You can **** me
I don't mind
as long as i can feel you
one last time.

Stare into the night sky
feel that last glass of wine
warming up your veins,
all these stars
looking back at you
just to see themselves reflected
on your golden drenched eyes
they like to make your face glow
they say it feels so close
to the freedom of being born.

Yes, I love you,
And it's true
that now i hate you,
just I won't let you know
how much this breaks me.

I know you hate this cloudy sky
every raindrop on your face
feels just like in your nightmares
every word you hear
they burn through your skull
you can't do anything but scream
we say we're used to this pain
and always say the same thing
close your eyes, close them tight
keep them closed until it's cold
and then we'll be ok
because today's gone

i miss your eyes.