I hope it's you

I hope it's you I'm waiting for.
I hope it's you
I hope you're always there
I hope you won't leave me
I hope you're the only one here in his place

I just have a crush on you but I want you forever
I hope the flow of time and the cycle of the world don't change
There is a chance with you
With you, someone always comes to pray
With you, there is a chance to be happy again
With you, I can forget the wounds in my heart
With you, I can't be hurt by my past anymore

I want to see you
I dream of being with you
I dream of you loving me too
I hope you are the person for me
I hope I can be with you
Even if I just catch a glimpse of your smiles in person for a moment, I'm happy
I hope I can see your smiles for the rest of my life
And be accompanied by the smile and sparkle of your eyes
I hope I can always hear your voice that cheers up my sad mood

I hope it was you who can change my world from miserable misery of lonely tears of life.

You opened the gate again,
You got the keys,
You unlock from the chains,
You opened the door,

You had the ropes,
To tie everything and gets inside.
When loves breaks the rules,
From the codes of a broken hearts.

Once you open again
Once you fool again
Once you fall again,
and it's once for a life time.

Don't stop the music
Don't wake up

When reality was reality gone,

The Rose is dying,
And it's already really die.

Save the day,

Save me,
Till I learn to open my eyes,
Without you till the hurts is over.

It's a beautiful lies.

Save the day,
Caused to breath away came from your air,
The thirst to sip from your water.
The joy was made from you.

Save the day,
When hurts and pain comes again,
When tears fall again,
When glasses was broken again,

The crusted world happened again,

Don't need to broke everything and anything else's innocented,
Don't needed to die,

To love again;
To find love again;

To found in love again,
Unfolds the broken books,

Find the pieces of a broken heart,
Change the story,

Live everyday are saved that it's forever and save the day.

It's tiring to cry too
Sometimes you have to stop crying too
Because sometimes you also need to be happy and make yourself happy
But you should know when to stop

You don't need to cry all the time
Even if you are hurt hour by hour and day by day
Even if you hide the tears
There are still sorrows in your eyes and there is a feeling of sadness in the air.

But there's something inside you that wants to be free
Just hide all the tears in your smiles and show others that you are happy
Try to hide your sadness
With them you will also forget the tears for a while

Put aside tears and sadness when you are with other people
Think about yourself first
Have fun, work and get on with life

Then you just release everything at the right time and season
When you have a chance, you will cry again
Think and heal the wounded heart inside

Fight even for yourself and your job
No one else is there for you but you
Only “You” know your true feelings inside, pain and tears
You and God know that and understand

When you feel discouraged
Take your time to rest your heart
Endurance of feelings with him God at the top
Take strength from him, not from your failures and defeats
In the thick of it, you won't lose if you cling to him.

keep it a secret, I know
Those are just tears behind the smiles
No matter what time you think and remember the things that cause tears will appear

Sometimes you secrete the tears first
It's not necessary that you always cry in front of them, right?
There's no need to inform right away, right?
It's not always that they know you're crying and show them, right?

It's enough to cry alone
show that you can and you are a tall person
Strong in achieving your dreams
You can handle it behind the tears you hide.
Carry it despite the hidden tears in your heart.

God is with you in your pain and tears with him it's no secret.

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"𝕊𝕚𝕜𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕦𝕙𝕒"

Nakakapagod din palang umiyak
Minsan kailangan mo din tumigil sa pag iyak
Dahil minsan kailangan mo din maging masaya at paligayahin ang sarili mo
Pero dapat alam mo kung kailan ka titigil

Hindi naman kailangan palagi kang umiiyak
Kahit oras oras at araw araw kang nasasaktan
Kahit maitago mo man ang mga luha
May mga lungkot parin nababasa sa iyong mga mata at may pakiramdam ang himpapawid sa kalungkutan

Ngunit mayroon sa loob na gusto mo ng makalaya
Itago mo nalang sa mga ngiti mo ang lahat ng luha at ipakita sa iba na masaya ka
Pilitin mo sarili mo itago ang lungkot
Kasama nila makakalimutan mo din saglit ang mga luha

Itabi mo muna ang luha at lungkot kapag kasama mo ang ibang tao
Isipin mo muna ang sarili mo
Mag libang, mag trabaho at magpatuloy sa buhay

Saka mo nalang ilabas lahat sa tamang oras at panahon
Kapag may pagkakataon ka saka mo na iiyak ulit
Isipin at gamutin ang pusong nasusugatan sa loob

Lumaban ka kahit para sa sarili mo nalang at sa trabaho mo
Walang ibang taong nanjan para sayo kundi ikaw lang
Ikaw lang naman ang nakakaalam ng mga totoo **** nararamdaman sa loob, sakit at mga luha
Ikaw at ang Diyos ang nakakaalam nyan at nakakaintindi

Kapag napanghihinaan ka ng loob
Tibayan mo ang loob mo
Tibay ng damdamin kasama sya sa taas
Sa kanya ka kumuha ng lakas huwag sa mga kabiguan at pagkatalo mo
Sa may kapal hindi ka talo kung kakapit ka sa kanya.

ilihim mo man yan alam ko
Nanjan lang yan luha sa likod ng mga ngiti
Kahit ano oras lalabas kapag inisip at naalala mo ang mga bagay na sanhi ng pag luha

Minsan isikreto mo muna ang luha
Hindi naman kailangan na palagi kang umiiyak sa harapan nila diba?
Hindi naman kailangan na ipaalam agad diba?
Hindi naman palagi na nalalaman nila na umiiyak ka at ipakita sa kanila diba?

Tama na at sapat na ang lumuha mag isa
ipakita mo na kaya mo at mataas kang tao
Matibay sa pag abot ng mga pangarap mo
Kayanin mo sa likod ng mga tinatago **** mga luha.
Buhatin mo sa kabila ng mga nakatagong luha sa puso mo.

Kasama mo ang Diyos sa mga sakit at luha mo sa kanya hindi ito sikreto.

I’ve been thinking of someone can touch me but
Inside out it’s still empty
No one can turn too

I've been traveling for decades but my heart is still alone
How many times have I been with you and met you
But it's still not you

Many battles have passed but it’s fair
I thought it was you but until now I still haven't won
I always left alone winning myself but not together with you
I'm left victorious in myself but you're not with me

No matter what I do I still can't see the real
No matter how I open the door
The opportunity is still elusive

Even if I don't look for it, it's always whispered
The real face still doesn't face me
The real for me is still hidden

Is there nothing left for me?
Is it already written?
How long will I wait?

Is it always destined for someone else?
Another opportunity will be waiting again
But how far will the journey go without you

Is this just the new beginning
Is it just the beginning?
There is always a new door to open

You only open a door once and a while and you have a chance
At the wrong time, not in the right direction
The world stopped in the elusive happiness

My tired heart cannot be satisfied
The winding,
tiring battle is not quiet
The direction does not straighten to be with you and see you

It is difficult when I have chosen you but you do not choose me
I thought you were the one,
but I will also go back to the old days and accept that you are no longer here
There is no partner.

************

"𝕎𝕒𝕝𝕒 ℙ𝕒𝕝𝕒 𝕋𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕂𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕪𝕒𝕜"

Ako ay nag hihintay na mayroong makaka hipo sakin
pero hanggang ngayon wala paring laman
Wala paring lumilingon

Ilang dekada na akong nag lalakbay pero ang puso ko’y mag isa parin
Ilang beses na kitang nakasama at nakilala
Pero hindi parin ikaw

Marami nang nagdaang labanan akala ko ikaw na yon
pero hanggang ngayon hindi parin naipapanalo
Naiwan akong nanalo sa sarili pero hindi ka kasama

Kahit ano gawin ko hindi parin makita ang tunay
Buksan ko man ang pinto
Mailap parin ang pagkakataon

Hindi ko man hanapin palagi itong binubulong
Hindi parin humaharap ang tunay na mukha
Nakatago parin ang tunay na para sakin

Wala na bang para sakin?
Naka tala na ba ito?
Hanggang kailan ako mag hihintay?

Parati nalang ba sa iba nakalaan?
Panibagong pagkakataon ulit ang hihintayin
Pero hanggang saan aabot ang paglalakbay ng wala ka

Ito palang ba ang bagong simula
Nagsisimula palang ba?
Palaging may bagong pinto ang bubuksan

Minsan ka lang mag bukas ng pinto at pagkakataon
Sa maling pagkakataon na hindi natapat sa tamang direksyon
Nahinto ang mundo sa mailap na lumigaya

Hindi mapagbigyan sa napapagod kong puso
Hindi matahimik ang paliko likong nakakapagod na labanan
Hindi tumutuwid ang direksyon para makasama at makita ka

Ang hirap kapag pinili na kita pero ikaw hindi mo ako pinipili
Akala ko ikaw na yun uuwi rin din pala ako sa dati at tatanggaping wala ka na
Wala palang kapareha.

I saw your eyes for me
but I still feel the pain inside hurting me without you
But your eyes smiled are shattered me inside going back to love you
You are beautiful face and love that I have and already claim to my heart

I saw your face and your eyes already saying goodbye on my heart
I didn’t know that is the last time to see you again
I didn’t know that you leaving me this way
I didn’t know it means you leave me

It’s shattering me away from the breath
Those hopes are broken wen you said I do from breaking up
I lost the love and forgetting about sweetness memories now I can’t turn back
The heart is like a stone
Locking the doors from tears to grief

I’m still holding on but it’s broken
In my hands are shattered glasses and keeps blooded
I’m still waiting but now it’s empty
We are fall and crashing away can’t be back again
I can’t going back again it’s been shattered ****** beautiful inside

I carry and have the scars from painful weeps
This tears dragging down and telling me to get away
Your words makes me fall in-love before but now it’s Scattered wen you said many farewells

The love is there but it’s fly away

We can stay but there’s always a reason to say goodbye
We are still here and you are there but it’s shattered.

Sometimes it’s enough but everyday can’t seems to breath again and it’s become forever

Walking through the pain but the pain didn’t stopped until I stop and I found rest from the pain

Maybe I need to reunite the new until I forget about the old

I should open my new desires until I closed the door to the old one

The hurts takes me away out and makes me moved on but no one left only to moving forward.

Sometimes that love has left me alone but sometimes it’s just enough.

Sometimes I always wonder when I will stop crying and how long I will be hurt and cry.

You are in the middle of a fight you should know the limit of tears and when to stop.

Whether you choose the limit or not
The past will not disappear
But leave it behind

If you always go with the flow of the river.
You may not control the river but you control your emotions.

Sometimes pain is just a process because of love.
The heart or what hurts because you have loved.

The limit is the length of your presence in your heart in loving how far you are and you stop or you will still have the opportunity to fall in love.

You always cry
How long will you cry
How long will the tears last

Tears are with you in life
But you won't cry forever
You will also find where you will be happy

You can not cry and just forget everything for now
But it still hurts if you only achieve happiness for a moment because
You will return to your old form and you will really cry.

I feel like I want to cry but my mind and heart don't want to anymore.
I want to cry but the tears have left me as if I can't feel anything anymore.

I can cry but it seems like I've dried up under the hot light as if there is an endless war deep inside the battle.

I will also cry at the right time and day
and when my thirsty feelings for missing you are watered.

In the midst of battle and sorrow
You can do nothing but fight
There is no other way but to fight
If there is no one else for you to fight with you
The fight continues even though it is difficult

There are tears behind the battles
There is also a tired heart that always hurts
Tears also have an end.

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"𝕃𝕦𝕙𝕒"

Minsan palagi kong naiisip kung kailan ako hihinto sa pag iyak at hanggang kailan ako masasaktan at iiyak.

Nasa gitna ka ng laban alam mo dapat ang limitasyon ng luha at kailan hihinto.

Piliin mo man ang limitasyon o hindi
Hindi mawawala ang mga nakalipas
Pero iwanan mo na sa likod

Kung palagi ka nalang nakasabay sa agos ng ilog.
Hindi mo man kontrol ang ilog pero kontrol mo ang emotion mo.

Minsan ang mga pasakit ay proceso lamang dahil sa pagmamahal.
Ang puso o ang nasasaktan dahil nag mahal ka.

Ang limitasyon ay haba ng iyong presensya sa iyong puso sa pag mamahal kung hanggang saan ka lang at himinto ka na o magkakaroon ka pa ng pagkakataon na umibig.

Palagi ka nalang umiiyak
Hanggang kailan ka umiiyak
Hanggang saan ang mga luha

Kasama sa buhay ang mga luha
Pero hindi habang buhay imiiyak ka
Hahanapin mo rin kung saan ka magiging masaya

Pwede naman hindi umiyak at kalimutan nalang muna ang lahat
Pero masakit parin kung sandali mo lang makakamtan ang kaligayahan dahil
Babalik karin sa dating anyo at umiiyak ka talaga.

Parang gusto kong umiyak pero ayaw na ng isipan at puso ko.
Gusto kong umiyak pero iniwan nako ng mga luha para bang tigang na wala na kong maramdaman.

Kaya kong umiyak pero tila natuyo na sa ilalim ng nag iinit na liwanag na para bang walang katapusang digmaan salalim ng laban.

iiyak rin ako sa tamang oras at araw
at ng madiligan ang nauuhaw kong damdamin sa pangungulila sayo.

Sa gitna ng labanan at mga lungkot
Wala ka ng magagawa kundi lumaban
Wala ng ibang paraan kundi lumaban
Kung walang ibang tao para sayo para ipag laban ka
Patuloy parin ang laban kahit mahirap

May mga luha sa likod ng mga laban
May kapaguran rin ang puso na palaging nasasaktan
May katapusan rin ang mga luha.

How many days and nights will I wait to see you again, to be with you again.

How many more nights and days will I endure to be with you again?
Every hour and day that you are not by my side, my tears fall
As if I die every day

How long will I wait to be with you again?

How long will I yearn to be with you again?

When will I see your smiles again?

When will I see your eyes?

And kiss your lips?

How long will I wait to hear your voices again?

How long will I see the light of day again when I am with you?

If that day is you and I want to be with you?

When will I kiss your lips again?

I can hold your hands and hug you for a long time?

My daily wish and prayer is to be with your love.

Every night, I hope you are the one I am with.

You are the one I see, if someone else is with me,

You are the only one I want to be with, no one else.

Every hour and day is different. being with you is the time and day of tears in my eyes and the passing of my wounded heart along with the sorrows and sadness that have no rest from the pain I feel.

You are what I grew up with and have gotten used to
I can't wait to be with you anymore
I love you that's why I'm able to wait for you

How long will I wait
How long will I fight to be with you
As long as you are there for me
I will still be here waiting for you.


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“𝕄𝕒­𝕘𝕙𝕚𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕪 ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕊𝕒𝕪𝕠”

Ilang araw at gabi ang aking hihintayin para makita ka muli, upang makasama kang muli.

ilang gabi at mga araw pa ako mag titiis para makasama kang muli
Bawat oras at araw na wala ka sa tabi ko ay patak ng mga luha ko
Na para bang araw araw namamatay ako

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay na makasama ka ulit
Hanggang kailan ako mananabik na makasama ka ulit

Kailan ko masisilayan ulit ang iyong mga ngiti
Kailan ko masisilayan ang iyong mga mata
At mahagkan ang iyong mga labi

Hanggang kailan ako mag hihintay na marinig ulit ang iyong mga boses
Hanggang kailan ko makikita ulit ang liwanag ng araw na makasama ka
Kung Ang araw na yon ay ikaw at nais kang makasama

Kailan ko ulit mahahagkan ang iyong mga labi
Mahahawakan ang iyong mga kamay at mayayakap ka ng matagal

Ang hiling sa araw araw at dasal na makapiling ang pagibig mo
Araw gabi sana ikaw ang nakakasama

Ikaw ang nakikita, kung iba ang nakakasama
Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama wala ng iba

Sa bawat oras at araw na iba ang iyong kapiling iyon ang oras at araw ng pagluha ng mga mata at pagpanaw ng puso kong nasusugatan kasama ng mga hinagpis at kalungkutan na walang pahinga sa sakit na nadarama.

Ikaw ang kinagisnan ko at nasanay na sayo
Hindi na ako makapag hintay na makasama ka
Mahal kita kaya nagagawa kong hintayin ka

Hanggang kailan ako mag hihintay
Hanggang saan ako lalaban para makasama ka
Hanggat nanjan ka para sakin
Narito parin ako parating mag hihintay para sayo.