Ethanol to make me numb
end up crying, just feel dumb

Ecstasy to make me happy
the next day is never quite sappy

Love to finally fix my life
just adding to this eternal strife

Time to accept
That they're no use
Just postponing
Everlasting blues

Time to repair
everything that's broken
one thing at a time
still a struggle unspoken

So many scars
every week a new
guess I'll just have to
mend every week a two

But so much pain
it is appalling
maybe just one drink
a little dulling ?

And here we go
the cycle renews
so here I stay
swimming in the blues...

Life's not bad
and life's not good.
Life's just real
misunderstood.

Life's a mirror
of your actions.
An empty canvas
you're the paint.

Look how you live,
'cause it reactions.
But life's not alive
it really ain't.

It just shows you
how you lived.
Every decision
it records.

And in the end
you realize.
You ****** up life
on your accords.

So pick up the brush
paint what you want to see.
Don't beat around the bush
make it the painting you always wanted it to be.

Give it a shot,
though maybe you'll miss,
for missing a tragedy is not,
never trying is.

A smile on your face
A pain in your heart
Let that **** out
Or you will die

Listen to me
Be human again
There's nothing wrong with
Letting us in

Show us your feelings
We won't bite
We won't laugh
So stop your fright

It's time to be human
Or you will die
And without emotions
No one will cry