How can you hate a  Poet?
How can you hate a person who  freely pours, his/her fantasy imaginations and art to the world?
How can you hate such a pure and honest soul?

When the connection isn't right,
All the actions and pure intentions can lose their significance,
Crawl out of your  fantasy world and live.

Just like an angel flung out of space ,
My love for you will always be genuine,
A beautiful flower in my garden,
I'll  forever water you,
Keep you close to the window so that you can flourish,
You're  no ordinary flower but a  queen in my garden,
Your  enticing pheromones will feel the room,
And I'll be the only bumblebee to pollinate you, my love,
Deep inside your alluring  petals  covered  with your nectar,
I'll be so committed in your garden,
I'll keep coming back for more and more,
And you'll magnificently bloom in all seasons.

Her kitchen is my safe haven,
Nutritious and full of sweet aroma,
She is a professional,
She knows how to feed my cravings,
Unlimited service 24/7,
Hey, here is your tip.

Take me to that fantasy sea world,
When the night is calm and lonely,
Scatter my ashes onto the shores,
Let the waves take me into the deep sea,
Where the whales and dolphins sing,
As I dance along to their sweet and lovely tunes,
And my soul will be at peace.

Who can I turn to?
When everybody is fighting his/ her own battles,
The world around me is full of darkness and terror,
Deep into the ocean of my thoughts I sink,
Far from the shores,
My body is weak,
I am drowning,
Who is there? Help!Help!Help!

Time is clicking but this time faster,
The night has cracked,
The rooms are getting bigger and lonelier,
Shhhhh! Oh, I thought I heard something,
F*ck, it's just the voices in my head,

I am in a torpor state,
My heart is bleeding,
From a distance I can hear it shutting  down,
Two paracetamol in my hand hoping  they will take my pain away,
God if it's your wish I pray to live to see the next day,

I wanna turn my face away from this cold and cruel world,
I wanna be
I wanna have a serene mood,
I wanna have a void mind,
I wanna live a normal life,
Will there be sunny and better days?

Oh,here comes a new day,
And the cycle continues...

Sleep is a short death,
Beside your bed we sat, patiently waiting for you to open your eyes,
This time the night was so long and you never came back,