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A couple of weeks ago my aunt asked me,
what the first thing I noticed about a girl is.

''Her hands''.

The conversation quickly turned *****,
''you just want to know what they are able to do to you''.

At first,
I thought it was funny,
almost agreeing with the statement that had been made but then,
I realised that we all want what we can't have.
Looking down on my own hands for ages thinking that I wish they could just function.
I have been looking for the hands I have never had,
in the girls I have been debating whether or not they were,
girlfriend material,
judging my looks,
my hands,
my shape and my face while other girls wants what I have.

After realising just that,
I decided that from now on,
I will stop looking at hands and look into their eyes instead.

(e.k.j.)
Body positivity.
I smoke my cigarettes to the filter and drink my wine like other's drink their water,
it's in my genetics.
Death would not be the worst but I do not wish for it because,
death can be many things.

Death can be when you lose your first love or when the person who raised you closes his eyes for the last time.
Death can be dwelling on the past when you're supposed to let go.
Death can be letting go and sometimes,
that is the best thing that happens in one's entire lifetime.
Death.

It is looked upon as the end of the world for some and the,
beginning of a new unknown world for other's.

Death is what you make it as well as,
living because if you haven't lived,
how are you supposed to die?

(e.k.j.)
Hello, my name is Emma,
and I'm fat. But when I try to eat less and lose weight,
I'm anorexic.

Hello, my name is Emma,
and I'm a **** for kissing too many women. But when I try to kiss men,
I'm a fake lesbian.

Hello, my name is Emma,
and I'm a ****. But when I tell you that I have only had *** once,
my new nickname is ****** Mary.

Hello, my name Emma,
and I'm human.

In the society that I live in the perfect human doesn't exist.
I could be doing everything right and I would be boring,
or I could do everything wrong and I would be a failure. Society is never satisfied.
People are trying their hardest but in today's society the hardest,
isn't good enough.
We need to learn to love one another as equal people.
Let them weigh what they weigh,
love who they love,
and sleep with either one person or a thousand people.
We need to accept that people are different but that difference,
is just an opportunity to learn new things about living.

(e.k.j.)
Sometimes I miss you,
even though you will never miss me and,
I know I shouldn't but,
Sometimes,
I check on you.
Just to make sure you're breathing,
posting and to make sure,
That I won't forget the sparkles in your eyes,
when you smile.

(e.k.j.)
I feel a sin progress in my stomach.
Normal people call it hunger.
I call it hell.

(e.k.j.)
I want love so passionately that,
I can't keep your eyes off of you.
I want love so bad that,
my fingers tingle to touch your face.
I want love so rough that,
we wake up the neighbours.
I want love so good that,
I'd know you that you wanted the same,
so I'll never lay awake at night,
wondering if your fingers tingled when you thought of his face,
instead of mine.

(e.k.j.)
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