of sins and crime


But look inside the locked doors
and you will find
fresh, wine-red blood.

I awoke from my dream
A dream where you and I were together
I'm so thankful
To have awoken

Happy are those who are normal
Those who dance to to sound of weeping

Happy are those who are normal
They dine on the rosey red remains

Happy are those who are normal
Those who lack guilt and remorse

Maybe my normal is different

You may still like me
That's what I keep thinking of
I need to stop it