I would not want to
spend, a second away from
you against my chest.

the expanse between
my ribcage
feels like nothing
like grey,
it's cold and heavy
numb and blind,
wading through it all,
my spirit is shrouded
with fog
its tendrils spill through
the rig bones, consuming
as it goes
I hide in a shell
clinging to the things
which I do know
to weather this storm
of stillness,
as I search for a light
of a magnificent source

My heart beats as equally as yours.

They may not be in sync

But we still have our sound.

So who do you think you are wanting

To make mine stop faster than yours?

If you cry I´ll cry with you
because your pain is my ending.
if you scream I´ll scream with you
because your loudness wakes me up.
If you jump I´ll jump with you
because two floors or twenty can´t hold me back.
If you smile I´ll smile with you
because your eyes light up my life.
If you die I´ll die with you
because you life means mine.
If I die will you die with me?
If I cry will you cry with me?
If I jump will you jump with me?
Promise me you will.
Promise me.
Now.
You did.
You promised.
Why aren´t you here now?
I´m over the bridge waiting for you.
Where are you?
I called you.
You did´t pick up.
I´m falling now.
I hope you´re happy now.
I missed you during the jump.
I´m on the floor.
It did´t hurt that bad.
What are those voices?
Is that you?
I can´t see you.
Where are you?
You promised.
You did´t jump.
The end.
I´m done.
Alone.

A drop of blood is a drop is sanity.

A drop of wax is a mess.

A drop of liquid that spew from eyes is called emotions.

A drop of ink is called expression.

A drop is a drop.

But what we make with the meaning

that drop makes the drop worth more

than a drop.

Because a drop is a drop after all.

I wake in the morning

And

I just don't know.

Where does life go?

I just don't know.