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Nikkie Jan 2021
I'm sipping of my dream of you.
Remembering how deeply we
looked into each other's souls.
I felt your heart inside of mine,
When we were first together that October night.

I had merlot, and you the king of beers;
if we had an audience, they would all stand and cheer.
The heat between us was pure magic, the elements
of the universe sang our love song.
How ***** of you, to slip me your tongue.

My imagination took over me, and
my dream of you came abundantly…clear.
That I would see you again, in another year.
Nikkie Jan 2021
The skies start to darken, wind blows, even more rapidly through century old trees.
Branches sway back and forth; some even break off and hit the ground.
Thunder strikes with God’s great force.  Lightning flashes; briefly turning night into day.
Isn’t that a wonderful sight? To see God’s work, the beauty of God’s love, in the form of a storm?
The rain has started, pounding on rooftops, ripping into a person’s sleep.
I don’t mind one bit, hearing the rain tap my window.
Feeling the breeze as it floats through the air.
Smelling the rain coming before it ever touches ground.
God blinks just one time, and makes the sky cry out loud.
Flooding rivers, taking control, reminding us, that HE is the ONE.
He can’t be copied, he can’t be re-written, he can’t be bought.
He can only be revered, as ALPHA, OMEGA.
the one and only; that I can feel, and love, and can’t get enough of.
I don’t care that there’s a leprechaun at the end of that rainbow holding a *** of gold.
Have you ever wondered what’s at the beginning of that rainbow? I think God is at the beginning. I want to go where the rainbow begins; I want to see God. I would much rather see God at any time; day or night, Sunday or Monday, when the sun is shining or when the rain is pouring. I want to see who created the rainbow; I don’t know about YOU, I don’t know if you even like storms; or the rain, or the hail, or the loud thunder that takes control. All I know is, THE MAGNIFICENCE OF GOD’S GREAT LOVE GENERATES A THUNDERSTORM INSIDE MY HEART AND IS CONSTANTLY RESTING INSIDE MY SOUL!
Nikkie Jan 2021
She was built to be beautiful.
But she doesn’t think she is.
Someone told her that she is pretty;
Someone told her that she is ****;
Another person asked if she’d had her eye
brows arched, she said no, they are always like that.

She was carded at a restaurant when she asked for alcohol.
The waitress asked to see her ID, when she saw her birth year
the waitress said “get out!” You don’t look like you were born in that year!

Why can’t I see me, the way others see me? Why can’t I see my beauty!
Why can’t I see the beauty in me?
Nikkie Jan 2021
I slept pretty well in bed last night.
But something startled me, made my heart beat very fast.
At first I couldn’t figure out what was happening.
Then I realized I was dreaming of you.
Is it at all possible, that you were dreaming me?
Is it possible that you pulled me telepathically into your bed?
I was eased into your comfortable embrace;
laying underneath you in total darkness,
we were both unrobed steeped in passion.
We didn’t look into each other’s eyes,
because the darkness held all control.
Both of us knew that the time had come,
for us to close that mysterious gap.
You caressed my face and kissed my neck,
you kissed my lips and magic happened.
Our bodies were electrified, our souls caught fire,
and your kiss sent chills all over my body.
My heart was beating faster and faster,
my body was yours and nothing else mattered.
I guess I couldn’t take the energy that surged,
from your body Into my soul.
When you kissed me again, I came to my senses.
My body went into some sort of shock,
the moment felt real, but I knew it was not.
So I told myself to wake the **** up!
When I opened my eyes, I was back in my bed,
covered in sweat, and eyes wide open.
Heart still beating incredibly fast,
while my spirit slumbered in widespread shame.
Nikkie Jan 2021
I see a part of you deep within, that no other woman ever can.
When you walk into a room, my day gets brighter, and my heart feels deeper, because your very essence pulls me in.
I said a prayer about a year ago, for God to send to me a man like you.
I never looked at you in any way, other than just an ordinary person, I saw every day.
But one day I saw your shine; you began to glow, this masculine light.
You blazed like the sun, beating down from the sky, reflecting your power in my raging sea.
You’ve included me inside your circle, and given me a joy that I never knew existed.
You are the kind of man I can lose control with, yet trust enough to bury myself, inside your cave, inside your heart.
When I saw you today, as you walked across the room, that same light that pours out your soul, was bouncing off your masculine essence.
I hope I am the only one to see it, the brightness you exude, the light you are.
I want to be selfish, and hold you close, so no other woman can’t steal my joy.
I’ve prayed again, and asked God to help me, by asking him, is what  I’m really feeling is actually love.
God abruptly reminded me, that he is too good at who he is.
He gave you life, he gave you breath, he gave you the glow, that only I can see.
Your glow pulls me in, and draws me close, and makes me love you even more.
Nikkie Jan 2021
We are tied together by space and time.
The earth stands still whenever we are together.
You have shockingly good vibes, they mesh
with the intensity of your touch.

The music stops, time is halted, we lay together,
and just be.
When you go back home and leave me behind,
I turn away so you can't see me cry.

I can feel your energy, though we are miles apart.
You are forever embedded in the chambers of my heart.
heart, love, stand still, time, forever, away,
Nikkie Jan 2021
Have I done enough praying in my life,
to have brought to fruition, this caring man
that God sent my way?
He cares for me and how I feel,
he pulls my chair so I can sit.
He holds me close on the dance floor,
and beckons me to follow his masculine lead.
He raises his drink and toasts to my honor,
which makes me feel unbelievably special,
like winning our own private lottery drawing.
He puts me on his pedestal and holds me
in the highest regard.
But yet he still worries; will I always be,
the same me he sees every day.
Am I going to change who I’ve introduced him to?
Is my love for him going to change?
Are the words I pen from my heart, going to
end up hurting our divine connection?
I am here to stay for the long haul,
I am not afraid to share my feelings.
I dig this power that you emit my way.
That slow drag you had in the beginning
is still locked down inside my soul
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