Now I know you're okay,
Now I know you're fine
But I've lost a few friends before
And when I held your head I was afraid
To face the fact that one day
We'll split apart by age or death
And I was scared to lose my friend
I realized then that I still have you,
But it scares me when you do not reply to your name
It scares me to think that I could lose you any day
Today as I helped my friend as she was having a seizure, and I realized that this is real. I realized that even if I'm lucky enough to be her friend through adulthood, I could lose her at any point in my life.