I drank her dry.
But hadn't I'd known that
Would be my last.
I would have savored her
In my mouth.
Alas, I had forgotten how she tastes
And that is my eternal doom

I love you.
But I fear you

I thought he was what I wanted then my heart told me I lied. That karma is a ***** and my sins caught up to me. He would sweet talk me and I would play lead. I kissed him under the stars wishing you were under me.I would still trace the places your emotions dance on. I would moan your name instead of his. Your my actual drug that I need twice a day. I would sit and dream putting you on reply. Then he would show up and you'd be on pause while I lift up a curtain of my own demise. He left, you came and it all starts again. I am still submissive to you. Take your slave for she is weak. Punish her for wasting your time. And if she begs ....

Tears in my eyes almost day and night... the hurt and betrayal by many alike ... family friends...even strangers I met... But you ...here ... today ... Tears fall for companionship... for love... the word I thought my tougne was foreign to... for forever a word that is felt like it was build for you and I... not now not ever will you lose me... or I lose you... I am yours and you are mine... from this night and all nights to come...Tears fall...And as the tear ends on my cheek ... so does the sadness that you have taken away

Why do i talk about darkness all the time
When clearly you're the one filling up my mind

When images just seemingly start to appear
My thoughts of destruction just disappear

Your cute little laugh just echos in my head
When thi feeling in my ***, like fire it spreads

On cold early mornings reaching for your hand
Seconds ticking in an hour glass full of sand

Wishing for this moment to last forever
I need to make a move so its now or never

She loved me even as I stopped loving her. Years later and still the same. So I had to text and tell her . Another had my heart and then she broke again. I wanted her in my life but not as she wanted me in hers. With words I never wanted to say , my lips uttered , she had to move on . So with her last goodbyes her final words " I love you " and that was it. I felt the love she did and at that same time I felt the hurt I had left her with all these years

Technology at first were our voices and feelings. Till we lived and moved on. Now our voice dies in distance. A step out in the new days and all I long is you. Days to weeks and I can not wait no more. I seek your presence and calmed touch , just abit. Is that to much? How do I live and breathe when you're not here. Teach me this blissful life and I'll train in and out yet perfection lies within you.