The most painful thing about suicide is your taking your life before its time.
Everyone thinks its alright...until you actually die.
You could've lived a full life, but you couldn't handle the trials.
Now I'll be the first to admit, life can get hard. You go through some
things that will leave you scarred.
You get tough & **** it up, guess we'll call it tough love. That's me & how I handle the uncertainties..........
"will it ever get better? will I make it out this weather?"
some people just leave a letter, saying why they did it &
what they couldn't deal with.
Leaving there loved ones torn and broken......it's usually the ones
that are so outspoken.  
So talented and smart, who loves from the heart.  Those are the ones in pain in the dark.  I just want to say.......
I can understand and relate. I know life gets too heavy. But please hear me out, when your all dried out like a drought.....
say a prayer through your lips cuz its not one word that God can miss.
I promise he'll get you out of this, don't give up so quick. Every  minute of unbearable pain changes you. You mature and you learn your limits, what you can & can't do. God has a plan too. If you give up you  won't see the brighter side. Cuz light kills darkness.