I hope it's you

I hope it's you I'm waiting for.
I hope it's you
I hope you're always there
I hope you won't leave me
I hope you're the only one here in his place

I just have a crush on you but I want you forever
I hope the flow of time and the cycle of the world don't change
There is a chance with you
With you, someone always comes to pray
With you, there is a chance to be happy again
With you, I can forget the wounds in my heart
With you, I can't be hurt by my past anymore

I want to see you
I dream of being with you
I dream of you loving me too
I hope you are the person for me
I hope I can be with you
Even if I just catch a glimpse of your smiles in person for a moment, I'm happy
I hope I can see your smiles for the rest of my life
And be accompanied by the smile and sparkle of your eyes
I hope I can always hear your voice that cheers up my sad mood

I hope it was you who can change my world from miserable misery of lonely tears of life.

if everything is true
I don't want to wake up
If everything is just nonsense,
I want to wake up,

I don't want to get hurt by anything,
But I hope when I wake up,
I will be with the right person for me
The right time
To make me happy.

Even if I tell you that I want you
Even if I tell you that I love you
Even if I want to be with you
Even if it's just for a moment
If every moment is forever
I will be hurt
Because everything will be gone

I will still never forget you.

If the day comes
All that will be thrown away
And gone away
Like lightning along with
what I feel for you
But here I am in reality, "me"

I wasn't born to be a princess
But I'm full of dreams
With My father dominates.

If forgetting is a medicine
To break up with failure
I promise I won't let you down
Because I know
I'm with an impossible person.

If I love you
Whatever it takes
To be with you
As far as I can go
All I can do
To love you

If there is no way to get in love
If there’s nothing to fall in love
If our love story is over
If all that's left is love
To set you free
For a new chapter
To live and be happy again

I love you but
I am only this way
Only up to this point
My love was only this way
Only up to that point


*******


"𝕂𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕄𝕒𝕙𝕒𝕝 𝕂𝕚𝕥𝕒 ℍ𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝔻𝕠𝕠𝕟 ℕ𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕐𝕠𝕟"

kung totoo man ang lahat
ayoko nang magising
Kung kalokohan lang ang lahat,
Gusto kong gumising,

Ayokong masaktan ng kahit ano,
pero sana pag gising ko,
Makakasama ko ang tamang tao para sa akin
ang tamang pagkakataon
para maging masaya ako.

Kahit sabihin ko sayo na gusto kita
kahit sabihin ko sayo na mahal kita
Kahit gusto kong makasama ka
kahit saglit
Kung ang bawat sandali ay habang buhay
akong masasaktan
Dahil mawawala ang lahat

Hindi parin kita makakalimutan.

Kung darating ang araw
Lahat yan ay itatapon
parang kidlat kasabay ng nararamdaman ko sayo
pero heto ako sa realidad na ako, "ako"

Hindi man ako pinanganak para maging isang prinsesa
ngunit ako ay puno ng mga pangarap
Sa aking ama ang nangingibabaw.

Kung ang paglimot ay isang gamot
para makipaghiwalay sa kabiguan

Pangako hindi kita bibiguin
dahil alam kong nasa isang imposibleng tao ako.

Kung mahal man kita
Kung ano man ang kaya marating
Para makasama ka
Kung hanggang saan lang
Ang kaya kong maabot
Para mahalin ka

Kung wala ng daan para sa umibig
Kung nagtatapos na ang kwentong pag ibig
Kung ang natitirang pag ibig nalang
Ay ang palayain ka
Para sa panibagong kabanata
Upang mabuhay at maging masaya ulit

Mahal kita pero
Hanggang dito nalang
Hanggang doon nalang yon.

You straighten my weakness inside.
You color the empty heart.

Your face is my hopes that I can start working again.
Your eyes is my dreams that I started to plan again.

My smiling rose
My spring, my joy, my sun
My river of wine, my heaven
My life, my being, my world
My sun of beauties
My friend, my secret, my jewel
My musk, my amber, my treasure, my love, my shining moon

You don't know how you changed my sad and dark heart into the world of happy and gave life and light.

You opened my heart and I let you in
You don't know how joy I am to see your eyes and your face
You don't know how you brightened my darkness

You woke up my sleeping heart
because of you I don't want to wake up again
if I lose you too I want to go back to sleep

You entered my dark and sick heart
in my feelings it seems like you are a sun
that is blazing with light
and I feel good to feel the warmth of your love
But if you are gone
it seems like everything has disappeared
like a storm
everything is destroyed
by the whip of feelings that
If love is too much it can separate us

Too much love is almost sacrifice my life.
I loved you so much that I would die loving you so much.

It would be better for me to die than to lose you
But to sacrifice my tears and sadness without you than to hurt you so much
Caused I can't be with you.

I love you but I choose to live.

How long will I wait
When will I see your eyes and smiles again
When will I see your light again

The light you brought to my life I will never see in anyone else because it is only from you
that I inherited this light in my mind and heart.

It’s happy today because your light is there
but tomorrow you'll leave me again
I'll cry again in the dark
I don't want to cry anymore
I'm tired of being sad
How can I be happy without you
You are the light and my sun.


******


"𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕣𝕒𝕨"

Itinutuwid mo ang aking kahinaan sa loob.
Kinulayan mo ang walang laman na puso.

Ang iyong mukha ang aking pag-asa na muli kong inspirasyon
Natagpuan ko sa iyong mga mata ang aking mga pangarap na muli kong sinimulan na mag Plano.

Ikaw ang nakangiti kong rosas
Ang Aking tagsibol,
aking kagalakan,
Ang aking araw
Ang Aking ilog ng alak,
aking langit
Ang aking buhay,
ang aking pagkamulat,
ang aking mundo
Ang aking araw ng mga kagandahan,
Ikaw ang kaibigan ko
Ang sikreto ko,
Ang hiyas ko
Ang mukha ng kinang ko
Ang kayamanan ko,
Ang mahal ko,
Ang bituin ng buwan sa lahat ng dilim

Hindi mo alam kung pano mo pinaligaya ang puso ko at binigyan ng buhay at liwanag ang malungkot at madilim kong mundo.

Binuksan mo ang puso ko
nagpapasok ako
Hindi mo alam kung gano ako kasaya ng makita ang mga mata mo
Ang image mo ang aking inspiration
Hindi mo alam kung pano mo niliwanagan ang aking kadiliman

Ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso
dahil sayo ayaw ko ng magising pa

kung mawawala ka rin pala sa akin gusto ko nalang bumalik ulit sa pag kakatulog

Pinasok mo ang madilim at may sakit kong puso
sa aking damdamin tila isa kang araw na nagliliyab sa liwanag
Ang sarap damhin ang init ng iyong pagmamahal
Ngunit kung mawawala ka
parang naglaho ang lahat
na tila ba naging isang bagyo ang lahat
nasira sa hagupit ng damdamin
na sobra kung magmahal na makakapag hiwalay sa atin

Sobra kung magmahal na halos ialay ang aking buhay.
Sobra kitang minahal na ikakamamatay ko ng labis na pag ibig ko sayo.

Mas mabuti pang mamatay kaysa mawala ka
nag sasakripisyo ako sa aking mga luha at lungkot na wala ka kaysa ang masaktan kita ng labis dahil hindi kita makasama.

Mahal kita pero pipiliin ko rin ang sarili.

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
Kailan ko ulit masisilayan ang iyong mga mata at mga ngiti
Kailan ko ba ulit makikita ang iyong liwanag
Ang liwanag na dala mo sa buhay ko hindi ko na makikita pa sa iba
dahil sayo lang ito namanang liwanag sa isip at puso ko.

Masaya nga ngayon dahil nanjan ang liwanag mo
pero bukas lilisanin mo na ulit ako
Paluluhain nanaman ako sa dilim
Ayaw ko ng umiyak
Napapagod na ako maging malungkot
Pano ba maging masaya na wala ka
Ikaw ang liwanag at ang aking araw.

Everyone leaves
Everyone loves someone else
The heart is always left alone

When will I be one in your heart
When will I be one in your life

When will I be happy
Will I be the only one for you
The one I can call mine
When Will there be no one else but us

There is still a reason to hope again and
There is still a melody of love
That pushes you not to let go

There are still tears that cannot be removed
That I don't want to lose you
Because you are really there for me
But you didn't choose me to be with

But the heart is getting tired
The eyes are getting tired of crying
The body is also getting tired of waiting
The mind is getting tired of thinking of all the ways to be with you

Always hurting
Always being left behind
It's also tiring to be hurt
I took a break but I'm looking for care and love

I need you but you are with someone else
In others I found the place to refill
because you were lost to me
I wish you were the one who filled
A heart thirsty for love

When it always hurts
What I always heard whispering is to give you
And accept that you are no longer with me

To forget you and look at others
Here I can be free from tears
And forget the sorrow of feelings

Because of the pain and tears
I was brought to a new beginning
It feels like everything is broken
When will I let go of everything that everything was lost

I need to choose myself
I need to change

I love you so I can
Let you be happy with others
That's why I can't fight you

Someone else wants and loves you
That's why we're not for each other

I'll just accept defeat but
My love for you
I'll give it back to myself

If love has left me
If love is no longer with us
If the plans are changed
If the the heaven is different to us
If God has taken everything back
If you are for him
If you are no longer for me

There is nothing I can do
But to release everything
But to release you.

I set things free.


*******


"ℙ𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕒𝕚𝕟 ℕ𝕒 𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕒𝕙𝕒𝕥"

Lahat nalang lumilisan
Lahat nag mamahal ng iba
Ang puso parati nalang naiiwan mag isa

Kailan ba ako magiging isa sa puso mo
Kailan ba ako naging isa sa buhay mo

Kailan ba ako magiging masaya
Yun bang ako lang ang para sayo
Yung matatawag kong sa akin ka
Yun bang wala ng iba tayo lang

May dahilan parin para umasa ulit
May himig parin ang pagmamahal
na tumutulak na di dapat bumitaw
May mga luha parin na di maalis
At ayaw kang mawala
dahil nanjan ka talaga para sakin
Pero hindi mo ako pinili na makasama

Pero ang puso ay napapagod na
Ang mga mata napapagod ng lumuha
Ang katawan napapagod din mag hintay
Ang isip napapagod ng isipin ang lahat ng paraan para makasama ka

Palagi nalang nasasaktan
Palagi nalang iniiwanan

Nakakapagod din palang masaktan
Nag pahinga pero nag hahanap ng kalinga at pagmamahal
Kailangan kita pero nasa iba ka
Sa iba nahanap dahil nawala ka na sa akin
Ikaw sana ang nagpupuno
Ng pusong uhaw sa pagmamahal

Kapag nasasaktan
Ang palaging binubulong ay ang ibigay ka
At tanggaping wala ka na sakin

Ang kalimutan ka at tumingin sa iba
Dito Makakalaya sa mga luha
At makakalimot sa hinagpis ng damdamin

Dahil sa mga sakit at mga luha
Dinala ako sa bagong simula na
Parang nasira ang lahat
Kailan ko ng pakawalan ang lahat ng nawala

Kailangan ko ng piliin naman ang sarili
Kailangan ko ng mag bago

Mahal kita kaya magagawa kong
Hayaan na maging masaya ka sa iba
Kaya nga hindi ko kayang ipag laban ka

May gusto at mahal ka ng iba
Kaya nga wala tayo sa isat isa

Tatanggapin nalang ang pagkatalo pero
Ang pagmamahal ko sayo
Ay ibabalik ko sa sarili ko

Kung iniwan na ako ng pag ibig
Kung wala na sa atin ang pag ibig
Kung iba na ang mga plano ng langit sa atin
Kung binawi na ng maykapal ang lahat
Kung para ka sa kanya
Kung hindi ka na para sa akin

Wala na akong magagawa
Kundi ang palayain ang lahat
kundi Ang palayain ka.

You opened the gate again,
You got the keys,
You unlock from the chains,
You opened the door,

You had the ropes,
To tie everything and gets inside.
When loves breaks the rules,
From the codes of a broken hearts.

Once you open again
Once you fool again
Once you fall again,
and it's once for a life time.

Don't stop the music
Don't wake up

When reality was reality gone,

The Rose is dying,
And it's already really die.

Save the day,

Save me,
Till I learn to open my eyes,
Without you till the hurts is over.

It's a beautiful lies.

Save the day,
Caused to breath away came from your air,
The thirst to sip from your water.
The joy was made from you.

Save the day,
When hurts and pain comes again,
When tears fall again,
When glasses was broken again,

The crusted world happened again,

Don't need to broke everything and anything else's innocented,
Don't needed to die,

To love again;
To find love again;

To found in love again,
Unfolds the broken books,

Find the pieces of a broken heart,
Change the story,

Live everyday are saved that it's forever and save the day.

I saw you there but when I come closer is the empty chair without you.
I remember everything about you
I saw you but those dreams it’s makes me alright.

How I wished that you will be here on my side now where I can't be lonely anymore
so that these emptiness I fill
always are fade away and replaced the real happiness in my life.

I still found you on my dreams that you are still in my heart,
I can see the distance between you and me that's why I'm still alone
that you are the only one I've been waiting for so long.

If you force me to remove you,
I keep inside my heart dying
if I see myself empty without you
You were only one for me.

Can't you see I can't find someone else to forget you if those loves has keeps me bleeding inside of me
It’s only reminds me of you.

If I find myself alone without someone else
No one makes me smile everyday and given meaning of my life

maybe it's all emptying to find something greater life than I thought with you.

I can't forget my feelings for you back then
I know you're there but I can't reach
I know you want me but you didn't come
I know I'm waiting for you but you didn't come back
I know you love me but you love someone else
I know that we will be back together again but it’s going run away

No matter how many years have passed between us
and how many times we've been hurt with shed tears
The distance between us is leaving me and you're gone

You came into my life like a wind that I can't avoid and stop.

Like a fire that I can't stop the amount of heat burning in my body and chest.

And a ray of sunshine, A hope that I can't let go and follow you.

I can't stop myself and my feelings from loving you because I want you
and I choose you to be with me forever
but It's like a storm that destroyed everything, you've been swept away from me.
You've also disappeared from me like a bubble
I didn't know you were gone.

It’s was so yesterday that we’ve been together
But it’s now years later away from you

Finally, when I opened my eyes,
when I looked back,
I was left alone,
all of us were gone.

I don’t even hear the voice again,
but nothing else is missing one
I only heard is farewell and goodbyes to an empty nest.

I was left in the ground but I was alone with myself
God left me alone
so that I could see something greater than the one who used to hurt my heart

Where is it?
Why it’s empty?
There is always emptiness.


******


"𝕎𝕒𝕝𝕒 ℕ𝕒"

Nakita kita doon
pero paglapit ko ay ang bakanteng upuan na wala ka.
Naaalala ko ang lahat tungkol sa iyo
Pero ang lahat ay naging panaginip nalang na nagpapasaya sa akin

Sana nandito ka sa tabi ko ngayon
kung saan hindi na ako mag iisa
upang ang mga kawalan na ito ay pinupunan mo

Lagi nalang nawawala at napapalitan ang tunay na kaligayahan sa buhay ko
pero ikaw hindi ko kaya

Natatagpuan pa rin kita sa aking mga pangarap na ikaw ay narito sa puso ko,

Nakikita ko parin ang distansya sa pagitan mo
Kaya nga mag-isa pa rin ako
Dahil ikaw lang ang matagal ko ng hinihintay.

Kung pipilitin mo akong alisin ka,
Kung patuloy ang paglisan ng kisap mata
Mamatay sa loob ko ang aking puso

kung mawawala ka
makikita ko ang aking sarili na walang laman
Dahil ikaw lamang ang nag iisa para sa akin

Hindi mo lang alam na hindi ako makakahanap ng iba na makakalimot sa iyo
At kung ang pag-ibig ay nanatili sa akin na nagdurugo
sa loob nito nagpapaalala sa akin tungkol sa iyo.

Kung ang aking sarili ay nag-iisa araw araw
At walang taong nagpapangiti sa akin
ikaw lang kasi ang nagbibigay kahulugan ng aking buhay,

marahil walang laman ang lahat sakin
upang makahanap ng bago sa buhay
kaysa sa ninanais ko na makasama ka.

Hindi ko makalimutan ang feelings ko sayo noon

Alam ko nanjan ka Lang pero wala ka sa tabi ko
Alam ko na gusto mo ako pero hindi ka dumating
Alam ko na hinihintay kita pero hindi ka bumalik
Alam ko na mahal mo ako pero may mahal ka na palang iba
alam ko na magkakabalikan pa tayo pero wala ng makitang pag asa at makakapitan

kahit ilang taon pa ang nagdaan sa atin
Ilang beses man nasaktan at lumuha
ang pagitan ng nakalipas ay nawawala ka na pala

Dumating ka sa buhay ko na parang hangin na hindi ko kayang iwasan at pigilin.
Parang apoy na hindi ko mapigilan ang dami ng liyab ng init sa katawan at dibdib.
At isang liwanag ng araw at pag asa na hindi ko kayang bitawan at sundan ka.

Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili at damdamin na mahalin ka
dahil gusto kita at pinili kita na makasama habang buhay pero
Parang bagyo na nasira ang lahat tinangay ka na sakin palayo.

Parang kahapon lang kita kasama
Pero tila ang ngayon na sandali ay mga taon na wala ka sa piling ko

Nawala ka na rin sakin na parang bula hindi ko alam na wala ka na pala.
Sa huli pag dilat ko
pag lingon ko naiwan nako mag isang wala na ang lahat sa atin.

Hindi ko man lang narinig ang awit ng paglisan ngunit wala akong narinig kahit paalam ay naiwan na walang laman na pugad.

Siguro ang pagkawala na ito ay ang paghahanap ng iba.
Baka nilagay ako sa blangkong espasyong ito para maghanap ng iba
Pagpalain ng Diyos ang walang laman na lugar para sa isang bagay na mahusay.

Naiwan ako sa kawalan pero kasama ko lang ang sarili
Iniwanan ako ng Diyos mag isa para makita ko pa ang hihigit sa dati na sumusugat sa puso

Nasaan na ba?
Bakit may kawalan?
Mayroon parating walang laman.

It's tiring to cry too
Sometimes you have to stop crying too
Because sometimes you also need to be happy and make yourself happy
But you should know when to stop

You don't need to cry all the time
Even if you are hurt hour by hour and day by day
Even if you hide the tears
There are still sorrows in your eyes and there is a feeling of sadness in the air.

But there's something inside you that wants to be free
Just hide all the tears in your smiles and show others that you are happy
Try to hide your sadness
With them you will also forget the tears for a while

Put aside tears and sadness when you are with other people
Think about yourself first
Have fun, work and get on with life

Then you just release everything at the right time and season
When you have a chance, you will cry again
Think and heal the wounded heart inside

Fight even for yourself and your job
No one else is there for you but you
Only “You” know your true feelings inside, pain and tears
You and God know that and understand

When you feel discouraged
Take your time to rest your heart
Endurance of feelings with him God at the top
Take strength from him, not from your failures and defeats
In the thick of it, you won't lose if you cling to him.

keep it a secret, I know
Those are just tears behind the smiles
No matter what time you think and remember the things that cause tears will appear

Sometimes you secrete the tears first
It's not necessary that you always cry in front of them, right?
There's no need to inform right away, right?
It's not always that they know you're crying and show them, right?

It's enough to cry alone
show that you can and you are a tall person
Strong in achieving your dreams
You can handle it behind the tears you hide.
Carry it despite the hidden tears in your heart.

God is with you in your pain and tears with him it's no secret.

************

"𝕊𝕚𝕜𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕦𝕙𝕒"

Nakakapagod din palang umiyak
Minsan kailangan mo din tumigil sa pag iyak
Dahil minsan kailangan mo din maging masaya at paligayahin ang sarili mo
Pero dapat alam mo kung kailan ka titigil

Hindi naman kailangan palagi kang umiiyak
Kahit oras oras at araw araw kang nasasaktan
Kahit maitago mo man ang mga luha
May mga lungkot parin nababasa sa iyong mga mata at may pakiramdam ang himpapawid sa kalungkutan

Ngunit mayroon sa loob na gusto mo ng makalaya
Itago mo nalang sa mga ngiti mo ang lahat ng luha at ipakita sa iba na masaya ka
Pilitin mo sarili mo itago ang lungkot
Kasama nila makakalimutan mo din saglit ang mga luha

Itabi mo muna ang luha at lungkot kapag kasama mo ang ibang tao
Isipin mo muna ang sarili mo
Mag libang, mag trabaho at magpatuloy sa buhay

Saka mo nalang ilabas lahat sa tamang oras at panahon
Kapag may pagkakataon ka saka mo na iiyak ulit
Isipin at gamutin ang pusong nasusugatan sa loob

Lumaban ka kahit para sa sarili mo nalang at sa trabaho mo
Walang ibang taong nanjan para sayo kundi ikaw lang
Ikaw lang naman ang nakakaalam ng mga totoo **** nararamdaman sa loob, sakit at mga luha
Ikaw at ang Diyos ang nakakaalam nyan at nakakaintindi

Kapag napanghihinaan ka ng loob
Tibayan mo ang loob mo
Tibay ng damdamin kasama sya sa taas
Sa kanya ka kumuha ng lakas huwag sa mga kabiguan at pagkatalo mo
Sa may kapal hindi ka talo kung kakapit ka sa kanya.

ilihim mo man yan alam ko
Nanjan lang yan luha sa likod ng mga ngiti
Kahit ano oras lalabas kapag inisip at naalala mo ang mga bagay na sanhi ng pag luha

Minsan isikreto mo muna ang luha
Hindi naman kailangan na palagi kang umiiyak sa harapan nila diba?
Hindi naman kailangan na ipaalam agad diba?
Hindi naman palagi na nalalaman nila na umiiyak ka at ipakita sa kanila diba?

Tama na at sapat na ang lumuha mag isa
ipakita mo na kaya mo at mataas kang tao
Matibay sa pag abot ng mga pangarap mo
Kayanin mo sa likod ng mga tinatago **** mga luha.
Buhatin mo sa kabila ng mga nakatagong luha sa puso mo.

Kasama mo ang Diyos sa mga sakit at luha mo sa kanya hindi ito sikreto.

I’ve been thinking of someone can touch me but
Inside out it’s still empty
No one can turn too

I've been traveling for decades but my heart is still alone
How many times have I been with you and met you
But it's still not you

Many battles have passed but it’s fair
I thought it was you but until now I still haven't won
I always left alone winning myself but not together with you
I'm left victorious in myself but you're not with me

No matter what I do I still can't see the real
No matter how I open the door
The opportunity is still elusive

Even if I don't look for it, it's always whispered
The real face still doesn't face me
The real for me is still hidden

Is there nothing left for me?
Is it already written?
How long will I wait?

Is it always destined for someone else?
Another opportunity will be waiting again
But how far will the journey go without you

Is this just the new beginning
Is it just the beginning?
There is always a new door to open

You only open a door once and a while and you have a chance
At the wrong time, not in the right direction
The world stopped in the elusive happiness

My tired heart cannot be satisfied
The winding,
tiring battle is not quiet
The direction does not straighten to be with you and see you

It is difficult when I have chosen you but you do not choose me
I thought you were the one,
but I will also go back to the old days and accept that you are no longer here
There is no partner.

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"𝕎𝕒𝕝𝕒 ℙ𝕒𝕝𝕒 𝕋𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕂𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕪𝕒𝕜"

Ako ay nag hihintay na mayroong makaka hipo sakin
pero hanggang ngayon wala paring laman
Wala paring lumilingon

Ilang dekada na akong nag lalakbay pero ang puso ko’y mag isa parin
Ilang beses na kitang nakasama at nakilala
Pero hindi parin ikaw

Marami nang nagdaang labanan akala ko ikaw na yon
pero hanggang ngayon hindi parin naipapanalo
Naiwan akong nanalo sa sarili pero hindi ka kasama

Kahit ano gawin ko hindi parin makita ang tunay
Buksan ko man ang pinto
Mailap parin ang pagkakataon

Hindi ko man hanapin palagi itong binubulong
Hindi parin humaharap ang tunay na mukha
Nakatago parin ang tunay na para sakin

Wala na bang para sakin?
Naka tala na ba ito?
Hanggang kailan ako mag hihintay?

Parati nalang ba sa iba nakalaan?
Panibagong pagkakataon ulit ang hihintayin
Pero hanggang saan aabot ang paglalakbay ng wala ka

Ito palang ba ang bagong simula
Nagsisimula palang ba?
Palaging may bagong pinto ang bubuksan

Minsan ka lang mag bukas ng pinto at pagkakataon
Sa maling pagkakataon na hindi natapat sa tamang direksyon
Nahinto ang mundo sa mailap na lumigaya

Hindi mapagbigyan sa napapagod kong puso
Hindi matahimik ang paliko likong nakakapagod na labanan
Hindi tumutuwid ang direksyon para makasama at makita ka

Ang hirap kapag pinili na kita pero ikaw hindi mo ako pinipili
Akala ko ikaw na yun uuwi rin din pala ako sa dati at tatanggaping wala ka na
Wala palang kapareha.

How brilliant is the ring
valuable and much cost
but not everyone can own it
How you used to it and created it

There is a heart are valuable
To find it than the rings to make it
but if you lost your heart
it's hard to regain again.

The times that you are remains
I will always look up with you
but you're not here.
And you are with someone else
I will realize how much it's painful in my lost.

Please stop reminisce
let me go from my tears and shadows.

Set my spirits from real love
not from own perspective and ego.

Not by selfishness
but in good ways
From my freedom,
my innocent,
joy and lights

Please stop the spoken way of hurting
let me go with the greatest love
not by hurts.

Bring me life not executions
but life is a gifts
not a hidden tolerance for a way of living
but air and wisdom.

If you have someone else
please tell me
so that I will learned to forget you.

If you don't want me again
please say to me
so that I will banished myself away from you.

If you don't love me
please say it so that I can let you go.

I gave you my words
and my trust with you
why I'm always earn of tears
That keeps me hurting so deep.

Another day comes again
I am hunting some more joy again
from going through
where I have hopes
but it's gone in my eyes
can't never see you again  
will I always let it go.

If you don't love me
please don't used me
like it's never really been before
caused my heart keeps bleeding
in a secretly ways of pain
that you always do.

I wished to forget
If it's not the same way anymore
Maybe I'm not worth it
unlike you did before,
because it's wasted my time
to fill my tears everywhere
and doom my dreams.

I wished to be smiled again
like I never been in the saddest before
if smile can’t be here
I wanted to leave out
from those shadows in my head.

Time goes by
always been missing you
but it was hurts
when it’s breaks away
like it will never be the same again.

Every minute,
every hour of the day
without you in my sight,
I can't breathe
through no air
but touching the pain again.

I can't help myself but
I have to be strong,
nothing else is hurts inside
but always feel dies
And let go

no matter what I do
even hidden behind
the smiles that pretend
and in the eyes that shed tears
The arrow pointing to hunting again

when turned away
there is still an arrow from the sky
to shoot the innocent heart
Were only looking for happiness

there is still an arrow
to **** the moment of happiness
that I have waited for so long
in life

even if I run
karma has an arrow
to stop the way
I see these pains
that I don’t want to feel

why is there an arrow in me
that will hit to hurt again and again

why is the hit of the arrow
an arrow of stopping love

while the love is truly real
there is an arrow
to bleed from pain
because of true love
is an arrow in my heart.

When I wake up in the morning I suddenly remember you,
I don't know how long I have to think about you and come back to you.

I thought I was done.
I thought I had forgotten my feelings for you.
No matter where I go,
I remember you,
Because there is something hidden in my heart,
You are there in history and have been revealed in my personality

The secret of my love for you,
That has been hidden for a long time and years in my heart and I need to forget.

You are still the one I want,
You are still the one I like,
You are still the one I love.

I don't know if you love me.
Because I feel this in you.
Do you love me?
You make me feel special to you.
Every time I see you I can't explain the feeling.

Even though I want you,
even though I want to be with you and let you love me,
But I have to avoid you.
I have to stay away from you.

You are the person I want to be with and stay in my life.
But I can't turn back time to the way it was when we were just the two of us.
The days and times I was with you are over.
A long time and years have passed without you being with me.

You have someone else and are loved.
It's too late to plead and bring everything back

With the cheap thought that I need someone like you by my side.

Will all the shortcomings in my heart be filled if we had only been together then until now.

The love that should have been mine and that I should have received because of you.
Will all the wounds in my heart heal by your side.

The love that cannot be removed from my heart.
Because you are a part of my heart forever.

I am not just a childhood friend and family member,
You are the root of my heart and my blood that you are always in my heart.

Whatever my feelings and emotions were for you before, that's all.
I never wanted to be consumed by the love that you wanted to give and that I wanted to possess.

I could forget how I looked at you for the rest of my life.
This hidden in the past, I abandoned.

Even though my past heart haunts me again and again, but the love that I want to have is only there.
Nothing else.

I want you to be happy.
I'm happy that you love someone else.

I'm thirsty for love but
I don't want to be hurt and force my heart to steal a moment to be happy with you, but tomorrow I'll only be hurt because I'll still be left alone and you're no longer with me.

Yes, I should come back to you but I can't.
Please don't remind me anymore.
Everything is gone, it's different now.
Let's put all the past to rest.
Let my heart rest in love.

I know you still love me but you can't take it anymore.
I still love you but not like before.

I love you even though there's something wrong with my feelings,
even though it hurts to hurt you
but I put it in the right place
because I love you,
because you love me that's what I reciprocated.

I chose the right love, not the forbidden love.


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"𝔹𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕝 ℕ𝕒 ℙ𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕓𝕚𝕘"

Pag gising ko sa umaga bigla kitang naalala,
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan kita kailangan isipin at balikan.

Akala ko natapos ko na.
Akala ko nakalimutan ko na ang feelings ko sayo.
Kahit saan ako mag ***** naalala kita,
Dahil may nakatago sa puso ko,
Naroroon ka sa history at nabungkal sa pagkatao
Ang lihim ng pagibig ko sayo,
Na natago ng mahabang panahon at taon sa puso ko at kailangan ko ng kalimutan.

Ikaw parin ang nais ko,
Ikaw parin ang gusto ko,
Ikaw parin ang mahal ko.

Hindi ko alam kung mahal mo ako.
Dahil nararamdaman ko sayo ito.
Mahal mo ba ako?
ipinararamdam mo saking special ako sayo.
Sa tuwing nakikita kita hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nadarama.

Kahit gusto kita,
kahit gusto kita makasama at payagang mahalin ako,
Pero kailangan kong iwasan ka.
Kailangan kong lumayo sayo.

Ikaw ang taong gusto ko makasama at manatili sa buhay ko.
Ngunit hindi ko na maibabalik ang panahon sa dati na tayo pang dalawa.
Tapos na ang mga araw at panahong nakasama kita.
Dumaan na ang mahabang panahon at taon na wala ka sa piling ko.

May roon ka ng iba at mahal.
Huli na para makisumamo at ibalik pa ang lahat

Sa murang pag iisip na kailangan ko ng isang tulad mo sa tabi ko.

Mapupunan ba lahat ng pagkukulang sa loob ng puso ko kung naging tayo nalang noon hanggang ngayon.

Ang pagmamahal na dapat na sa akin at dapat na natatanggap ko na dahil sayo.
Ang lahat ba ng sugat sa puso ko ay maghihilom sa tabi mo.

Ang pagibig na hindi maalis sa puso ko.
Dahil habang buhay kang laman sa puso ko.

Hindi lang kita kababata at kapamilya,
Ikaw ang ugat sa puso ko at dugo ko na palagi kang nasa puso ko.

Kung ano man ang nararamdaman at feelings ko sayo noon hanggang don nalang yon
Hindi ko na ninais pa na lumubos sa pag mamahal na gusto **** ibigay at gusto ko maangkin.

Kalimutan ko man ang pag tingin ko sayo habang buhay
Ito ng nakatago sa nakaraan ay tinalikuran ko.

Kahit paulit ulit man akong multuhin ng nakaraan kong puso pero ang pagmamahal na gusto kong mangyari ay hanggang doon nalang.
Wala ng iba.

gusto na kita maging masaya.
Masaya na akong may mahal ka ng iba.

Uhaw man ako sa pagmamahal pero
Ayaw ko ng masaktan at pilitin pa ang puso ko sa mga nakaw na saglit upang lumigaya kasama ka ngunit kinabukasan masasaktan lang din ako dahil maiiwan parin ako mag isa at hindi ka na kasama.

Oo dapat kitang balikan pero hindi ko na kaya.
Please huwag mo ng ipaalala sakin.
Wala na ang lahat, iba na ngayon.
Ipahinga na natin ang lahat ng nakaraan.
Ipahinga mo na ang puso ko sa pagibig.

Alam ko mahal mo parin ako pero hindi mo na din kaya pa.
Mahal parin naman kita ngunit hindi na tulad ng dati.

Mahal kita kahit may mali sa aking nadarama,
kahit masakit man na masaktan kita
ngunit nilagay ko na yon sa tamang lugar
dahil mahal kita,
dahil mahal mo ako yon ang iginanti ko sayo.

Tamang pagmamahal ang pinili ko hindi ang bawal na pag ibig.

I saw your eyes for me
but I still feel the pain inside hurting me without you
But your eyes smiled are shattered me inside going back to love you
You are beautiful face and love that I have and already claim to my heart

I saw your face and your eyes already saying goodbye on my heart
I didn’t know that is the last time to see you again
I didn’t know that you leaving me this way
I didn’t know it means you leave me

It’s shattering me away from the breath
Those hopes are broken wen you said I do from breaking up
I lost the love and forgetting about sweetness memories now I can’t turn back
The heart is like a stone
Locking the doors from tears to grief

I’m still holding on but it’s broken
In my hands are shattered glasses and keeps blooded
I’m still waiting but now it’s empty
We are fall and crashing away can’t be back again
I can’t going back again it’s been shattered ****** beautiful inside

I carry and have the scars from painful weeps
This tears dragging down and telling me to get away
Your words makes me fall in-love before but now it’s Scattered wen you said many farewells

The love is there but it’s fly away

We can stay but there’s always a reason to say goodbye
We are still here and you are there but it’s shattered.

Sometimes it’s enough but everyday can’t seems to breath again and it’s become forever

Walking through the pain but the pain didn’t stopped until I stop and I found rest from the pain

Maybe I need to reunite the new until I forget about the old

I should open my new desires until I closed the door to the old one

The hurts takes me away out and makes me moved on but no one left only to moving forward.

Sometimes that love has left me alone but sometimes it’s just enough.

You are the only one in my heart
that I have waited for a long time.

Nothing good has happened
since you disappeared

if I leave you and I will only get hurt
I don't want to hope anymore
If everything I fought for is gone.

I feel that you are still there
Please tell me
that it is not too late
because it is still “you”

You are still here in my heart
The only one “you”

the only one in my heart
I want to go back.

You are the only good thing in my past
You are the only good part of my past

Even if the course of my world changes
You Are Still The One I Want To Get Back


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"𝕀𝕜𝕒𝕨 ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕟 𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝔾𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝔹𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕟"

Ikaw lang ang nag iisa sa puso ko
na hinintay ko ng matagal.

Wala naman maganda naganap
simula ng nawala ka

kung iiwan at masasaktan lang din naman
Ayaw ko na sanang umasa
Kung mawawala ng lahat ng pinag laban ko.

Nararamdaman ko na nanjan ka pa
Please sabihin mo sakin
na hindi pa huli ang lahat
dahil ikaw parin yon

Nandito ka parin sa puso ko
Ang nag iisang ikaw

ang ikaw na nag iisa sa puso ko
ang gusto kong balikan.

ikaw lang ang nakaraan ko
na may magandang nangyari

sayo lang ang may masayang bahagi ng nakaraan
Kahit mag bago man ang takbo ng buhay ko
Ikaw parin ang gustong balikan

Sometimes I always wonder when I will stop crying and how long I will be hurt and cry.

You are in the middle of a fight you should know the limit of tears and when to stop.

Whether you choose the limit or not
The past will not disappear
But leave it behind

If you always go with the flow of the river.
You may not control the river but you control your emotions.

Sometimes pain is just a process because of love.
The heart or what hurts because you have loved.

The limit is the length of your presence in your heart in loving how far you are and you stop or you will still have the opportunity to fall in love.

You always cry
How long will you cry
How long will the tears last

Tears are with you in life
But you won't cry forever
You will also find where you will be happy

You can not cry and just forget everything for now
But it still hurts if you only achieve happiness for a moment because
You will return to your old form and you will really cry.

I feel like I want to cry but my mind and heart don't want to anymore.
I want to cry but the tears have left me as if I can't feel anything anymore.

I can cry but it seems like I've dried up under the hot light as if there is an endless war deep inside the battle.

I will also cry at the right time and day
and when my thirsty feelings for missing you are watered.

In the midst of battle and sorrow
You can do nothing but fight
There is no other way but to fight
If there is no one else for you to fight with you
The fight continues even though it is difficult

There are tears behind the battles
There is also a tired heart that always hurts
Tears also have an end.

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"𝕃𝕦𝕙𝕒"

Minsan palagi kong naiisip kung kailan ako hihinto sa pag iyak at hanggang kailan ako masasaktan at iiyak.

Nasa gitna ka ng laban alam mo dapat ang limitasyon ng luha at kailan hihinto.

Piliin mo man ang limitasyon o hindi
Hindi mawawala ang mga nakalipas
Pero iwanan mo na sa likod

Kung palagi ka nalang nakasabay sa agos ng ilog.
Hindi mo man kontrol ang ilog pero kontrol mo ang emotion mo.

Minsan ang mga pasakit ay proceso lamang dahil sa pagmamahal.
Ang puso o ang nasasaktan dahil nag mahal ka.

Ang limitasyon ay haba ng iyong presensya sa iyong puso sa pag mamahal kung hanggang saan ka lang at himinto ka na o magkakaroon ka pa ng pagkakataon na umibig.

Palagi ka nalang umiiyak
Hanggang kailan ka umiiyak
Hanggang saan ang mga luha

Kasama sa buhay ang mga luha
Pero hindi habang buhay imiiyak ka
Hahanapin mo rin kung saan ka magiging masaya

Pwede naman hindi umiyak at kalimutan nalang muna ang lahat
Pero masakit parin kung sandali mo lang makakamtan ang kaligayahan dahil
Babalik karin sa dating anyo at umiiyak ka talaga.

Parang gusto kong umiyak pero ayaw na ng isipan at puso ko.
Gusto kong umiyak pero iniwan nako ng mga luha para bang tigang na wala na kong maramdaman.

Kaya kong umiyak pero tila natuyo na sa ilalim ng nag iinit na liwanag na para bang walang katapusang digmaan salalim ng laban.

iiyak rin ako sa tamang oras at araw
at ng madiligan ang nauuhaw kong damdamin sa pangungulila sayo.

Sa gitna ng labanan at mga lungkot
Wala ka ng magagawa kundi lumaban
Wala ng ibang paraan kundi lumaban
Kung walang ibang tao para sayo para ipag laban ka
Patuloy parin ang laban kahit mahirap

May mga luha sa likod ng mga laban
May kapaguran rin ang puso na palaging nasasaktan
May katapusan rin ang mga luha.

How many days and nights will I wait to see you again, to be with you again.

How many more nights and days will I endure to be with you again?
Every hour and day that you are not by my side, my tears fall
As if I die every day

How long will I wait to be with you again?

How long will I yearn to be with you again?

When will I see your smiles again?

When will I see your eyes?

And kiss your lips?

How long will I wait to hear your voices again?

How long will I see the light of day again when I am with you?

If that day is you and I want to be with you?

When will I kiss your lips again?

I can hold your hands and hug you for a long time?

My daily wish and prayer is to be with your love.

Every night, I hope you are the one I am with.

You are the one I see, if someone else is with me,

You are the only one I want to be with, no one else.

Every hour and day is different. being with you is the time and day of tears in my eyes and the passing of my wounded heart along with the sorrows and sadness that have no rest from the pain I feel.

You are what I grew up with and have gotten used to
I can't wait to be with you anymore
I love you that's why I'm able to wait for you

How long will I wait
How long will I fight to be with you
As long as you are there for me
I will still be here waiting for you.


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“𝕄𝕒­𝕘𝕙𝕚𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕪 ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕊𝕒𝕪𝕠”

Ilang araw at gabi ang aking hihintayin para makita ka muli, upang makasama kang muli.

ilang gabi at mga araw pa ako mag titiis para makasama kang muli
Bawat oras at araw na wala ka sa tabi ko ay patak ng mga luha ko
Na para bang araw araw namamatay ako

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay na makasama ka ulit
Hanggang kailan ako mananabik na makasama ka ulit

Kailan ko masisilayan ulit ang iyong mga ngiti
Kailan ko masisilayan ang iyong mga mata
At mahagkan ang iyong mga labi

Hanggang kailan ako mag hihintay na marinig ulit ang iyong mga boses
Hanggang kailan ko makikita ulit ang liwanag ng araw na makasama ka
Kung Ang araw na yon ay ikaw at nais kang makasama

Kailan ko ulit mahahagkan ang iyong mga labi
Mahahawakan ang iyong mga kamay at mayayakap ka ng matagal

Ang hiling sa araw araw at dasal na makapiling ang pagibig mo
Araw gabi sana ikaw ang nakakasama

Ikaw ang nakikita, kung iba ang nakakasama
Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama wala ng iba

Sa bawat oras at araw na iba ang iyong kapiling iyon ang oras at araw ng pagluha ng mga mata at pagpanaw ng puso kong nasusugatan kasama ng mga hinagpis at kalungkutan na walang pahinga sa sakit na nadarama.

Ikaw ang kinagisnan ko at nasanay na sayo
Hindi na ako makapag hintay na makasama ka
Mahal kita kaya nagagawa kong hintayin ka

Hanggang kailan ako mag hihintay
Hanggang saan ako lalaban para makasama ka
Hanggat nanjan ka para sakin
Narito parin ako parating mag hihintay para sayo.