Nothing ever seems to go my way,
And I can't help but hate myself for it.
To hide from these ninety million pains and sorrows,
I've gone to find, a place to hide in.

Yes, I'd rather stay inside a cold cave,
And sleep without a care for the day or night.
Why was I even born at the first place?
No clue, I really don't know.

But while it may seem like that to you,
It means you have the talent,
To be someone even greater,
And I'll tell you why...

Yeah that's right,
As us gods say, at our every order,
Everyone loves this world!
Sing and Drink! Everyone be merry!
It's alright from time to time.

Yeah that's right,
From north to south, from left to right,
One thing or another loves this world!
The path may be rocky, but we can still move ahead,
We've still got a long way to go.

I just want to be a fair person,
And I'm sure that everyone else wants to be the same,
But the ninety million flaws in my heart,
They torment me everyday!

Why was I born?
I guess you could call it a miracle.
But it's really nothing more than a coincidence,
So I was right, it's just meaningless.

But if there are people there to tease you,
That means that you're a really great person.
If you still don't get it,
Then I'll tell you why...

Yeah that's right,
As us gods say, at our every order,
Everyone loves this world!
When I laugh, and you laugh too,
Then everything is forgiven.

Yeah that's right
Boys and girls, naturally love each other,
Just like that, the Earth keeps turning!
The path may be rocky, but we can still move ahead,
We've still got a long way to go.

The things that are truly important,
They're mixed among the seemingly-useless things.
So let's fool around all together,
And dance bare, laughing loudly!

Yeah That's  Right
As us gods say, At our every command,
I'm now able to love myself even more and more!
Take a look in the mirror, you finally get it right?
You are the light which lets everybody shine!

Yeah that's right
As us gods say, thank you everyone,
I really do love this world!
Let's make a flower bloom, a really big one,
One so huge it'll reach all the way to the heavens!

Stop the pain
Please stop it

If you want me to be happy
I want you to stop torturing me

I don’t need you to tell me
How to use my money

When I look around me
I noticed I’m not normal

I can’t always pretend to be
Everything is okay with me

Every day when I sleep
Every day I wake up

I always wonder
If you really care

We look upon each other
Drawing in the attraction
Wondering what’s beyond the skin
Inadequacy is sometimes found
Once we’ve pierced the heart within…

What if what makes us who we are
A total package if you prefer
Gives away our true kind
Decreasing  the images’ worth
Creating a change of mind…

A peek inside the soul
Could be all we need to see
Sealing the fate of charm
A face that’s average to the eye
Has the heart to unravel and disarm…

If you look at all the masterpieces artists have created
Whether paint or pen, marble or clay,
Or perhaps the dust from the ground
We see many imperfections
But overall beauty may astound

Devilish blue eyes, frozen gaze.
Influencing me against my will,
Submitting into dropping defenses.
Overcome with an inability to escape,
I become bound by those piercing eyes.

Sapping once kinder thoughts,
Replaced by detached isolation.
Shuttering at the crack of the whip,
Blindly I walk to death.
Carved flesh ammunition against
You, weakness exposed.

Lacerations to the heart exchanged,
Milky fog clouds my oppressor.
Pieces held together by hatred,
One blow away from cracking.
Further into broken self.
All freedoms come at a cost.

Inhale, the thick smell
of cinders and ash.
Ignites memories of this place.
The warmth, whispers words
long forgotten.
My feet leave impressions in the earth,
A stamp in time.

I remember when we lived here,
before ashes to ashes,
and before the sun went down,
leaving your eyes shining golden in the dark.
I will never forget the irises in your eyes,
burning as I remember you,
you smolder deeper into me than you know.

Your ghost resonates
in the embers, I sit.
Laying back, the passionate
flame left inside of me,
dances until the sun begins
to paint the sky with,
the majestic hues that
led us here. Suffocated now.
Even fires need to breathe.

I'm blue with a sadness
That burns hot and slowly.
You used to tickle me like tulip
Petals, your lips on my shoulder,
I won't forget you.
I wrestle with an ivy growing invasive
Over my heart.
I'm all of the things we lost and
Never had.

Peeling away the foliage,
I simmer down, let my fire
fade away. I brush away
times erosion, where
my fingertips burn as the
trace the name, that fueled
the light I cherished so dear,
all those years ago.

I'm swollen with a grief,
That grows from the mere fact
That you're just a ghost,
And that I'm growing out of
Rotten soil.

Blooming with malicious thoughts
crawling in the back of my mind.
Slithering down my spine, too cold
for the embers, the smoldering ash,
or charred remains which once burned
white hot in my heart to warm.